Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

Greetings *bow*

Hello world! *obnoxious waving* Long time no babble ^-^

I do apologize for not being around however, i suck. Yes that's my excuse and i'm sticking to it. T 3T

Let's see.....arty thingamahoozits...

Well i have made one or two wallpapers since i last posted, but i need permission from the artists and whatnot before i put anything up anywhere. Otherwise, not much have i done...though i would like too, i just don't know of what. I has so many lovely images *hums in thought*

Writings are, of course, all on hiatus as i am doing self practice through fanfictions. *nod* Those are going relatively well, not done much lately but it's alright since i am ahead of myself ^-^ Although since i have last posted i lost my beta for one and so that story is stuck on hiatus until i find a new one. And then currently i still haven't heard from my other beta and i am now...over two weeks past my usual update day T-T It's annoying but i am betting that SOMETHING happened...she was having technical difficulties last i emailed her. But ANYWAYS.

Doodlies! I haven't gotten anything new up for a while, but i do actually have a few that are on my laptop and perfectly reading to go up for viewery, i am just lazy as i HATE doing descriptions and tags...i just dislike it. Yes, i am that indolant. T 3T Pushing those aside, i have done some things but not a great deal. Simply haven't been able to bring myself to sit and draw. Plus--just as a random side note-- *whispers behind hand* i think my laptop has slipped into its suicidal phase *looks to computer*

OH!! *scares you from outburst* I got my hair cut since i last posted too!!! I went back to bangs after almost ten years!! And i rather like them ^-^

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OH OH OH!!!!! And and also i have learned to crochet!!!!!!!!!!! I must say i am really enjoying it too ^ 3^ I have made several silly things, my favorite being donuts *gigglies* i have seven myself, then have made three others for my mother, sibling, and therapist. :D Here is a pic of a few i made for myself, four flavors on vanilla. Vanilla, chocolate, blueberry, and strawberry. ^-^ NOM!

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Such fun it is, though i have a TON of yarn pieces and bits that have been cut off from projects all over my floor in a corner 0-o that's just where i toss them..and one day they will converge and eat me in my sleep. Yup. My fate is sealed right there. Man i don't know if i'm ready. I really need a will...in which i will stipulate several humorous things to do to my dead body during the viewing and funeral HEHE X3

I believe that is about it for me *thinks* ......................................... yeah that's all!

NOW, MINI WAVE IN CELEBRATION OF ME!!!! *oh chandler, sigh ;P*

P.S. my new avatar is by the WONDERFUL and exceptionally talentedRitona Raito. Check out her work, it is wondrous! ^ 3^

DON'T BREATH THE WATER! BREATH THE AIR, NOT THE WATER!! NOT A MIXTURE OF AIR AND WATER...

So...I have not posted in a while, huh? I know you all are pissed but I was busy and lazy and well....yeah.

Here I am though! With things and stuff to tell you all!!

First, I DO have chapters on the way and in the works, I just have been a little lazy and not gotten around to putting them up. There is one completely finished chapter of Tewoeklon and two of The Catalyst, one I have back and the other is with my editor. Now you don't have to worry about those anymore, I have not died or gotten blocked or whatever, IT IS COMING!!!!! (not the end, but I wouldn’t discount that altogether either…)

Second in that department is the annoyingness of me in that I have come up with yet ANOTHER future story idea, and for you lucky yaoi fans, it is one!! Although I wish to stress for other fans of my work that it is NOT just some yaoi with sex and crap and then a little story in the back to make everything flow. This is very much another story of mine that just so happens to have main characters in a homosexual romance rather than a heterosexual one. I just wanted to stress that for those not really fond of yaoi. This will still be one of my stories and anyway, there is going to be other hetero relationships for those who are a little uncomfortable. ^-^ And then to those who ARE yaoi lovers, like me, WOOO to the SEXY! But that is a later project, so don’t get too riled up. I presently have about three or four of those now. Darn me and my AWESOME mind! (seriously, it is…all my story ideas are from DREAMS)

Since I have somewhat reluctantly taken an art class this year, it may need to be expected that some things I put up could be for my class and then also I will perhaps be a little slower in my projects. Even if I really need to finish the ones I have piled up in my folder. T.T oh I'm so bad with that...people out there want to kill me for that too, I'm sure. (one name comes to mind--*cough* Avarice *cough cough*) The only new thing I have is ONLY new because it is needed for my art class; otherwise everything is still the works I have had in there. OH I WILL FINISH THOSE THINGS IF IT KILLS ME!!!! HAHAHAHA a solemn vow I make to the interwebs! …I wonder if interwebs will eat me if I don’t?? 0.o

EDIT: I have begun putting up many of my previously in-progress drawings that are now completed ones! Only two in-progress ones left and one of those is nearly done!! ^-^

Currently in the life of me, I just got back from the big birthday celebration for the august (and my) birthday's at my grandparents house. Coming out with $58 in cash, two Amazon gift certificates (totaling $45...oh "wow" ...), a glass necklace from Venice, and an awesome sterling silver belt-looking ring. This is the best birthday year I think. My grandmother used to be AWFUL about getting me gifts that I didn't want to throw away when I got home. But OH the manga and dvds I need to buy!! ^-^ And on that birthday note of mine, it just so happens that in 5 days on September 3rd I shall be officially 18 years old and considered an adult. Even though I am far more mature in some ways than a few adults I know of... HMM HMM C.C So be relatively pleased about this, although in reality nothing really changes much at all. Tsk Tsk to people and their crazy notions.

I also just got back from my senior retreat which was Wednesday—all day and Thursday— morning to lunch...for anyone wondering where I was on those days^-^ I did have a good time and it was MUCH better than all my other high school retreats but I got back with sun burns, sore arms and upper back, and now my allergies are pissed OFF! So that is a bit irritating but what can you do? I shrug at the thoughts of what I would do but can't because it's impossible or highly illegal, ahahaha ^-^

Now I finish boring you all with these updates, and get back to watching my lovely Titanic and drinking my yummy Dr.Pepper. WOOO!!!

Now go, my darlings! Be happy and productive...and....and..................(go jump off a bridge)What?! Who said that? 0,o

P.S. title is from the awesomely hysterical Thumbtanic...for the Thumb movies are AMAZING....if you have not seen them, then you must. Do it. Do it.

absence

Yes, sorry for the limited posts...but you know me, busy and lazy.

However, this time I really was kinda busy (though a majority was still laziness). Because tomorrow I'm off for my choir tour. (technically our srping break) I return on March 4th, but I don't think I will get on that day. Tired and lazy I'm sure I will be.

^-^ Yes, I know, I know, you'll all miss me so much. Don't fret my dears, I am going to attempt to work on some art and my writings a bit while I'm gone. Plus get some of my backed up reading out of the way.

I'll miss you guys and hopefully I'll have something to post when I come back.

Until then.

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