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God, I'm Stupid

Sun Aug 9, 2009, 2:41 PM

* Mood: Moving on
* Listening to: Japanese Conversation
* Eating: Corned Beef and Rice
* Drinking: Tang and Water

I was watching anime(what else?) and I had my headphones on, but I never plugged the headphones in. So, halfway through the episode I realized why the sound was kind of muffled and I went to scratch my ear and the headphones were in the way (x_x). I think the lack of physical contact is getting to me.

Doing a quick job today in about 2.5hours--moving furniture again for my divorced cousin for $20--it's not much, but it's something.

Fought with my parents a li'l while ago about moving. My mom went on about how my neighbour/friend moved in with her boyfriend after she graduated. I told her I didn't see the problem with it and started accusing me of moving in with a boyfriend after I graduate. I told her if I have one and it's convenient for school or work, then I would and she started going off on me and saying how I shouldn't expect any money from them for school or rent if I do that--for cripes sake, I haven't done anything yet and i'm getting in trouble. Blew off some steam at Josh's, will blow off more moving furniture 2-3x my size.

-KF

I've been having some strange dreams lately...

Thu Jul 23, 2009, 11:42 PM

* Mood: Lonely
* Listening to: "Never Let You Go"-Third Eye Blind

When I was at Minto's house not too long ago, I had a very...weird dream:

I was attending some kind of potluck thing at a log cabin(more like mansion) with all these people I apparently knew. Then a nice old black guy with a sweatervest said that we should go to the movies sometime at Cityplace and I said it sounded like fun. At this point I woke up cuz Minto kicked me in the face. I fell back asleep and I was at "Cityplace"(quotation marks are used because it definitely didn't look like the Cityplace I know and love) with my "twin" that looked nothing like me. We were talkingto a police officer and he said people under 18 couldn't go to the movie theatre because there's a club going on--here, I looked over to the movie theatre and there's a roped off square of people dancing to some music and you can see kids dressed like they came from Hogwarts(the movie just came out the day I had the dream) behind them; the club was blocking the entrance. I explained to him that we weren't there to see the movie but to go to the barber shop located in front of all the action. He gave us permission to go.

We got to the "barbershop"(it was more like a display window for a really fancy dress store with a door and a swirly blue/red/white sign in front) and there was a sign hanging on the door that said it was closed and the lights were off. So, my twin and I sat and waited outside the door while I felt bad about not going to the movies with that black guy. Then this man with a really weird accent dragging a rolling suitcase yells at us to open the door, which we did. He ran in and sat himself in the back corner of the place and told us to close it behind us, which we did. "Are the orthodontists here yet?"--he looked scared shitless. We said no and my twin got in the barber chair and the two started to chat. He asked me if the orthodontists were here; I looked at the door and said no. He asked if I was sure and looked again--there were two tall men wearing black suits(one with sunglasses and a hat and the other had a tall flat heat(like Frankenstein's monster). They opened the door and the barber just started screaming like crazy. The "orthodontist" with the hat went out of my field of vision over to the barber and the other one bent over me(I was sitting on the floor), turned into a furry, turned back, and as I screamed no he "raped me"(I knew he was raping me, but as soon as I screamed no and his face was too close, it turned black). When the scene faded back in we were all back at the cabin with a lake in the background and we were all eating bbq that the furry/orthodontist/rapist made and some people were missing parts of their head. End of that dream (o_o)"

The most recent one I had was this:

I was accepted into this high-class boarding school. I got there with a whole group of girls plus 1 boy who had a loveable and timid little brother personality. We entered and you could look up and see a taaaaaaaaaaaall ceiling and at every floor there was railing. We went into a room and the headmistress said we were all to sleep in our assigned mattress only(the whole floor was covered in mattresses). I found mine and discovered that there was one free mattress in between me and another girl's. I asked her what would happen if I rolled over in my sleep and found myself on the next mattress; she said that as soon as I woke up to return to my original mattress before she finds out. We were all magically in out nightgowns and we slept.

The scene switched to what I guess was free time and I was wandering around the hallway and looking down at the empty floor below. Then I see my cat pass by on that floor; I somehow managed to reach the floor(poof XD) and I picked her up--I couldn't see her but I saw me eating with a fork and a knife and the food looked like chicken with fur. Then I see that my cat was put in a bento box with her head and tail hanging out and her legs were missing. I started crying and then I woke up. Naturally, I went to check my cat was still there.

..........As you can see, I have very strange dreams. These aren't at the top of the list, just the most recent.

-KF

I hate politics...

Fri Jun 19, 2009, 4:11 PM

* Mood: I'm Hungry
* Listening to: "1985"-SR-71
* Eating: I'll prolly make some ramen; too lazy to cook

I've been avoiding the last question on today's assignment for my virtual school thing-it's actually easier than the course I took at school; the last question involves looking up stuff in the past election and all I have to do is...well, here's the question:

5. Where do you think John McCain and Barack Obama would each score*? To support your answer, please choose an issue and describe the stance of John McCain and Barack Obama in regards to it.
*we had to take an online quiz where it told us our political philosophy-I'm apparently a Libertarian.

All I have to do is look up an issue and compare...I'm just too lazy =/

On another note, I've been looking at laptops and tablets again-I want a Fujitsu Lifebook D= A BUILT-IN WACOM TABLET-WHO DOESN'T WANT THAT IN A TABLET PC?? But it's about $2000 so I'll just keep dreaming. Still need to save up for the Bamboo Fun...I <3 Wacom =3

Oh, look-my mom's home from work and I'm still in my jammies!! AT 4:06PM!!

Nothing new on the comic; doing the first page FINALLY today. I'll go upload 3 of the 4 character sets today since I uploaded the 4 to deviantART yesterday-you can see all of them in my gallery. Might go out later with a friend of mine and my brother and his girlfriend to Cityplace to see a movie or something...I hope...gawd, I'm just rambling--I'll just shut myself up now. V, if you're reading this you're free to come along too =3

Ok bye.

-KF

Virtual Hell

Mon Jun 15, 2009, 8:58 PM

* Mood: Emotional
* Listening to: "Eat You Up"-BoA

I'm so confused...I just found out today my virtual school course for AP US Gov was approved almost a week ago-I logged in and "WTFISTHIS"-I'm lost D= I'm not big on talking to teachers--the teachers I talk to I don't even have for a class--so I don't know what this "passkey" crap for my online textbook is or anything. WHYTHEFUCKDIDISCREWUPTHISCLASSIHATEGOVERNMENTIDONTWANNATAKEITAGAINAAAUUGHH *dies*

On a brighter and equally aggravating note, I'm almost done with the lineart for the back and front covers of the comic for September--Mo, I'mma try to finish tonight so V-chan can colour it =D I'll send you the lineart so you can see--hopefully, I'll remember to upload it onto here when that happens. I also start my self-defense-maintain-a-fit-body training(usually referred to as just "training", the hyphens just explain things)...that's gonna be rough-at least 2 miles a day and other stuff DX

I practically killed my fairy-told him I'm setting up a net so he can't get in for a while cuz of complications such as loyalty and etc. I'm kind of an emotional wreck right now-I dunno what going/happening to my best friends, my other best friend, as said earlier, I practically kicked out, can't see anyone, financial crap, etc...I hate being a girl. Somebody give me some Mountain Dew, I've got a long night.

What's been up with KF?

As some of you may have noticed, I've been on "hiatus" for a while. I've been doing a lot of doodling, but not many that are worthwhile-and I'm too lazy to draw out all the funny things in my life to put in G33K!! Offline(they'll make it there someday, don't worry).
I went to ChibiPa last weekend-the original intention was to sell the promo of my comic G33K!!, but I never finished...so Minto and I just had fun-there's pics in my dA account, so have at it =3.
I'm also restarting my G33K!! comic AGAIN-sorry for those contest winners I mentioned a while ago-you're still getting your prizes just...not..anytime soon... =( *shot* I want to get the beginning just right, y'know? I just haven't discovered what it should be. Because the genre of my comic goes everywhere(slice of life, comedy, romance, sci-fi, school life, fantasy, etc), it's going to be hard figuring out how to get the perfect opening to catch people by surprise-the torment of a mangaka D=
Meanwhile, I've actually been doing good in school-doing homework and such. And I'm doing my best to save up for the new DSi coming out from Nintendo! It's coming out in Japan in November, the UK and Europe in April, and North America is still undecided(I'm gonna order one from the UK). Unfortunately, with all it's spiffy features and upgrades, the GBA slot was left out-but I'm getting a DSlite as well, but my birthday is coming up, and I can't live without replaying Golden Sun at least 1x a year. To some people, that seems a bit selfish, yesh(and I admit it is)-but I are gamer, regardless how that brings down my image of a human(and female).

Check out the new DSi!! =DDDD

-KF