Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
I have some partial news regarding my technological issues which i ranted on thoroughly in my last post.
First the bad news prior to the current events.
A few days ago i awoke as per usual, meandering about to get up things and such as i most always do, and one of those is turning on my laptop while doing so. However, upon returning to see it in order to log in, i discovered that the screen was grey and had not gone to the log in screen at all. It was as if it were paused between the grey apple loading and the log in. Obviously this worried me. But before fully panicking, i turned off my laptop and restarted it, this time waiting and watching as it started. Unfortunately it appeared to do exactly what it had done before. To be certain i repeated this process a few more times, discovering no matter what i did, the screen continued to settle on that taunting grey screen of doom. Yes, my dears, my laptop had become unresponsive almost entirely. Not dead, but certainly not working.
The next day we arranged to take it to the bar of genius' and have it checked out and to no doubt be sent in to the magic center of wherever they fix stuff. At the time i was warned that the logic board may be somehow damaged and the hard drive could be as well. While there he previously warned of both those, then went back to have something checked, and upon return he only mentioned the logic board, which gave me some minor hope that the hard drive would not be as likely. Now while i have had nearly everything backed up, there were some things which were not. These were nothing vitally important and i would certainly survive without them, but i rather hoped i wouldn't lose them anyways.
My dears, prepare yourself for the tragic part.
Today i received my mac laptop back from the apple overlords, and much to my dismay, not only was the logic board defective but also my hard drive. This meant, sadly, my hard drive and those few things i mentioned which i had not backed up in time were lost. LE WOE! Though not so much really, i will be fine, everything vital to my existence is safe.
The last few hours i have spent setting up my laptop once again, as if it were brand spanking new. Downloading things and moving over files and other etc. has been time consuming. I did the majority of that a little bit ago, and am currently writing this. There are still some things i need to do, primarily file related. A lot of my aesthetic choices were messed up and/or need adjusting. And obviously, the personalization of my laptop is rather important to me when i spent nearly all my time on it. I am also merely a goober that way. Yes, your leader is a goober. Don't let this information go to your head though, goober or no my magnificence is too great to deny. So i will allow you to take a moment to bask. ... Was that sufficient? Good.
Drifting away from the nonsense.
The problems with my desktop monitor have not yet been resolved. I am quite saddened by this, largely because if it is no longer working that is even more time passing where i shall have to go without being able to scan anything while we then must go through the horror of getting a new one. This irksome delay has been no help towards my decreased motivation to be productive with my doodles. Since my last post i have done a couple more, but nothing special and none of which were my neglected WIPS.
If one more thing breaks on me i may melt my brain.
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i don't know why the hell i am adding this, but whatever...patterns or something...
it is funny at least, i enjoy it's humorousness, it please me; hopefully it shall please you and lighten the low mood of this post
the christmas eve and day have now passed, and i hope you all had a lovely time of it, doing things and stuff and thinking of me because that is the way obviously; if you don't celebrate christmas, but some other holiday, or perhaps none at all, then i hope it was an enjoyable holiday/few weeks for you also ^-^
i have nothing really to say again, because i hath been too busy to do much honestly, but i felt i should say SOMETHING since holiday stuff.....and sooooooo...have another video from the same guy because i like his stuff plus i rewatched it recently, so therefore it is latched in the brain of me...it is also vaguely christmasy..in that the set is christmas themed....yeah, that's it o-o
hey peeps, how are you doing?
good? what?
how have you been good? i haven't posted for a while and without my words to sooth your insanity you must surely be falling apart...right? RIGHT?! mmhmm, thought so. T 3T
anyways, i am updating you on pretty much nothing and for no other reason than to reassure all you dear little minions that i am alive...at least according to biological standards
so, whilst i try to finish things, have this, because i find it humorous and therefore you should also:
greetings minions.
what you up to?
i am not up to much, never am, le sigh...
oh my dear dear misguided hooman zombies, your all encompassing leader of humble narcissism is in the depths of the depths of despair...tis such a woeful state, sucking up everything and everyone, because being a whirlpool of entropy is makes perfect sense that random bystanders would be helpless to the maelstrom of myself since they are all obviously standing obnoxiously close to me o-o
i am trying, even though i truly do not want to and yet do...
drawings and writings are buzzing around my head, yearning to live..LIVE...i am the doctor frankenstein of artistic inspiration, the adam of my labors is a great creature in my brainses *flails pitifully*
the holidays have passed and your master did not wish anything upon you nor express any sort of things with regard to my own times and presents and suchness...because i am a lazy mistress of procrastination...
SO, have this belated piece of merry humorousness to ease your sorrows o 3o
haven't been around much...not an unusual thing here of course, but true of most places *nod* i still lurk and come on everyday but i don't necessarily do anything but look at what's there and move on to the others before starting my working processi(yes, i LIKE to plural things for no reason with "i", seems more attractive to both the mouth and ear T 3T)
i FINALLY, like SO FINALLY, started my two necessary online classes and since i really haven't altered my sleep schedule like..at ALL, as i was hoping to try to, i tend to have most of my waking hours spent with working, brief periods of not working are generally spent doing something relaxing or completely different to clear my brain of the class nonsense. plus, admittedly, i probably do some of the lessons slower than necessary..i can't say for sure HOW i manage that, but i do o-o ..yeah..*shrugles*
sooooooooooo, i am working on my stuff for this week, and since i had been spending the last two weeks sleeping through at least one day of the week, not doing much the others, and then staying up from early friday morning to saturday night...and i just can't keep doing that, it's going to kill me or something i am sure. to try and purge this a bit, i wrote down the lessons i MUST do the day in the week in my calendar rather than what i generally did of writing in what i DID do that day, or a slash for doing nothing T__T i did that plan of action creation last night after deciding to not do more math and instead make a crochet thing for my mom whilst watching one episode of Undercover Boss that i hadn't seen and then rewatching episodes of I Survived... which i as i said had seen but not for a while sooo, some of them seemed newish in a way kind of maybe not really sometimes and ended up being awake till around 9am or so finishing the thing i was making my mother XP i am SUCH a dork buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttt i already know that and it seems even though everytime i make a little crochet creature i take a decent while, i always think i will be able to get done in just a a few hours..not like...five o _ o ANYWAYS that isn't important, just that i "wasted valuable working" time notice i put that in quotes, because it's a sugective phrase...as i would not consider it wasted, all of my time is valuable o 3o AHA *sniff* well so, get to the point i started this whole post for.....
i am starting my econ stuff, which eventhough i have had projects in i've managed to get them all done when starting a bit into the week given, but i get to the first lesson of the oh, five or six lessons to get done by saturday by midnight...and it is, no joke, A FREAKIN RESEARCH PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A. RESEARCH. PROJECT. D:<
i know i chose the accelerated pace chart, with the intent of getting done faster, since MY (hours of work spent on) arranged and personalized schedule according to the given time charts wasn't ALLOWED *eyeroll* yet the one i sent in for geometry WAS...stupid stupidness T 3T
luckily, at least, it isn't something that requires long indepth writings or any of that nature, just some basic answer these questions with minimum one-two paragraphs and present in some fashion (i am doing a blog, again, did it for another project) the one thing that makes it just...evil..it would be okay before...but no..the last required part...is to have...a stupid freakindamnWORKS CITED PAGE!!
EEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *runs in wild foaming circles of insane stupidity, pulling out hair, throwing rocks at bystanders, stealing celery, liking everyone's ice cream before they get too*
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...nah, i am just annoyed :/ but all that sounded WAY more interesting..and entertaining, and funny...i like humorous, it makes me giggle. ...........no, i know, you're surprised. but don't worry i have already had just under a gallon of ice cream(yes, if you are taking in the fact i lick one ice cream per person...that is, a LOT of ice cream) and so i must wait until i digest before going insane again, for the humor, as i don't want to throw up on you. HA, no, i just don't want to lose my icey cream bounty >:3
goodbye for now, watching Aliens 2 whilst working on fixing up some econ related word documents to prepare them for being printed and filed accordingly
