Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

not dead

ATTENTION!!

I am not dead.

Just slow and lazy and other things.............don't hate me, dear minions... T -T

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anyways, have this for now:

yo mah homegoobers, what be hangin

greetings minions.
what you up to?
i am not up to much, never am, le sigh...

oh my dear dear misguided hooman zombies, your all encompassing leader of humble narcissism is in the depths of the depths of despair...tis such a woeful state, sucking up everything and everyone, because being a whirlpool of entropy is makes perfect sense that random bystanders would be helpless to the maelstrom of myself since they are all obviously standing obnoxiously close to me o-o

i am trying, even though i truly do not want to and yet do...
drawings and writings are buzzing around my head, yearning to live..LIVE...i am the doctor frankenstein of artistic inspiration, the adam of my labors is a great creature in my brainses *flails pitifully*

the holidays have passed and your master did not wish anything upon you nor express any sort of things with regard to my own times and presents and suchness...because i am a lazy mistress of procrastination...

SO, have this belated piece of merry humorousness to ease your sorrows o 3o

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this adorable piece was by Dale Anderson

Greetings *bow*

Hello world! *obnoxious waving* Long time no babble ^-^

I do apologize for not being around however, i suck. Yes that's my excuse and i'm sticking to it. T 3T

Let's see.....arty thingamahoozits...

Well i have made one or two wallpapers since i last posted, but i need permission from the artists and whatnot before i put anything up anywhere. Otherwise, not much have i done...though i would like too, i just don't know of what. I has so many lovely images *hums in thought*

Writings are, of course, all on hiatus as i am doing self practice through fanfictions. *nod* Those are going relatively well, not done much lately but it's alright since i am ahead of myself ^-^ Although since i have last posted i lost my beta for one and so that story is stuck on hiatus until i find a new one. And then currently i still haven't heard from my other beta and i am now...over two weeks past my usual update day T-T It's annoying but i am betting that SOMETHING happened...she was having technical difficulties last i emailed her. But ANYWAYS.

Doodlies! I haven't gotten anything new up for a while, but i do actually have a few that are on my laptop and perfectly reading to go up for viewery, i am just lazy as i HATE doing descriptions and tags...i just dislike it. Yes, i am that indolant. T 3T Pushing those aside, i have done some things but not a great deal. Simply haven't been able to bring myself to sit and draw. Plus--just as a random side note-- *whispers behind hand* i think my laptop has slipped into its suicidal phase *looks to computer*

OH!! *scares you from outburst* I got my hair cut since i last posted too!!! I went back to bangs after almost ten years!! And i rather like them ^-^

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OH OH OH!!!!! And and also i have learned to crochet!!!!!!!!!!! I must say i am really enjoying it too ^ 3^ I have made several silly things, my favorite being donuts *gigglies* i have seven myself, then have made three others for my mother, sibling, and therapist. :D Here is a pic of a few i made for myself, four flavors on vanilla. Vanilla, chocolate, blueberry, and strawberry. ^-^ NOM!

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Such fun it is, though i have a TON of yarn pieces and bits that have been cut off from projects all over my floor in a corner 0-o that's just where i toss them..and one day they will converge and eat me in my sleep. Yup. My fate is sealed right there. Man i don't know if i'm ready. I really need a will...in which i will stipulate several humorous things to do to my dead body during the viewing and funeral HEHE X3

I believe that is about it for me *thinks* ......................................... yeah that's all!

NOW, MINI WAVE IN CELEBRATION OF ME!!!! *oh chandler, sigh ;P*

P.S. my new avatar is by the WONDERFUL and exceptionally talentedRitona Raito. Check out her work, it is wondrous! ^ 3^

MALES NUDES!!!!! *starts stripper music*

So i have two drawings waiting anxiously to get into my gallery!! However they are both mature content and will both be a preview only...one being a little more distorted so i don't even know if that one will be put here ^^; I list my existences on three sites where they can be viewed--DA only one can be viewed, the other is still preview-- ^-^

Anyways, one is really more of a doodle as i didn't do anything that just the one body, but the other was much more all out...however i just NEVER seemed to work on the background soooo i kinda messed it up a bit with a smudge tool...yeah....ehe....

But funness, 3 nude males in wait! Though you guys will only get the previews ;P

Will put them up today! I have them all scanned and fixed, they simply lie in wait!! Ahh, finally some things to add to my gallery that is actually drawn. Though one is a bit old by now. Ehe Working on some still though, about 95% done on a chibi doodle! I just love it too ^-^

So there are about...oh 5 drawings that i am on. There is one i am LOVING!! A gift for a friend on DA, i hope he likes it, i really adore it and i am so happy with the anatomy in it...ughs SO MUCH in it really...well...ehehe...nope no spoilers!!!

P.S. Recently obsessed with Breaking Benjamin's newest album Dear Agony. Favorite song, hands down, What Lies Beneath.

EDIT: The male nudes WILL be up TONIGHT as i leave tomorrow for my choir tour!! Shall return on sunday but likely won't be back on until monday...gonna sleep as much as possible when i get back. BUT THE DRAWINGS WILL BE UP!!! i am just going to nap now, then pack later, then after that i shall put the dears onto my sites!! Thanku loves!! X3

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Want to see more than the preview? Check out one of these places! ^-^

...who would leave a perfectly good head lying around?

Now I know I have been a naughty one by not posting sooner....but well, that's just to be expected of me really. XD

However, now that I have FINALLY gotten around to writing it, here are all the wondrous updates I have deemed you worthy to view!!

Special Bulletin: I have brought you three brand spankin' new chapters!!

There is one for Tewoeklon and two for The Catalyst! And as an added bonus, I have already started the next chapters of each, so be tremendously excited!!!

To the slightly more repetitive and not as interesting part of this journal, I not long ago put up most of the drawings from my horde. BUT I currently still have about 3 in-progress drawings in my folder, two of which are older and I really REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY need to finish already!!! Honestly I’m surprised that Avarice hasn't tried to kill me yet...0,o...makes me wonder... *looks around with paranoia* Then to add to this bundle of mine, I have two drawings that are promised to someone on Gaia and my friend, Mero. All of this not including the several that I have in my mind which wish to be free! OOHHH!!! *puts hand to forehead in dramatic position*.....I weep *turns head down*.

In other absolutely fascinating news, lately I have been working a lot for ShojoWorld, which if you remember is the site that my friend, Mero and I run which centers primarily on Shojo anime and manga, although a Shonen Corner will be added later on. The podcast is what has really been keeping me busy! And now here is some more information that I will shove down your throats in relation to that! PLEASE READ!

My friend, Mero --MerokoYui4-- and I (Itsuma) have recorded our second podcast! You can find us on iTunes by searching Sho-Rant (click on the feed that has the little picture I drew--you know the one called Sho-Rant Logo?? yeah that one --, the other one is wrong and evil and Mero is trying to delete it), or using a direct download found at: Link. It's basically all about shojo and then...well ranting..., but we have SOOOO much fun while doing it!! She should be posting this latest episode later today (9/14/09) with MUCH better quality than the last, and as an added bonus my sister and our permanently, though randomly, reaccuring guest, Kika --Inu--Yasha-- shall be there. Things are still a bit rough right now, but we will figure everything out soon enough. We hope. D: AND WE REALLY NEED NEW MICS!!

If you do happen to end up listening to our cast and like/LOVE --the latter would be preferred ^-^-- what you hear, we would hope you can take a moment of your time and vote for us on podcast alley: Link. It would be so very much appreciated!! And helpful!

School is still being school-ish...soooo not much to say there...But OH, I forgot, Homecoming is next week, so that will be enjoyable^-^

I did recently get about 6 volumes of new manga! And last night I wacked out 3 of them^-^ Really glad that I got to reading those...and yet also sad as I want more now. But I do also have several older ones that I haven't read yet and I need to, otherwise I might forget and that would be SOO SAD! ...MOURNFUL!

But anyways, my anime watching life should be interesting with the podcast now up and running and then with all this going on I still continue to have my backed up list of ones I have yet to finish...AHH what to DO!

...well I suppose that's about it actually... TOODLY ODDLIES! ^-^