Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

DON'T BREATH THE WATER! BREATH THE AIR, NOT THE WATER!! NOT A MIXTURE OF AIR AND WATER...

So...I have not posted in a while, huh? I know you all are pissed but I was busy and lazy and well....yeah.

Here I am though! With things and stuff to tell you all!!

First, I DO have chapters on the way and in the works, I just have been a little lazy and not gotten around to putting them up. There is one completely finished chapter of Tewoeklon and two of The Catalyst, one I have back and the other is with my editor. Now you don't have to worry about those anymore, I have not died or gotten blocked or whatever, IT IS COMING!!!!! (not the end, but I wouldn’t discount that altogether either…)

Second in that department is the annoyingness of me in that I have come up with yet ANOTHER future story idea, and for you lucky yaoi fans, it is one!! Although I wish to stress for other fans of my work that it is NOT just some yaoi with sex and crap and then a little story in the back to make everything flow. This is very much another story of mine that just so happens to have main characters in a homosexual romance rather than a heterosexual one. I just wanted to stress that for those not really fond of yaoi. This will still be one of my stories and anyway, there is going to be other hetero relationships for those who are a little uncomfortable. ^-^ And then to those who ARE yaoi lovers, like me, WOOO to the SEXY! But that is a later project, so don’t get too riled up. I presently have about three or four of those now. Darn me and my AWESOME mind! (seriously, it is…all my story ideas are from DREAMS)

Since I have somewhat reluctantly taken an art class this year, it may need to be expected that some things I put up could be for my class and then also I will perhaps be a little slower in my projects. Even if I really need to finish the ones I have piled up in my folder. T.T oh I'm so bad with that...people out there want to kill me for that too, I'm sure. (one name comes to mind--*cough* Avarice *cough cough*) The only new thing I have is ONLY new because it is needed for my art class; otherwise everything is still the works I have had in there. OH I WILL FINISH THOSE THINGS IF IT KILLS ME!!!! HAHAHAHA a solemn vow I make to the interwebs! …I wonder if interwebs will eat me if I don’t?? 0.o

EDIT: I have begun putting up many of my previously in-progress drawings that are now completed ones! Only two in-progress ones left and one of those is nearly done!! ^-^

Currently in the life of me, I just got back from the big birthday celebration for the august (and my) birthday's at my grandparents house. Coming out with $58 in cash, two Amazon gift certificates (totaling $45...oh "wow" ...), a glass necklace from Venice, and an awesome sterling silver belt-looking ring. This is the best birthday year I think. My grandmother used to be AWFUL about getting me gifts that I didn't want to throw away when I got home. But OH the manga and dvds I need to buy!! ^-^ And on that birthday note of mine, it just so happens that in 5 days on September 3rd I shall be officially 18 years old and considered an adult. Even though I am far more mature in some ways than a few adults I know of... HMM HMM C.C So be relatively pleased about this, although in reality nothing really changes much at all. Tsk Tsk to people and their crazy notions.

I also just got back from my senior retreat which was Wednesday—all day and Thursday— morning to lunch...for anyone wondering where I was on those days^-^ I did have a good time and it was MUCH better than all my other high school retreats but I got back with sun burns, sore arms and upper back, and now my allergies are pissed OFF! So that is a bit irritating but what can you do? I shrug at the thoughts of what I would do but can't because it's impossible or highly illegal, ahahaha ^-^

Now I finish boring you all with these updates, and get back to watching my lovely Titanic and drinking my yummy Dr.Pepper. WOOO!!!

Now go, my darlings! Be happy and productive...and....and..................(go jump off a bridge)What?! Who said that? 0,o

P.S. title is from the awesomely hysterical Thumbtanic...for the Thumb movies are AMAZING....if you have not seen them, then you must. Do it. Do it.

Just a warning, but you may hear light whistleing when i'm near...

Hello^-^ Not are you how? ...if anyone told me how they were then you fail the test and will have to have a frontal lobotomy before you can continue on.

For those of you without cognitive functions then you obviously did what you weren't and were told. So be happy. Play with your brain matter. It's fun (:) ( :)...[he's raising his eyebrows...I know it's weird, deal with it.]

Now for the real point of this post, sorry to disappoint those thinking it was only for self mutilation. Anyway I did post Insane's birthday drawing, incase you didn't know or notice from the last post's EDIT. Yes I’m too lazy to post a post saying it's up, my posts are meaningful...entirely blissful and not morbid little posts. 0. o I said post a lot. Geez, do I keep straying form topic? Yes, it would seem.

Back to issues, I have also written about 12 or so pages of the very first draft for Blade chapter nine. If you've begun foaming at the mouth then you are evidently too addicted to this story...and yet I don't seem to care...huh, weird. ^-^

I have no new drawings, though I have been attempting to draw something...just not sure what yet. However...ooh, I just got an idea right now. And it's from the new chapter too...HAHAHA! Don't worry I won't torture you few, I’ll wait until I put up chapter nine, but then it's fair game! Ooh, I got another one. Man, I’m on a roll!

Well, I’ll shut up now. I must have ruined you too much already. ^-^

HINTS TO THE OBSCURE TITLE: This one has very little to do with the post. See, yesterday I had a doctors appointment and I was telling my mom while we were waiting for the doctor that if any of my friends had asked where I was going and why I would tell them, 'oh just getting all my organs removed. You'll know it was successful if when I stand near you, you hear a faint whistle.' I thought it was funny^-^ And the frontal lobotomy was actually from the same time. My sister was cursed to wait in the waiting room and she would text us asking if we were done yet. And at one point my mom was like 'well once he comes and gives her the frontal lobotomy, we'll be able to leave.' It made me giggle. I thought lobotomy was just so funny to tease people with a few years ago. No one knew what it meant...do you...0.o

Weird

Incase you haven't already seen I have two new drawings up, one from yesterday the other from today. They're nothing special, I just wanted to say what's what in the doodle world since I was posting. Also I wanted to know whether you think I should put up this one Blade drawing I did a little while back? It's ok and all, but Ookawa ended up looking WAY WAY WAY to much like Cross from my Empty Sound (because I hadn't drawn her since three or four style changes ago) and Roiyaru just didn't look right to me. At all. So if any of you think you really want to see it just say so and I'll put it up later.

And, the weirdest thing happened to my site. Ok, it really wasn't all that bizarre but it was incredibly unexpected. Now you think it's something major don't you? But it's not so don't start hyperventilating over nothing. I came on today and I had 164 views for Infinity (here) and 44 views for Conduit my other world. Infinity jumped up over one hundred to one hundred and twenty pages views and Conduit around twenty I think. It's really, really weird. But I have no new guestbook comments, or subscribers, or subscriptions, or views on my art. It's just so random. I'm confused:P

Anyway, just telling you things. Yes, I know you love them but I have to go now. Bye, bye^-^

a thousand pardons...

I apologize that I didn't get art up the last day or two. I have been watching some anime recently and I really wanted to finish them. Yeah, I know 'why are you rushing!'. There are two reason, one being that I enjoy them and want to keep going and two is because it's becoming increasingly difficult to find any anime on the internet anymore...at least full seasons anyway. Though the ones I watched weren't any I was looking for I did enjoy them^-^ Plus I'm a bizarre freak who tries to watch a bunch of shows just to rack up the amount I have watched and be able to say that I did. I have finished 26 shows, have 7 un finished, and 14 that I have seen or been watching occasionally but do not intend to finish intentionally. So that's about 47 shows. Hmm...I don't like that number. I should make it fifty. (that's not being a freak that time, I'm annoying with numbers must be even or multiples of 5, other wise uhhhh...)

Sorry for babbling! I do that, ...way to often:P

Anyway, another reason for this post is that I have a new doodle up.

So go and be merry! ...something is seriously wrong with me 0.o

a thousand pardons...

I apologize that I didn't get art up the last day or two. I have been watching some anime recently and I really wanted to finish them. Yeah, I know 'why are you rushing!'. There are two reason, one being that I enjoy them and want to keep going and two is because it's becoming increasingly difficult to find any anime on the internet anymore...at least full seasons anyway. Though the ones I watched weren't any I was looking for I did enjoy them^-^ Plus I'm a bizarre freak who tries to watch a bunch of shows just to rack up the amount I have watched and be able to say that I did. I have finished 26 shows, have 7 un finished, and 14 that I have seen or been watching occasionally but do not intend to finish intentionally. So that's about 47 shows. Hmm...I don't like that number. I should make it fifty. (that's not being a freak that time, I'm annoying with numbers must be even or multiples of 5, other wise uhhhh...)

Sorry for babbling! I do that, ...way to often:P

Anyway, another reason for this post is that I have a new doodle up.

So go and be merry! ...something is seriously wrong with me 0.o