Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

here's a quickie, AHA, humor...

darlings!! :3 quick inform here:

i have posted one of two already scanned and ready pieces that won't be posted here because of nsfw content, HOWEVER, one of them i can easily crop and so will post but the full original will not be; though i say full, the cropping will be hardly anything, but still *nod*

now, both pieces shall be posted to my deviantART and dokuga accounts, as they are sesskag, of course *manic cackles*

anywho!! :D

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oh, fun fact, i got a 3DS XL last month as well as the game animal crossing new leaf, and as expected it is taking over my life AHAHAHA...haha.......ha.... o-o... *ahem* well, have this humorous acnl animation to commemorate that ^-^...i guess...

that post i said i wanted to post

Remember when i said i had been intending to post a post about updating and stuff?
Yeah, it was in my last post. You remember? Good, good.

Anyways, here it be.

So i wished for you all to know that i am still working on things, as i have said numerous times before, it is all just slow...very...freaking...slow...ughs T-T My slowness is a curse, save me my darlings, save your beloved leader.

Here are some things i am working on currently--they are both sesskag related:
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They link to the tumblr page i posted the WIP(s) on *nod*

I have several other pieces, both fanart and original that are either complete but i am not ready to get up yet, or incomplete and need to be finished--mostly hands and shading...i take soo long to get to those things sometimes -__-

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I have also been doing a great deal of writing lately, which has admittedly been taking up a lot of my 'free' time. Also on friday i shall be leaving for a week of vacation, though while on it i do intend to try and doodle/write, regardless. We shall have to see how much of that actually occurs though...

Sooooooooooooo.....yeah.....

I shall see all you lovelies later <3
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my choices-Part Two; mostly for me..but ENJOY

Here is Part Two, because of the stupid reasons as i mention in Part One below...T 3T

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Choice Six:

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I think i may cut out Choices Four and Five; and Choice Six is the one i am having the most decision troubles with. I realize you sweetlings may hardly, if at all, see the differences in the some of the multiple version choices, but i do and the slights are ones i see well and are stuck with choosing from.

Whelps, anywho, that is what i am in the middle of...then the stupid images had to be stupid...it's like there is an image limit. WHY, WHY....JUST...WHY...DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I POSTED AND DELETED THINGS!? SERIOUSLY!?

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UUUGGGHHHSSSS!!!! WHY EVERYTHING SO FRUSTRATING AND HARD?!

my choices-Part One; mostly for me..but ENJOY

This is Part One, because for some stupid reason the last images weren't showing up not matter what i did, so i had to break it down. Weird and frustrating. I am displeased, my darlings. >:C

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So, for no real reason other than perhaps for myself, i am posting my cut down options for my brand spanking new avatar! WOO!! *erratic and horrid dancing*

I posted the original for some to show the changes i made. Like how i fixed her hair; Rumiko Takahashi was often inconsistent, so sometimes Kagome's hair lacked some of the wave, and sometimes it didn't. I made the eyes stand out more too, just cause i wanted to. But then, i also wanted to show the thing i mentioned about Sesshoumaru's skin being orange. I mean, look at that nonsense, WHY THE HELL IS IT ORANGE?! FOR CEREAL!?

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Choice One:

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Choice Two:

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Choice Three:

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Choice Four:

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Choice Five:

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time for a little change, perhaps?

Sup minions, how goes things?

Yeah whatever about you, this is about me.

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..no, shhhhhh shhhhhhh....i didn't mean that *pets intensely* you know i love you darlings, you know it......*whispers* you know... > 3<

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Anyways! I decided to pop up to announce that i have been contemplating changing my avatar!! :O Yes, i realize that is a tiny, random, not really worthy of mentioning change, however i wanted to say something about something. It also shows my existence and i have been trying to be better with assuring all of ye that i am, in fact, alive.

I suppose i also felt this could be worthy of a post because i so very very VERY rarely change my avatar here, or anywhere really. When i find something i like i tend to stick with it for a good long while. That actually applies to nearly every aspect of my life. o-o For example, I own several articles of clothing, wear only a few constantly, and some of them have holes in them--the two pairs of shoes i wear regularly both have holes and are falling apart--but i still keep and wear them all because i heart them and they are technically in tact. Plus some aren't things i actually wear outside...often...

Okay enough of my sloppiness.

*ahem* Ever since theOtaku had its huge overhaul and got rid of myOtaku, i have had a total of TWO avatars. Yup, two. And now i felt like it was time to change, not sure why, but i just did and so i am going with the flow of my feels. One should always flow with the feels. Unless it is about things that could get you arrested, then you probably shouldn't. First you need to make sure you won't get caught, THEN go with it.

For a long while i maintained this site as one where i show my love through imagery for my second OTP, sebciel--sebastian and ciel from the anime kuroshitsuji--which you no doubt noticed considering the theme of this little world of mine. They have also been what my two avatars featured since the myOtaku change. HOWEVER, i am considering having a sesskag avatar. I will likely be altering my age-long maintaining of avatars and instead trying to have new ones a little more often, so i will likely switch between the two, or maybe even have some OTHERS. GASP! OH MY! WHAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY?! I know, i know, it is a daring and unexpected announcement from your beloved leader, but never fret, i have not been possessed nor infected with parasites that alter my very nature. I was sure to lock the cage more securely this time.

Since my decision I have been working on a few sesskag avatars that had been lingering sadly in my files, unloved and yearning to be used, and i feel like since i have done so, one of them deserves to be shown. Some i have actually done a lot of work on. Why do some people make the weirdest color changes on things? I mean, Sesshoumaru isn't orange, why is he orange? *eyeroll* No idea... Currently i am debating between several, some i have done stuff too, and some i haven't touched and just simply have. ... GAH! What shall i do, sweetlings? WHAT SHALL I DO!? IT IS SO HARD TO PICK!!!!!!

There are nine that i am contemplating, which i CAN cut down to four i think...but of those four, three have at least two versions to choose from--cause they were ones i messed around with--...so it seems as though there are even MORE choices to be made....

UUUGGGGHHHSSSSSS WHY SO HARD?!
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and being a llama just makes it harder!!