And it was all in one piece!

So yesterday I got my converter for my hard drive (I had to Get a new pc-But it was SATA only so I had to get my IDE a converter-and now its here)

So now I am using it as a slave-cause It blue screen of deaths me if I try to boot-wont get paste the login- Must messed it up when I unplugged it during the fire. (I ran in to get the kitten and Wanted to save my computer from being electro fucked- So I unplugged that whole wall-while it was playing music and running full force- so yeah- the files are all there though.

I can access everything from here and even edited some of the files.
Someday Ill get a 1 or 2 tb Sata and dump everything onto it. Might take a minute but I got a fresh XP disc and plenty of patience.

now just waiting to get my graphics tablet-Then Ill be all drawy.

Anyone I know still here?

Im up at 4 am so forgive any mistakes.

I've been busy doing so many other projects, its easy to forget this place even exists.
Strange since Ive been on theotaku since I was about 17.
It might be longer now that I think of it.I doubt alot of my friends are still here.
I look back at my art thinking to my self I was really bad.
looking back on how bad I was is good for me though. Alot of my art blocks have been just me being to stubborn to draw something.

I havent lost the want to draw, but alot of my goals, like animation and stuff. While I could physically do it, Im not really willed to do it.
Alot of work goes into it, Ive been practicing animation.I got the whole timing thing down.
So I guess theres nothing but actually doing the work to do.That's where there is a problem.
I don't know if it would be worth it. I haven't had any success. I am 22 and jobless. I dont have a drivers license nor do I like where I live. Im so glad I don't listen to Emo music anymore.XD I think perhaps that would be ilfitting for my mood.

Im really sad, but Im not depressed, Im just tired of failing.
I dont feel like doing anything with a great degree of work, cause I dont know if itll even be seen.And of course the fact Ive grown distant to my online communities Only makes that feeling worse.

Anyway I may need to get some sleep, I maybe accidentally giving to much of my gloomy side out right now because it happpens to be where my head is.Im not all Sad and depressing.I do alot, and am getting attention.Music Art you name it. I do kinda hype myself up as Im doing a special piece,whether it be a song or art piece, so when it doesnt do that much better then normal, I feel a bit down.Like if Final fantasy failed to save Square soft.For me its not really that drastic, I just shouldnt expect to finally get success from one song or art piece. I gotta get some small victories going so I can will myself up.

crash!! youtube!!!

i have a you-tube now and i uploaded the first video to it with a short crap animation saying hi.heres the video.

heres the site please go there and sub me if you have a you-tube.i accept friend requests from only those from the mention that your from this site and ill accept your request.

hope you enjoy it.btw.

lol and some cake

hello world,rose erin reporting for artists everywhere.
a declaration must be made

this is my avatar for this week every week ill be changing it.
now the reason i post this.
i want you to get me the cutest anime girl you can find on the internet.
kinda just send me the link in the comments box and ill look at it.the cutest each week shall get a request of whatever the hell they want,even if ive never drawn it before!!^-^

who ever else is left if the girl is too cute for me to turn down completely
ill use it the fallowing week and give you your request.
the request can be anithing!! wall paper fan art fan comic e-card or fan word
and if its too dirty{as in violent or nude} ill post it on deviant art instead in which case ill give you the link.

the ideal cute girl cannot be a chibi ,it can be your favorite cute girl and it can be any color scheme out there.{ie: so i dont care if it is like purple hazed over it or something}
it can be your oc if you wish it too be the file doesnt have to be 100x100
ill edit it myself so get any picture of a cute girl you want to.
oh no REAL people {because very simply ,their not me}

have fun with it