Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

i am apparently a zombie...yes...sad really T-T

I HAVE RETURNED!!!!!!! BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

*cough* anyways...

Despite having returned, i still won't yet get any new art up for a little while yet. I'm currently still getting back into things after not being able to doodle at all cause i was sort of not eligible for graduating and needed to be but NOW i am done and have graduated from high school! HAHAHA

I also returned from ACEN in Chicago a little bit ago!!! It was quite exhausting, but I had a great time!!! And certainly a slap in the face after my first con was such a really small one. I cosplayed Saya from Blood+, unfortunately it wasn't until when i was getting things packed into the car and heading to change when i was recognized by one person. ONE person knew who i was the entire time, at least only one person said anything to me. Though i was asked a few times for pictures! ^-^ That made me happy! Although one person was an older male dressed as a woman speaking with a high pitched voice...0,o though not really a weird thing to see at a con. Also i probably disappointed people when they asked me...i didn't really pose or anything..i just didn't know what to do!! So i just stood and kinda smiled...ehe...anyone who has done this who can give me tips for the future, i would greatly appreciate it!! T-T

here are a couple pics, all were taken in our hotel room after the con was over, we were so in a daze and hurring through to do things that we got NO pics other than at one panel we were at and they were not in focus at all XP..sorry my full body one sucks, it was the best of the costume but not great of my face..plus we had TERRIBLE lighting.

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Authentic with the watch there, eh? ehehe

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my friend and sister with me, horrible lighting and pic, but best of the two i have...
my friend is Haruhi from Ouran in the lieelt known Ouran middle school uniform when they are sneaking into the elementary..and my sister is Haine from the manga Gentlemen's Alliance Cross, she is in a "winter" council uniform.

BUT OH!! i remember, i do have a few Kagome doodles from like...i don't know a month or two ago? I just never got a chance to get them up with all the sudden rush of busy-ness! I may get those up sometime then but otherwise, still nothing until i get some old things done. Soooooooo...hopefully i can finish old artquickly and start some new things started!!!! I have so many ideas!! It's like a back up of inspiration and creativity, hehe ^-^ I might put up some WIPS or something too since i'll still be dead for a while longer. Hmmmm...

Ah, yes and for those who read my stories, the views for which have darted up drastically, i love you all for that and have come to inform you that i have FINALLY gotten back to writing!!!!!!!!!! Currently i have only gone to The Catalyst but i will get to Tewoeklon soon. I had a HUGE plot line and antagonist breakthrough during my work for my art final project (which i never got to, ahem..0-o). So i will certainly get cracking as soon as i can! I'll be sure to make an update on Conduit. Also, me and my naughty ways, i have gotten about two new story ideas over the last few weeks or so. I heart them but must not do anything!! *holds head* so hard not too...one is REALLY not like me, well because of the charater type, it's still fantasy. Ahhhhhhh....well that's all i think!

Love you all my darlings!! *huggles*

MALES NUDES!!!!! *starts stripper music*

So i have two drawings waiting anxiously to get into my gallery!! However they are both mature content and will both be a preview only...one being a little more distorted so i don't even know if that one will be put here ^^; I list my existences on three sites where they can be viewed--DA only one can be viewed, the other is still preview-- ^-^

Anyways, one is really more of a doodle as i didn't do anything that just the one body, but the other was much more all out...however i just NEVER seemed to work on the background soooo i kinda messed it up a bit with a smudge tool...yeah....ehe....

But funness, 3 nude males in wait! Though you guys will only get the previews ;P

Will put them up today! I have them all scanned and fixed, they simply lie in wait!! Ahh, finally some things to add to my gallery that is actually drawn. Though one is a bit old by now. Ehe Working on some still though, about 95% done on a chibi doodle! I just love it too ^-^

So there are about...oh 5 drawings that i am on. There is one i am LOVING!! A gift for a friend on DA, i hope he likes it, i really adore it and i am so happy with the anatomy in it...ughs SO MUCH in it really...well...ehehe...nope no spoilers!!!

P.S. Recently obsessed with Breaking Benjamin's newest album Dear Agony. Favorite song, hands down, What Lies Beneath.

EDIT: The male nudes WILL be up TONIGHT as i leave tomorrow for my choir tour!! Shall return on sunday but likely won't be back on until monday...gonna sleep as much as possible when i get back. BUT THE DRAWINGS WILL BE UP!!! i am just going to nap now, then pack later, then after that i shall put the dears onto my sites!! Thanku loves!! X3

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Want to see more than the preview? Check out one of these places! ^-^

My mother never helps me lift the whale!

I decided that due to so much going on, I simply had to come and post about it all! Oh, uh, my darlings...^-^

HA. So i'm sure many of you have noticed my sudden leap into the world of wallpapers lately. And that is due to coersion from Mero, but I do enjoy making them and hope to do more once I get caught up on my drawings a bit! SOO MANY TO DO! But i'm so thankful to the 3 subscribers I recieved from starting wallpapers! I soooo appreciate it!

I have, however, gotten my drawings updated a bit though! I have three of five drawings done, the other two are in progress. And yes, I have started Auxvita for you Avarice!! He pissed me off a bit last night but I got him to cooperate mostly....though his hands are still non-existent as they bugged me greatly. But I have big plans for the drawing, I hope it turns out they way I've invisioned it! ^-^

OH and Avarice I'm soo pleased for the drawing you did for me! ^-^ here it is for anyone interested! Her work is so unique and great!
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Now for writings. For the Catalyst, I have finished chapter seven and it's revision and chapter eight has been finished and sent to Mero...who will have it edited after the accursed 4H work....DARN YOU!!!!!! *shakes fist* Then, i will put up chapter seven sometime today, so look for it! Tewoeklon still hasn't moved as I said it wouldn't until I reached the pausing place of The Catalyst. ^-^ Thanks to all who read my stories!!!
EDIT!!: Chapter Seven is up!!!!!!!!!!

Since I have finished getting all that information to you all, I now wants foodies. I haven't contemplated what I want much, but I think that I may have some spaghetti...for it is yummy to me^-^ And after that has been devoured muchly, as I am known to eat a three person helping, I will get to work on Auxvita! And he best be obediant this evening.

Toodles than!! ;P

"...like having an onion fall on your head or your head falling off at an awkward moment...&quo

Sooo this is my SECOND time writing this darn post...stupid thing.

Anyway, I'm here to say stuff and things in regards to my various works as I am a goober when it comes to posting updates here...well anywhere actually if you know of my other sites. Hehehe. ;P

Now then, for writings! I have gotten chapters four and five of The Catalyst put up in the time between my last post (I believe)! Which is always nice for those who actually read it^-^ Especially since the other night I wrote chapter six! Fastest I have ever written a chapter lately. In other story related news, Tewoeklon chapter four has been started but I have yet to get back to it though. Silly, silly me :P Oh, yes and before I forget, I will be putting up chapter five of Blade for those who still follow it. ^-^

In doodleland, I have currently 3 in progress drawings...soon to be 4 actually. Hehehe^-^ because i'm a stupid person really. HA. Yeah. Other than that though I have one finished one, a SessXKag fanart. First one actually, which is sad considering it's my favorite InuYasha pairing. You'd think I would have gotten around to it at one point...alas I have sucked too much I think. ^-^ Two of my in-progress drawings are from The Catalyst, another is one I STILL haven't completed for someone at my school. The last one of those four will be for my friend AvariceTears! She gave me a lovely comment and in it was mentioned drawing her character. So I thought, why not! So soon I hope to have a drawing of her character Auxvita in my style with my funky background work similar to how I did my drawing Simple Pleasures . Let's hope things all get done!

In the realm of me, my first vacation is going to be coming up next week. I'm not sure if i'll have any wifi where I am...I think I will but i don't know. I'll just have to find out when I get there! My next one isn't until august, although I don't really know whether i'll have any wifi there either. Sadness really. :P But things will work themselves out one way or another. YEAH FUN ME TIME!

I always knew I would have a hand in the apocalypse...

ALRIGHT MY LITTLE WHATEVERS!!^-^

I have finally gotten around to creating my world for my newest story The Catalyst, which you have seen art for already I hope. I also put up the prologue and chapter one...however I didn't post the next three, which are finished, because I want to create a little suspense :P I really really really would love some feedback on my stories, this one especially! So PLEASE COME ON!! Sooooooo...that was my main reason for posting the post of posts in postesness. (thanks to editor Mero--MerokoYui4--who FINALLY finished my edits a while ago and stuff..yup uhhuh yes...)

I suppose I could also mention that I am still working on this AMAZING drawing of mine, which is taking a while...though I am only working on it randomly. It is, however, turning out incredibly well! I am very excited to see how it turns out. ^-^ *shakes with anticitation*

Oh, and as mother's day is coming up I am going to try to draw something for my moomoo(yes I do really call my mother that and it's awesome so :P) I am going to try to do a realistic one of me and my sister for her, but I have no idea how that will work so wish me luckses!! ^-^ (marshmellows, yeah!!---inside joke with myself...0.o what of it?)

Anywho with those things aside I must say that I have stumbled upon a new anime that has intrigued me greatly! Unfortunately it is not only new for me but for everyone as it only has 4 episodes out. Though it is also a series of light novels and possibly manga. (if it has manga I WANTS THEM!!) Well, that's all. No I'm just kidding^-^ Yes...I know you werent't surprised...shut up...-,- It's called Earl and Fairy. If you have any knowledge of this new light novel/manga/anime then please tell me! I would love to know, especially if it's in regards to the manga^-^

Ok, now it's the end.