Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

where have i been all your life?!

i know, i know.
you've all been suffering from severe withdrawal due to my lack of existence
well, i assure you, it is not because i hate you, no, i hate you for different reasons ha, kidding o Do..no seriously, i am o-o

i am just me, which as my brainwashed minions you would all know, and/or, not even notice either way as you are too lost in thought of my greatness, or pineapples..or..ketchup..

i do, however, sincerely apologize for my tendency to vanish off the face of the interwebs...i do not mean to hurt you, and i hope your shrines continue to have my face o 3o

ANYWAYS, i came on to say a little random nothingness, just to say hey, i still exist, i am working on things..kind of..and yeah...hi there mah minionizzles.....i should really stop trying to do that o-o

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behold the not so epic tale of a not so fascinating moment of my failness

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*ahem*

as per my usual self, i am quite fond of keeping my laptop files organized and neat, with complex systems of folders within folders within folders, etc.

so every now and again i go into my file tree and do some cleaning, as i am near constantly adding new images, plus there is the occasional double--or triple--which needs to be removed and/or measured up to the other(s) to see which is best; and then at times i must do some hunting to find the artist of images i have obtained--primary from tumblr--which did not have a source, however, despite the fact i dont just post these images and tend to use them personally, i still prefer to have the name so that i can properly title the work in my folder and for that 'just incase' i should ever use it i shall have the correct person to credit *nod*

well, i decided to do this tonight, for i had added several lovely sebciel pics and knew i recognized some but wasnt entirely sure enough if i had them or not...and thus began my tangent off into file workings... this can also lead to more additions due to jumping down one rabbit hole than another, though i do make my way back, but with more images for arranging XP

i have just now finished doing another round of this organization, mostly my images files, mostly 4 main folders in particular--i say main because the 'main' folders have folders within folders within folders...so there were many folders worked in, but overall most of what i did was in the four 'main' ones rather than a complete item overhaul--

all this took me 7 hours...SEVEN HOURS...

...there are times when this OCD and perfectionism thing i have going on can truly warp reality for me...actually...that happens a lot..a lot........but..anyways...

after all this time, the only bit of anything left in my mind is that i am so hungry voraciously right now...

i was going to eat the shake i had in the freezer whilst watching some of my youtube vids, however it is now 7:30 am and there is no time left for ice cream -____-

EDIT: it is now 11:50 am...i cant sleep, and even if i could i would only get about three and a half hours (from when i first intended, which was 10:15, now it is just a little more than two hours) as i have to shower and do all that post showering things that i do, since i apparently have a doctor's appointment at 6 pm and i am currently several days unshowered, and you can only go so long before it is blatantly obvious how disgusting you are......LE SIGH *flails wantonly in a puddle*

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i felt i had to share this with my world of nobody because it was an immense weirdness, one of those peculiarities which cannot go unspoken

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yup.
...this is my brain now...

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more silly things to rub your eyes on...

greetings minions! i can tell you missed my lucious voice of words.

i have gone ahead and decided to put up that second muro dump of gaia chibi things, as that last one i just never got around to making since i got busy and utterly lost all interest in trying to make more..they hurt my finger and take forever to create and simply seemed to get worse as i went on XP

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go ahead and mozey on over, check out them crappy things and marvel in what my finger can accomplish..MARVEL I SAY! D:< are you marveling? good, good.

well, that is all i have right now, still haven't quite finished my classes so not going to hook up my new scanner and so get that huge hoard of finished works put up here yet. but fear not my lovelies, i shall alert you when i do so *pets*

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a bit about what all i have been up to, because i have no one else to talk to other than you all imaginary creatures...

besides procrasting a ton, i did finish one class and have just some math left to do, but i shall be done by the 9th and so will finish setting up my shiny new scanner that i got for christmas

a little sadness, a few days ago my computer decided to kamikaze and leave me for about a week while i had to await the installation of a completely new harddrive...meaning i lost all i had on my laptop at the time ; n ;
but fear not, luckily i had not yet put all my stuff back on from the last time i had to take it in to be fixed so i lost very little, and much of which i had somewhere else and could be scavenged. with this new drive i decided to go ahead and restore most of my files and get around to some of that organization i was planning *nod* i have completed the two image files i had intened to do and right now i don't think there was any others i planned to do that with but i do have many many things i am going to go ahead and get rid of as i will never use them. a crap ton of avatars from numerous series that i would never use an avatar from--oh yeah, i was going to organize some of those folders..shoot..more to do......anyways!

some more interesting things, or i suppose at least more interesting than my OCD habits with my laptop files, i have been doodling like crazy, filling up my little sketchbook with things not to mentioned adding more to my WIP and finished stacks...which is really just making the task of getting it all scanned in and put up places a much longer process..but who cares! you do? well your opinion doesnt matter, i am the lord and master here, not sit down and massage my feet ...yes..that's good....

i have also lately become rather obsessed with watching minecraft videos on youtube..it is just so fun to watch! and if it weren't a computer game i would enjoy trying my hand at it...however i dislike all those button combinations and whatnot with the keyboard..bleh XP

i should be doing math right now...but i don't wanna....T 3T.....

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