The Broken Window
I sit here by the window,
Staring out the broken pane,
Kids walk by, about my age,
They see me and whisper.
They shout rude things.
One picks up a stone and throws it,
It hits the wall to my right and bounces harmlessly into the dry grass.

I look at the stone 'till my vision blurs,
And in front of me is a girl.
Her eyes show sadness,
From more years than her face reveals.
Her shoulders sag from unseen burden,
And her skin is losing luster.
Her lips are pursed from unknown years, of watching her students fail.
Permanent trails run down her cheeks, from far too many tears for others.
Darkness rings her eyes,
From too many nights spent up, Crying, Hoping, Waiting, Worrying.

The sky above her head is red,
From all the blood she's felt, feels, will feel shed
And the grass beneath her feet is dry,
From all she feels her mother feel.

I try to reach out, to help, to comfort, to tell her its okay,
But my hand hits broken glass,
Rose blood drips,
Alas, it was only a reflection.

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Thanx to all who helped, i resolved the problem by stealing muh grandmas computer geniusness and her programs(well...mostly her programs) and got muh pics memory to be smaller. ...

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God Help The Outcasts

Yeah...I just kinda like this song so I'm posting it!

I don't know if you can hear me, or if you're even there.
I don't know if you will listen to a humble prayer.
They tell me I am just an outcast, I shouldn't speak to you...
Still I see your face, and wonder, were you once an outcast too?

God help the outcasts, hungry from birth.
Show them the mercy they don't find on Earth.
The lost and forgotten, they look to you still.
God help the outcasts, or nobody will.

I ask for nothing, I can get by.
But I know so many less lucky than I.
God help the outcasts, the poor and downtrod.
I thought we all were the children of God.

I don't know if there's a reason;
why some are blessed, some not.
Why the few you seem to favor --
they fear us, flee us, try not to see us.

God help the outcasts, the tattered, the torn.
Seeking an answer to why they were born.
Winds of misfortune have blown them about.
You made the outcasts, don't cast them out.

The poor and unlucky, the weak and the odd.
I thought we all were the children of God.

HELP!!!

I'm going crazy…so crazy. I cant stand it! little things all added up yesterday until I exploded and started to walk around on all fours and sat with my knees drawn up to my face! I was talking to myself too! my mom was all worried about me and started to ask if i was ok. must have looked awful scary. Today, this 1 dude thinks i stole his dollar and i exploded again...so now in the library i'm panting and theirs a big circle around me where no one will sit next to me. apparently i started growling too.
The other day i woke up and though my clock was a person...i also thought i was in an Alaskan dog sled race so i kept saying mush over and over again for the next five minutes...my brother told me i waz twitching too. then the next day i woke myself up by sying Corpus Christi. I walked around campus all day asking wat it meant and no one told me. I probobly already knew but forgot. Turns out it means "body of christ" in latin which iz so weird 'cause i really am NOT catholic or anything. So freaky.
Then i waz in science class and this was the conversation with myself-2 many ppl! 2 many ppl!!! Then just make it so theirs less. I cant do that, theyd find the bodies and trace it back to me! No they wont. Then they'll add an awful lot to the graveyard. No because they'd all be floating face-down in the ocean somewhere...Yes but they'll notice lots of ppl missing! Then i noticed ppl staring @ me and shushed it to my head where it whirled around and around and ITS STILL THERE!!! HELP ME!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
tell me tell me master oh please...are these voices my own...or others who tease...

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