The Broken Window
I sit here by the window,
Staring out the broken pane,
Kids walk by, about my age,
They see me and whisper.
They shout rude things.
One picks up a stone and throws it,
It hits the wall to my right and bounces harmlessly into the dry grass.

I look at the stone 'till my vision blurs,
And in front of me is a girl.
Her eyes show sadness,
From more years than her face reveals.
Her shoulders sag from unseen burden,
And her skin is losing luster.
Her lips are pursed from unknown years, of watching her students fail.
Permanent trails run down her cheeks, from far too many tears for others.
Darkness rings her eyes,
From too many nights spent up, Crying, Hoping, Waiting, Worrying.

The sky above her head is red,
From all the blood she's felt, feels, will feel shed
And the grass beneath her feet is dry,
From all she feels her mother feel.

I try to reach out, to help, to comfort, to tell her its okay,
But my hand hits broken glass,
Rose blood drips,
Alas, it was only a reflection.

Contest

Hey! Wazzup Otakuans?! R u bored out of ur crazy little mind and crying all over ur artwork? If u is…then stop it…its bad…so yeah… Okies, down 2 business. I'm gonna do a contest. Here's the rules. 1) Must use any of the f...

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Need to hear this song...

Your Theme Song is Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd

"There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant shipís smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves."

You haven't been feeling a lot lately, and you think that's a good thing.
The comfortable part is nice... but you should really work on numb.

What's Your Theme Song?

PANDGUIN!!!

I needed 2 draw somethin and it's funny...surry about the way it is...used a camera...can every1 read it ok? ...

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HELP!!!

I'm going crazy…so crazy. I cant stand it! little things all added up yesterday until I exploded and started to walk around on all fours and sat with my knees drawn up to my face! I was talking to myself too! my mom was all worried about me and started to ask if i was ok. must have looked awful scary. Today, this 1 dude thinks i stole his dollar and i exploded again...so now in the library i'm panting and theirs a big circle around me where no one will sit next to me. apparently i started growling too.
The other day i woke up and though my clock was a person...i also thought i was in an Alaskan dog sled race so i kept saying mush over and over again for the next five minutes...my brother told me i waz twitching too. then the next day i woke myself up by sying Corpus Christi. I walked around campus all day asking wat it meant and no one told me. I probobly already knew but forgot. Turns out it means "body of christ" in latin which iz so weird 'cause i really am NOT catholic or anything. So freaky.
Then i waz in science class and this was the conversation with myself-2 many ppl! 2 many ppl!!! Then just make it so theirs less. I cant do that, theyd find the bodies and trace it back to me! No they wont. Then they'll add an awful lot to the graveyard. No because they'd all be floating face-down in the ocean somewhere...Yes but they'll notice lots of ppl missing! Then i noticed ppl staring @ me and shushed it to my head where it whirled around and around and ITS STILL THERE!!! HELP ME!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
tell me tell me master oh please...are these voices my own...or others who tease...

So Hi.

Hey. since i made this i might as well introduce myself. *takes deep breath* i wont tell u muh "real" name cause im paranoid leik that i have an annoying little brother, lived in Florida, Costa Rica, and the U.S. Virgin islands (dont laugh...I'm serious)My best friends account is kadeeinuyasha i love muffins and will do/say random stuff. And yes i do have problems. My parents think i cut I have brown-blond hair and an oval face, My spanish teacher thinks i'm anarexic when i dont look leik a stick and have a figure i'm a vegetarian and i love california rolls and Vegetable Tempura i take spanish class but cant speak it to save my life. I h8 feeling powerless, i have a deep hatred of all humanity and if it were up to me all humans would be wiped by use of a desease so the animals and planet would be safe. Ppl i kno think im emoand when i was younger i wouldnt talk i'd meow mroww. I growl when i'm annoyed without relizing it and my eyes turn copper when i get really mad leik when my dads eyes turn red when hes real mad. i dont get mad easy tho. A 1st grader thinks i'm his girlfriend and i don't leik ppl. *face is turning blu and no sound is coming out* K: Breathe Damnit! Me:*takes another deep breath* I am stuck surrounded by idiots and i have a post high school level of education but still need 2 pass school. I am currently 14 years of age and a Wiccan. oh ya...and this is muh bestest friend Kadee1 muh other friend is on here 2. Her names Chi ninja but we call her Chi san. I write poetry and stories...which i might post but i'm afraid ppl will ignore the copyrite...i'll just have to see.

Gotta get off now!!!
Buh Bye!!!

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