Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
I have been thoroughly, disturbingly, pleasantly obsessed and obviously drowning in fanart and fanfics of the pairing Kylux--Kylo Ren and General Hux from Star Wars: The Force Awakens-- since my initial descent into this delicious pairing quite a few months; it is my second OTP now, i love them (the actors too), leave me alone T 3T
Aaaaanyways, that is partially where i have been, just partially, like maybe 50% actually...soooo...yeah... The rest is...yeah.
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here is something humorous to disguise my clear lack of further explanation:
i have posted one of two already scanned and ready pieces that won't be posted here because of nsfw content, HOWEVER, one of them i can easily crop and so will post but the full original will not be; though i say full, the cropping will be hardly anything, but still *nod*
now, both pieces shall be posted to my deviantART and dokuga accounts, as they are sesskag, of course *manic cackles*
anywho!! :D
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oh, fun fact, i got a 3DS XL last month as well as the game animal crossing new leaf, and as expected it is taking over my life AHAHAHA...haha.......ha.... o-o... *ahem* well, have this humorous acnl animation to commemorate that ^-^...i guess...
Alright, you can cease your excitement, for i tricked you. Now that i've ensnared you with my clearly devious trap, you shall go ahead and continue reading. Yes. You shall.
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Bleghs, my dears... -____-
I do apologize for the lack of things going on, i have been having technological issues again...you wouldn't believe the ones actually. It is literally absurd yet disturbingly expected due to my evident lack of luck.
Any of you who have read these silly things, which of course you do because it is mandatory, but anyways, do you recall my postings about computer and laptop issues? Well, guess what. Nearly those exact problems have returned just in time for the new year! Isn't that just fabulous? Is it not the most wonderful turn of events to ever occur? I know that's what i think. What else would i think about it? Obviously.
No. No. I totally lied. I am sure you couldn't tell that i was lying, but i was. It's okay. I know you're mad, but i think you will survive. Don't quote me on that though. Because i am probably lying about that as well. Not sure.
Well then, much like before, my laptop has started randomly restarting for no reason i know of. It is not quite the same as before, there is no specific reason i can recognize coming up when the report that i understand practically nothing of appears, though i suspect it could be a similar one that plagued me back at the later part of 2013. So far it has done this five times, the last one was literally a few hours ago. All this has re-inspired a grand amount of paranoia about loosing my files, so i have backed up many things quite a few times...in fact, every time i add or edit anything i move it over to my flash drive. I cannot lose things or i will die inside. And then where would you all be? I know you can't live without me. *creepily pets*
Along with that, the monitor of the computer i use for scanning and editing my drawings has returned to not responding. Which is marvelous. Now i cannot scan anything. And this lack of ability to scan has rather put me off of working on, well, anything... So i have thusly not been working on much. I do have a few doodles, just doodles, and i think only one of them i will even be putting up here and dA, one i might but i don't know yet, and then the others are absolutely NOT APPROPRIATE for this site and i would never get away with on dA. But they will go somewhere *cackles* ;3 Everything else though has been put off because of the underwhelming sense of productivity that has come on with this recent turn of events.
I wish this had not occurred, it rather ruined my attempts to complete many of my waiting WIPS. But of course that would happen. I cannot make goals for myself without them being sufficiently dashed. Sigh..................
i know not when things may start working correctly, or if they shall simply die and leave me to mourn. You all should prepare a delectable sacrifice for the technology overlords in the hopes that your leader may be saved from this chaos. This is a chaos i do not need, nor want. My preferred chaos does not damage my laptop. That is a big no no.
Anyways....that is what's going down in my realm. Thought i should give an update here since there isn't much of any in my art.
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sooo...have this to ease things, i suppose...cause i post these things all the time now apparently... o-o
and, no, it's not funny, but it is adorable and touching and has a cow
that's right, it's me, be gladdened by my being *takes a stance for optimum basking in of*
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anyways, now that you have had sufficient time to bask, i bring the news
yes, i have been MIA some more, i told you i would be, you were warned, get off my back GOSH
unfortunately this art slump is STILL kicking my butt and as immensely displeased as i may be, it refuses to vanish, such a jerk really T 3T i have managed a few sketchy pieces, totaling seven, of those five are merely profile sketches of some oc's of mine, one is a total mess which i just recently put up, and the last is a chibi of one of my gaia avies...cause i need a new signature doodle since i am changing my avie soon *noddums*
i still need to get five of those pieces scanned in though, takes time to do that many; i intend to do a few tonight, hopefully i will manage the last four profile doodles...which leaves me the gaia chibi the next night, i hope...mmmhhmmmmm yesh yesh indeed *stands with deep and fixed gaze upon nothing, stroking my stylish stache that i don't have but i pretend i do even though i can't actually grow one because i am female, but as a dapper lunatic i of course must have one*
oh, also, i am going to get those The Catalyst chapters updated and up eventually...however, i admittedly forgot where i left off before...probably only got up the first two, maybe, i don't know...do you know? who knows, nobody? eh, whatever, i'll figure it out..or something... have faith my minions *pets*
here's my crappy doodle, check her out, do it my darlings, dooooooo iiiiiitttttt
