Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

Soon my precious'...soooon...

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YES, IT IS I

greetings my sweet darling dears, been a little while, eh?

I have been intending to write an update here for so long now and keep putting it off as my days have been a tad bizarre lately. So, considering i don't know when i shall get to it, i thought i would post a little thing here so you do not fret much more than you no doubt already have been *patpat* Aren't i considerate? I am. I know. ^ 3^

until such a time, have this piece of complete and utter nonsense...i love it:


also, i did it

HAPPY WHAT IS THIS DAY DAY

oh my sweetest darling dears...
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now, i most certainly do realize it is late in the day, but midnight has not yet passed and so this posting shall be applicable; enjoy my moment of relatively timely wishing upon you of dayness that is this one

and therefore...

HAPPY DAY OF HEARTS AND CANDY AND BLOSSOM PLANT CREATURES AND OTHER CRAP <3
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i am aware many are not fond of this little holiday, or prefer the nice alternative of singles awareness, or perhaps yesterday's parks and rec inspired galentine's day... HOWEVER some do enjoy it, even if ironically, and it also makes for a decent excuse to post something and revive the fact i still exist despite the loss of scanning abilities; if i had them i probably would have posted something somehow valentine's related...i even had one in mind that would have been nice, though it is more sweet and romantic, but, whelp, that can't happen *le epic sigh* it's okay, i know you are sad as well, but we shall push through this >:C
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have this valentine's short of a humorous nature, made by the classic and beloved Overly Attached Girlfriend on the best of days for her particular brand


enjoy my ever so sweet minions, you know i love you <3

WHOOPS, I forgetted to say...

Oh my dear dear darling sweetlekins...

I realized i completely forgot to post here that, for any interested, the rest of my old The Catalyst chapters are up on its world now. Also each previously posted chapter was updated with minor edits, except the prologue which i totally revamped for no real reason other than it bugged the hell out of me the way it was. XP

Should you be one of the few beings who enjoyed said series, regardless of the fact it will never be updated and is in hiatus to undergo major reworking, you can still view all of the completed fourteen chapters. Head on over by clicking this linky here: the Catalyst, page one of three Scroll to the bottom to get started.

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ANYWAYS, now that that is aside, i am here to say greetings. Been a little while hasn't it, my lovelies? Not too long, but still a bitty bit, though much less bit than i have been before.

I am certain that some of you shall have already seen any of the pieces i have posted since my last update here. If not, then why the hell are you still reading this? Get over there and bask in your master's works. But you had best make sure you get back here and finish devouring this post.

As you may no doubt notice now that your eyeballs have absorbed all there is to see, my latest drawing indicates the marvelous coming of Halloween! Yes, that's right, your dear leader is quite the fan of the holiday. So i shall of course be posting a few pieces in celebration, for such is the way. You all know the way. If not, you should really get on that.

Other than the previously mentioned doodle...
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A few other pieces were posted since my last update, a few of which i am in fact a bit proud of, so check those out as well. Dooooooooooo it...
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Now, is all that shameless self promotion? Yes. Yes it is.

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Turning away from the past and returning to that glorious Halloween mentioning, do know that i hope and intend to get a few more such pieces posted for all you loyal beings. *cuddles your face obnoxiously*

The main of which will be a currently in progress SessKag piece. The WIP is barely started, and the basic idea is still a little fuzzy, however i believe it shall clear up as i go. If you'd like to view the WIP, head on over here: SessKag Halloween piece WIP Other than that i have one idea for a little thing, but nothing else yet.

Hmmmmmm....
Whelps, i believe that is all for now!

Please enjoy this kind of halloween-esque nonsense for being such good nuggets

i babble inconsequential things

soooooo...i have a few things to mumble at you all because i felt i should reassert my presence as not dead as well as fill all you delicious minions with new information to add to your lists of me . u .

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topic numero uno
--not to be mistaken with the pizza or game--

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**ignore my ugly fingers XP **
the last few months I have been making a lot of these little crochet hearts, they are easy and cute, and keep my fidgety hands busy whilest i watch things; perhaps one day i shall get a few more pics of those...

anyways, this particular hearty i made as a valentine's gift for one of my dear friendlekins, who DESPISES valentine’s day…so, of course, i sent her this purple heart o 3o <3

after i had taken these, i did decide to sew in a loop of yarn at the center dip of the heart bumps so that it could hang for i knew that she would inevitably loose it in the chaos of her room, but i then spaced on taking a picture once i finished it T - T i can sense that you are likewise feeling the pain as this oversight, never fear, someday, after extensive and costly therapy, you shall be able to move on...but only with the help of heavy medication *nodnod*

Now, this pattern is NOT MINE!!! It belongs to Pepika.com where i found this adorable thing ^-^

….granted, i very rarely can seem to get it exactly like the instructions, so i ‘add lib’ as i go XD sometimes they look pretty nice, as i believe this one does, and sometimes…eh…not so nice *cough* now, i do know it is hard for you to understand that i could be so minutely incapable of perfection, but do not worry, that aforementioned therapy will allow you to come to grips with it, yesyes *nods like a thoughtful bearded rabbit*

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subtopic numero uno
--again, stop thinking this is pizza for playing, that would be messy and ruin the tastey wonders of the pizza--

following along with the prior crochet talkings, i have another current piece for, in fact, the exact same hooman being :U subdue your amazement for me to continue...

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as hard as it may be for you minions to believe, this is the first headband i have made in years, therefore the reason it looks so much bigger band-wise, seeing as my stitches have become much tighter since that once up on a time the band does not stretch nearly as much and so had to be larger to fit properly *nod*

she is particularly fond of cats, an immense love that borders on creepy and off putting at times... but she is my dear friendlekin and obviously must be off her rocker in order to be able to withstand my sparkling insanity o 3o
this is why i tried to do a cat-like image for the decorative feature of the head piece, i am not that fond of how it turned out --calm your panic attack-- however she seems to adore it and whence she slips it on her brain case it will surely imbue her with the magical power of my marvels *throws legos like confetti*

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el topico numero doce..o
--STOP THINKING OF PIZZA!! >:U --

several nights ago i was working on doing some more character concepts for two OC's of mine which had yet to be given a face, and as i made the small circles for where i wanted to put the eyes... i. could. not. stop. myself. from seeing this face ' o 3o '

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thus, i added a temporary little pair of duck lips and took a pic in order to amuse my future self, something i am sure you unwitting followers take much enjoyment from, so i shall take a moment of silence for you to bask

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relatively sufficient now? excellent excellent.

now, of course, it is even more humorous due to the fact such a small, goober face is on a clearly masculine and not cartoony figure…at least, this would be my opinion to myself... *nods to nonexistent, yet still quite dapper, mushroom on my shoulder*

but i must regretfully inform you all that this once marginally decent bust turned into a mess of horrid ugliness that i cannot in all consciousness, and a little less consciousness, show any living being without suffering physical turmoil... -___ -

oh, hush hush my lovlies, no need to get your panties depicting me in a bunch, these things do happen with such sketchy pieces and i let it flutter past me as much as possible...yes, indeed, yes yes..yesssss T 3T

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that is all for the time being my dears, and so, i leave you with this glorious gif to soothe your woes and grow your mounting destabilization of common sense and sanity :D

ENJOY.

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flipleguahpflignoplinggoo...or words T 3T

haven't been around much...not an unusual thing here of course, but true of most places *nod* i still lurk and come on everyday but i don't necessarily do anything but look at what's there and move on to the others before starting my working processi(yes, i LIKE to plural things for no reason with "i", seems more attractive to both the mouth and ear T 3T)

i FINALLY, like SO FINALLY, started my two necessary online classes and since i really haven't altered my sleep schedule like..at ALL, as i was hoping to try to, i tend to have most of my waking hours spent with working, brief periods of not working are generally spent doing something relaxing or completely different to clear my brain of the class nonsense. plus, admittedly, i probably do some of the lessons slower than necessary..i can't say for sure HOW i manage that, but i do o-o ..yeah..*shrugles*

sooooooooooo, i am working on my stuff for this week, and since i had been spending the last two weeks sleeping through at least one day of the week, not doing much the others, and then staying up from early friday morning to saturday night...and i just can't keep doing that, it's going to kill me or something i am sure. to try and purge this a bit, i wrote down the lessons i MUST do the day in the week in my calendar rather than what i generally did of writing in what i DID do that day, or a slash for doing nothing T__T i did that plan of action creation last night after deciding to not do more math and instead make a crochet thing for my mom whilst watching one episode of Undercover Boss that i hadn't seen and then rewatching episodes of I Survived... which i as i said had seen but not for a while sooo, some of them seemed newish in a way kind of maybe not really sometimes and ended up being awake till around 9am or so finishing the thing i was making my mother XP i am SUCH a dork buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttt i already know that and it seems even though everytime i make a little crochet creature i take a decent while, i always think i will be able to get done in just a a few hours..not like...five o _ o ANYWAYS that isn't important, just that i "wasted valuable working" time notice i put that in quotes, because it's a sugective phrase...as i would not consider it wasted, all of my time is valuable o 3o AHA *sniff* well so, get to the point i started this whole post for.....

i am starting my econ stuff, which eventhough i have had projects in i've managed to get them all done when starting a bit into the week given, but i get to the first lesson of the oh, five or six lessons to get done by saturday by midnight...and it is, no joke, A FREAKIN RESEARCH PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A. RESEARCH. PROJECT. D:<

i know i chose the accelerated pace chart, with the intent of getting done faster, since MY (hours of work spent on) arranged and personalized schedule according to the given time charts wasn't ALLOWED *eyeroll* yet the one i sent in for geometry WAS...stupid stupidness T 3T

luckily, at least, it isn't something that requires long indepth writings or any of that nature, just some basic answer these questions with minimum one-two paragraphs and present in some fashion (i am doing a blog, again, did it for another project) the one thing that makes it just...evil..it would be okay before...but no..the last required part...is to have...a stupid freakin damn WORKS CITED PAGE!!

EEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *runs in wild foaming circles of insane stupidity, pulling out hair, throwing rocks at bystanders, stealing celery, liking everyone's ice cream before they get too*

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...nah, i am just annoyed :/ but all that sounded WAY more interesting..and entertaining, and funny...i like humorous, it makes me giggle. ...........no, i know, you're surprised. but don't worry i have already had just under a gallon of ice cream(yes, if you are taking in the fact i lick one ice cream per person...that is, a LOT of ice cream) and so i must wait until i digest before going insane again, for the humor, as i don't want to throw up on you. HA, no, i just don't want to lose my icey cream bounty >:3

goodbye for now, watching Aliens 2 whilst working on fixing up some econ related word documents to prepare them for being printed and filed accordingly

OCD lifeless person has no life -____________-

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