i know, i know.
you've all been suffering from severe withdrawal due to my lack of existence
well, i assure you, it is not because i hate you, no, i hate you for different reasons ha, kidding o Do..no seriously, i am o-o
i am just me, which as my brainwashed minions you would all know, and/or, not even notice either way as you are too lost in thought of my greatness, or pineapples..or..ketchup..
i do, however, sincerely apologize for my tendency to vanish off the face of the interwebs...i do not mean to hurt you, and i hope your shrines continue to have my face o 3o
ANYWAYS, i came on to say a little random nothingness, just to say hey, i still exist, i am working on things..kind of..and yeah...hi there mah minionizzles.....i should really stop trying to do that o-o
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behold the not so epic tale of a not so fascinating moment of my failness
*ahem*
as per my usual self, i am quite fond of keeping my laptop files organized and neat, with complex systems of folders within folders within folders, etc.
so every now and again i go into my file tree and do some cleaning, as i am near constantly adding new images, plus there is the occasional double--or triple--which needs to be removed and/or measured up to the other(s) to see which is best; and then at times i must do some hunting to find the artist of images i have obtained--primary from tumblr--which did not have a source, however, despite the fact i dont just post these images and tend to use them personally, i still prefer to have the name so that i can properly title the work in my folder and for that 'just incase' i should ever use it i shall have the correct person to credit *nod*
well, i decided to do this tonight, for i had added several lovely sebciel pics and knew i recognized some but wasnt entirely sure enough if i had them or not...and thus began my tangent off into file workings... this can also lead to more additions due to jumping down one rabbit hole than another, though i do make my way back, but with more images for arranging XP
i have just now finished doing another round of this organization, mostly my images files, mostly 4 main folders in particular--i say main because the 'main' folders have folders within folders within folders...so there were many folders worked in, but overall most of what i did was in the four 'main' ones rather than a complete item overhaul--
all this took me 7 hours...SEVEN HOURS...
...there are times when this OCD and perfectionism thing i have going on can truly warp reality for me...actually...that happens a lot..a lot........but..anyways...
after all this time, the only bit of anything left in my mind is that i am so hungry voraciously right now...
i was going to eat the shake i had in the freezer whilst watching some of my youtube vids, however it is now 7:30 am and there is no time left for ice cream -____-
EDIT: it is now 11:50 am...i cant sleep, and even if i could i would only get about three and a half hours (from when i first intended, which was 10:15, now it is just a little more than two hours) as i have to shower and do all that post showering things that i do, since i apparently have a doctor's appointment at 6 pm and i am currently several days unshowered, and you can only go so long before it is blatantly obvious how disgusting you are......LE SIGH *flails wantonly in a puddle*
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i felt i had to share this with my world of nobody because it was an immense weirdness, one of those peculiarities which cannot go unspoken
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yup.
...this is my brain now...
yes, as the title says, i hath returned from the devastating void of a laptopless existence!! DANCE UNWITTING FOLLOWERS, DANCE! BUWAHAHAHAHA! >:D
Although, technically, right now i still more of a lurker, though i can actually do things about my sites. I simply have not yet gotten my documents put back onto my dear computer...as it is a long process XP And being not yet ready to take on that task, i had put off using my laptop for about a week or so after actually getting from the geeks. Making me even MORE behind than i already. -___-
It seems that when one does a file systems backup, all your items simply get moved into backup file folders, so folders 1-165 on my flashdrive of every individual item i had in all of my documents...meaning no folders, folders within folders within folders, etc. Single file upon single file jammed into folders until they are as full as possible…165 of those completely packed folders on my flashdrive.
So what i will have to do is recreate my previous folders, along with some new ones as i am wanting to assert some further organization. Luckily, to assist me with such a task, i have about 8 burned cds of nearly all of my documents which had been moved over in their folders(though many broken down as the whole original folder was too large to be moved on its own), with these and i see for sure all my file folders names and where they are within all their folders, etc. as well as every item in each. And to be certain that i get all the files in their correct folders, i have been hand writing in a large notebook the folder systems with various bullet points and such with each separate item name written below every folder it belongs to.
As one can imagine, it is a long, time-consuming, fingers, hand, wrist, forearm, and elbow pain inducing task—no kidding, after hours of doing this my whole arm aches relentlessly, with no way of stretch or bone crack or massage of relief.
An unfortunate issue to this however, is that after giving up on this possible climbing mound of cds for my content but before i had gotten my 32GB flashdrive, i had gone through and done a very large file cleaning, removing old or obsolete files and folders, reorganizing some here and there. Just making the overall content as small as possible to assure that everything gets moved over...plus it needed to be done anyways XD In the end, i got rid of somewhere around 2-3 GBs of stuff!
Now clearly, i cannot remember every single thing i got rid of, or necessarily every single thing that was rearranged to a different folder which already existed. Sooo, i still have to write down every item in every folder that my cds have in order to be certain i don't leave anything out. Of course some more obvious things i DO recall getting rid of or moving, which I try to add to the appropriate folder in my notebook. Then once i get to the flashdrive, recreate and move accordingly, and any item i have listed in my notebook document recording but does not exist in the flashdrive content is something i got rid of. Because i am quite positive all my info is on that flashdrive.
A new addition to all the folders i already had, i am establishing even further organization. So I will have new folders created in folder, within folder, etc. to better consolidate very large content files and allow for easier searching through or for a particular image or image type, as well as a few file name changes. Makes for a bit more complication, and the occasional accident of missing something that should have been placed in a previously item written folder...blahblahblah.
A busy process of which i am not even to the halfway point. I haven’t yet even tackled my largest image folder which is COMPLETELY un categorized, just one folder of itty bitty scrollbar pic after pic after pic files which need to be taken down and organized a tad into newly created folders—although in that particular one, most every pic is of the same pairing(not unlike my second largest image folder, but at least that one had category types I could work with), so not a whole lot can be done in the way of segregating. Once that is finished however, i still have my many, equally folder upon folder, etc. photos folders and video files to get to—those videos being too individually big, size wise, to move onto cds, I have no reference for in way of folders, so I shall have to try and go from memory and work with it directly upon flashdrive transferring. Not to mention recreating all of my favorites links...all of which were put into a, still well categorized, word document of about 40 pages.
I may seem to be forcing things into a far worse manner than they perhaps need to, especially to someone else being made to listen to my possibly apparent irate listing of this issue, but nevertheless i like my organization considering the vast quantity of my documents which are literally the majority of my life and I merely do not want any chance of losing something. And you know, the bit of OCD and perfectionism that tangles along with my mental problems…can’t help but want to do so. *giggles a little manically*
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That was probably a rather excessively long explanation of something not one of you bizarre people who view this world care one tiny speck of thought about. But whether to your chagrin or not, i enjoy to ramble and it's my place to spurt pointlessness so i will do so at my personal leisure T 3T And anyways, when you have an extremely small about of people in your whole existence, and talk to them even more sparingly, you can't help but want to babble as though someone somewhere cares about it XP
In other less boring news..maybe…
I am sorry that i have missed being able to view over two months’ worth of arts and world posts from all the beings i watch, not getting a chance to thumbs up or fav things. I can do that some now, however i am still trying to be on only a bit at a time until i finish with previously ranted documenting. Being on my laptop without the ability to add things to my favorites(not site favorites, toolbar of internet browser favorites), save images i like to my images folders, write down notes and ideas i get into word docs existent or newly made, write pieces here and there on my many writings, i can't scan in and prepare and put up the maybe a dozen finished arts that i have in my binder—the poor three halloween ones i did…going to be all out of date and behind to the viewing world of ye. NONTHELESS, it shalleth be soon my preciouseses...sooooooonnssss >:3
Oh, to those who watch me with the like of my wallpapers for some reason: while going through every item in my images folders, i have be stricken with quite a few wallie ideas and it has been oh so long since i made one. Perhaps some will be coming, and I do hope while still in this wintery season as several are of said theme. *nodnod*
I already made mention to my art. About 12, i believe, are completed…all lonely for views of mild interest…, and then there is the probably 15 WIPS i have, two of those nearly finished—ramping my completed count to at least 14 by the time I get around to putting things up—, and finally about three or more new ideas i have in my brainses. Hehe...so naughty i ish. >:]
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I know I shouldn’t go asking, this post is already lengthy, but I wanna.
How was all your halloweenses and thanksgivingses? that being is you celebrate such, of course…unless you want to talk about things that never happened for the hell of it. XD
Give out your candies, eat your candies, lounge about in an overly elaborate costume when you are only giving out teeth rotting, delicious noms to only about a dozen or so kids the last of which are the older barely tried costumed tweens and teens? I know that’s what I did. Though my costume wasn’t want I intended as I had forgotten that the next day was Halloween and didn’t remember to shower and do my hair the way I wanted for the costume I was intending, sooo I pulled some stuff from my closet and was a slightly different version of a costume I had already done before. I honestly don’t know what I was but one girl asked if I was a zombie so I figured what the hell, I’ll be a zombie…not like I am going anywhere. Knowing we never get very many kids anymore, especially with that utterly stupid Halloween curfew they enacted a few years back, mother only bought a little candy and all the good stuff was put into the trick or treat bowl which I heartily passed out seeing as their would only be a few people to give to. Leaving the only some of the bizarre big bag of little boxed candies, dots, junior mints, junior caramels(awful!), and charleston chews(I don’t get the hype with these way back when, I don’t think they were good). The dots and junior mints were only the good of the bag, though dots are pretty hit and miss in my opinion, those which were gone fast, and the two bags of candies my mother likes—almond joys and smarties. I like smarties fine, but I didn’t partake as they are one of mother’s favs. Feeling very shortended, sleeping all the way up to when I had to pass out the candy, hurrying a costume I hadn’t been planning, only getting a very small time to pass out candy to an equally small amount of people, and not getting any good candy to eat afterwards, I stacked up on bags of things I did like while at the drugstore one eve when getting my meds. Now I have an entire drawer of my nightstand just for candies, like Brenda from The Closer. ^--^ It has a nice chocolaty and peanut butter smell every time I open it. *yumyumnoms* And nice thing about me, is I end my candy slowly as too much sweetness is not wanted by my mouth, I am one who could make a chocolate bar last a month. Hehe.
My thanksgiving was little as well. When with my mother we don’t do much since it is only us three, me, mother, and sibling, and sister and I are picky and don’t really eat leftovers. We each have our own personal Cornish hen, some veggies and fruit, some rolls, my mother and sister have rice stuffing but I don’t care for that XP Then I have a whole bottle of sparkling white grape juice to myself, cause I likes it T 3T, and we get a little pumpkin pie and some vanilla ice cream to go with. However mother gets herself some seasonal peppermint ice cream. And during all such we watch the Harry Potter movies, as they are equated with thanksgiving for some reason with us. Of course, I am glad to avoid a gathering of relatives at my grandmother’s and her dry turkey, but I do miss having turkey and cranberry sauce and her rolls—they are ones my great grandmother used to make…she is too old now, someday I hope to get the recipe without inciting some sort of bonding attempt by my grandma to show me how to make it x___x …I also want her banana bread recipe but same dilemma. But my dad always brings back those for me and sibling :3 In case you couldn’t tell, me and my grandma do not get along, I no like her T –T. And today my sibling makes pumpkin bread.
My holiday life is pretty slow and boring…I am sure you other had more pleasureable times. You all cram large amounts of hearty foods into your mouths until you were unzip your pants full then falling into a post-thanksgiving dinner, watching the parade/football game nap??? Some of you should haves, because as i babbled above, i didn't.
Well, you weirdos must be suffering from an eyesore boredom by now. *nod* I guess you hopefully got some amount of clarification and or sufficient nonsense collection seeing as you all keep viewing this world O-o…
On that note though, I do thank you. Somehow I have maintained my position as 430 out of 15283 worlds. Which I am sure is incredibly low compared to others, since a vast amount of those worlds are likely dead or hardly used, etc. etc. Still. Thanks goobers. :{D *mustache for you*
I am going to shut up now. No need to fear.
>;D
My darlings I have come to say that I am currently gone. Yes, my writing here comes to you from a different state as I am on vacation...you know, again. We are currently midway (or partially midway) there with a stop at my grandpa's and then all of us are leaving tomorrow morning for our final destination (or possibly another stop before then).
The MAIN reason I decided to come and post is to warn you all that there is a 30-65% chance that I won't have access to any internet where we are staying. I know, I know! Tragic! How will you all survive without me coming here...despite the fact that you don't even technically know that anyways!! GASP! So sad. *sniff* But if that be the case, then this shall become the caution and explaination for my 10 day absence.
Anyways then, to my updates! I have chapter five of Tewoeklon written and edited and revised...but I won't get it up just yet. I haven't gotten a chance to get back to The Catalyst chapter nine and I sort of want to post one of each at a time. However I do hope too soon so that I can get the chapters posted everywhere! I also STILL have many drawings to finish and get put up. About 1 complete one, 3 in-progress ones, and at least 3-4 ones up in my brain!! Two being lovely BL drawings (hehe, HEARTS them^-^), one a SasuXSaku fanart, and the other a The Catalyst fanart! Let's hope I can get these all done!!! But I'm very excited to keep moving with everything. Oh, yes and my dears I WILL be working on these drawings as much as I can during this vacation. I have already been workig on one of them just now! Praise me, PRAISE ME!
Ah I simply can't wait to get myself all caught up on my works. ^-^ So nice. I just plead that school won't impead to much upon it...and i'm not expecting it to be a big issue anyways since school is generally where I work on things.
Soooooo that's really about all there...OH my, I almost forgot, I recently hacked off my hairs and now they are just about half an inch from my shoulder! The shortest ever for me!
Okay, now i'm shutting up.
