Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

If wishes were horses we'd all be eaten steak!

Alrighty now!

It has been quite a while since I got around to writing a new post. For the most part I would say laziness was a factor but I was also busy at times and other various things in that area.

SO! I have gotten up two of my long horded drawings, I still have a couple lounging about in my folder...I need to get to them a lot!! Hehehehe ^-^ I'm just so bad! ;P

Then I also have two chapter finished, one edited and one being edited. A chapter per story my dears! ^-^

I really don't have much else to say now, I am busy with this and that right now...and UGH i forgot about the first part of my physiology test tomorrow!! T.T ...the freakin essay may eat me...darn it!

Anywho! More things to come, so i'm not dead...just lazy^-^

Quotage: courtesy of Jayne from Firefly ;D Always a humorous fellow!

...who would leave a perfectly good head lying around?

Now I know I have been a naughty one by not posting sooner....but well, that's just to be expected of me really. XD

However, now that I have FINALLY gotten around to writing it, here are all the wondrous updates I have deemed you worthy to view!!

Special Bulletin: I have brought you three brand spankin' new chapters!!

There is one for Tewoeklon and two for The Catalyst! And as an added bonus, I have already started the next chapters of each, so be tremendously excited!!!

To the slightly more repetitive and not as interesting part of this journal, I not long ago put up most of the drawings from my horde. BUT I currently still have about 3 in-progress drawings in my folder, two of which are older and I really REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY need to finish already!!! Honestly I’m surprised that Avarice hasn't tried to kill me yet...0,o...makes me wonder... *looks around with paranoia* Then to add to this bundle of mine, I have two drawings that are promised to someone on Gaia and my friend, Mero. All of this not including the several that I have in my mind which wish to be free! OOHHH!!! *puts hand to forehead in dramatic position*.....I weep *turns head down*.

In other absolutely fascinating news, lately I have been working a lot for ShojoWorld, which if you remember is the site that my friend, Mero and I run which centers primarily on Shojo anime and manga, although a Shonen Corner will be added later on. The podcast is what has really been keeping me busy! And now here is some more information that I will shove down your throats in relation to that! PLEASE READ!

My friend, Mero --MerokoYui4-- and I (Itsuma) have recorded our second podcast! You can find us on iTunes by searching Sho-Rant (click on the feed that has the little picture I drew--you know the one called Sho-Rant Logo?? yeah that one --, the other one is wrong and evil and Mero is trying to delete it), or using a direct download found at: Link. It's basically all about shojo and then...well ranting..., but we have SOOOO much fun while doing it!! She should be posting this latest episode later today (9/14/09) with MUCH better quality than the last, and as an added bonus my sister and our permanently, though randomly, reaccuring guest, Kika --Inu--Yasha-- shall be there. Things are still a bit rough right now, but we will figure everything out soon enough. We hope. D: AND WE REALLY NEED NEW MICS!!

If you do happen to end up listening to our cast and like/LOVE --the latter would be preferred ^-^-- what you hear, we would hope you can take a moment of your time and vote for us on podcast alley: Link. It would be so very much appreciated!! And helpful!

School is still being school-ish...soooo not much to say there...But OH, I forgot, Homecoming is next week, so that will be enjoyable^-^

I did recently get about 6 volumes of new manga! And last night I wacked out 3 of them^-^ Really glad that I got to reading those...and yet also sad as I want more now. But I do also have several older ones that I haven't read yet and I need to, otherwise I might forget and that would be SOO SAD! ...MOURNFUL!

But anyways, my anime watching life should be interesting with the podcast now up and running and then with all this going on I still continue to have my backed up list of ones I have yet to finish...AHH what to DO!

...well I suppose that's about it actually... TOODLY ODDLIES! ^-^

DON'T BREATH THE WATER! BREATH THE AIR, NOT THE WATER!! NOT A MIXTURE OF AIR AND WATER...

So...I have not posted in a while, huh? I know you all are pissed but I was busy and lazy and well....yeah.

Here I am though! With things and stuff to tell you all!!

First, I DO have chapters on the way and in the works, I just have been a little lazy and not gotten around to putting them up. There is one completely finished chapter of Tewoeklon and two of The Catalyst, one I have back and the other is with my editor. Now you don't have to worry about those anymore, I have not died or gotten blocked or whatever, IT IS COMING!!!!! (not the end, but I wouldn’t discount that altogether either…)

Second in that department is the annoyingness of me in that I have come up with yet ANOTHER future story idea, and for you lucky yaoi fans, it is one!! Although I wish to stress for other fans of my work that it is NOT just some yaoi with sex and crap and then a little story in the back to make everything flow. This is very much another story of mine that just so happens to have main characters in a homosexual romance rather than a heterosexual one. I just wanted to stress that for those not really fond of yaoi. This will still be one of my stories and anyway, there is going to be other hetero relationships for those who are a little uncomfortable. ^-^ And then to those who ARE yaoi lovers, like me, WOOO to the SEXY! But that is a later project, so don’t get too riled up. I presently have about three or four of those now. Darn me and my AWESOME mind! (seriously, it is…all my story ideas are from DREAMS)

Since I have somewhat reluctantly taken an art class this year, it may need to be expected that some things I put up could be for my class and then also I will perhaps be a little slower in my projects. Even if I really need to finish the ones I have piled up in my folder. T.T oh I'm so bad with that...people out there want to kill me for that too, I'm sure. (one name comes to mind--*cough* Avarice *cough cough*) The only new thing I have is ONLY new because it is needed for my art class; otherwise everything is still the works I have had in there. OH I WILL FINISH THOSE THINGS IF IT KILLS ME!!!! HAHAHAHA a solemn vow I make to the interwebs! …I wonder if interwebs will eat me if I don’t?? 0.o

EDIT: I have begun putting up many of my previously in-progress drawings that are now completed ones! Only two in-progress ones left and one of those is nearly done!! ^-^

Currently in the life of me, I just got back from the big birthday celebration for the august (and my) birthday's at my grandparents house. Coming out with $58 in cash, two Amazon gift certificates (totaling $45...oh "wow" ...), a glass necklace from Venice, and an awesome sterling silver belt-looking ring. This is the best birthday year I think. My grandmother used to be AWFUL about getting me gifts that I didn't want to throw away when I got home. But OH the manga and dvds I need to buy!! ^-^ And on that birthday note of mine, it just so happens that in 5 days on September 3rd I shall be officially 18 years old and considered an adult. Even though I am far more mature in some ways than a few adults I know of... HMM HMM C.C So be relatively pleased about this, although in reality nothing really changes much at all. Tsk Tsk to people and their crazy notions.

I also just got back from my senior retreat which was Wednesday—all day and Thursday— morning to lunch...for anyone wondering where I was on those days^-^ I did have a good time and it was MUCH better than all my other high school retreats but I got back with sun burns, sore arms and upper back, and now my allergies are pissed OFF! So that is a bit irritating but what can you do? I shrug at the thoughts of what I would do but can't because it's impossible or highly illegal, ahahaha ^-^

Now I finish boring you all with these updates, and get back to watching my lovely Titanic and drinking my yummy Dr.Pepper. WOOO!!!

Now go, my darlings! Be happy and productive...and....and..................(go jump off a bridge)What?! Who said that? 0,o

P.S. title is from the awesomely hysterical Thumbtanic...for the Thumb movies are AMAZING....if you have not seen them, then you must. Do it. Do it.

I saw Barney hanging from a handmade noose tied to the back of a moving truck...good times

Here I am at last my darlings!! I know you have missed me so terribly.

Currently I am still owkring on my drawings and unfortunately my brain keeps racking up more and more ideas. This is only making me more antsy to get to work on those when I have others left to finish!! GASP, how naughty I be. But I am trying to work on them despite my laziness, I hope that once I start school on monday things will get back into a bit more of a flow. Since I work mostly when i'm there rather than at home :P Ahh my bizarre idiosyncracies ^-^ tonight though I will put up my other finish drawing from a while ago so that there is another thing to be glanced at while I work. And whistle...AHA! [joke--shocking, I know] It's the one I complained about back a few posts ago with all the evil plants...they are soo evil. Also, it is the last of the drawings not updated with better clothing though I added some to it the other day. Hehehe, I has issues. 0.o

Writing has been a tad slow too, however my vacation is over now so things should heopfully get right back on track! I plan to get chapter nine of The Catalyst done before school starts, let's cross our fingers and hope!! ^-^ Seriously, cross them...pray, anything that you do do it. Do it...ladies. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah none of you probably get that at all. Except Inu and Mero of course. ^-^

Ahhh...laziness....how I love you and yet despise you indeed. Tsk. Gaia is to blame too...because now that I have gotten back into it I am doing things often, especially zOMG with Mero and on occasion Inu as well. OH fun it be but time consuming!! :P Must work on doodles and scribbles...MUST!

..well, shall go now...things to do as you see! Just want you all to know I am back from my vacation and my last year of high school is about to begin!

TOODLES, loves ^-^

P.S. just to be clear on the title, that is Barney the freakin purple dinosaur...yeah, awesome isn't it? ^-^

Me, my homemoos, my PElol, and Pierpon are being quite insane during this trip ^-^

My darlings I have come to say that I am currently gone. Yes, my writing here comes to you from a different state as I am on vacation...you know, again. We are currently midway (or partially midway) there with a stop at my grandpa's and then all of us are leaving tomorrow morning for our final destination (or possibly another stop before then).

The MAIN reason I decided to come and post is to warn you all that there is a 30-65% chance that I won't have access to any internet where we are staying. I know, I know! Tragic! How will you all survive without me coming here...despite the fact that you don't even technically know that anyways!! GASP! So sad. *sniff* But if that be the case, then this shall become the caution and explaination for my 10 day absence.

Anyways then, to my updates! I have chapter five of Tewoeklon written and edited and revised...but I won't get it up just yet. I haven't gotten a chance to get back to The Catalyst chapter nine and I sort of want to post one of each at a time. However I do hope too soon so that I can get the chapters posted everywhere! I also STILL have many drawings to finish and get put up. About 1 complete one, 3 in-progress ones, and at least 3-4 ones up in my brain!! Two being lovely BL drawings (hehe, HEARTS them^-^), one a SasuXSaku fanart, and the other a The Catalyst fanart! Let's hope I can get these all done!!! But I'm very excited to keep moving with everything. Oh, yes and my dears I WILL be working on these drawings as much as I can during this vacation. I have already been workig on one of them just now! Praise me, PRAISE ME!

Ah I simply can't wait to get myself all caught up on my works. ^-^ So nice. I just plead that school won't impead to much upon it...and i'm not expecting it to be a big issue anyways since school is generally where I work on things.

Soooooo that's really about all there...OH my, I almost forgot, I recently hacked off my hairs and now they are just about half an inch from my shoulder! The shortest ever for me!

Okay, now i'm shutting up.