Well, it sure has been a while since I've posted in here, hunh? Since (well, Christmas) stuff has happened... For example, my birthday! whoo! [Thanks to everyone who sent birthday wishes, they got here!] I haven't bee completely away from theO, I just haven't done much because I'm a lazy bum . Well, we had A LOT of snow last weekend which made us have no school last week, and now all of our teachers are giving us homework for the week we missed
. But, I've tried to keep up with everyone else's stuff and comment and hug and fave. Maybe I'll try putting up some stuff. I just feel like it's not worth it at times tho, because I rarely do fanart nowadays, and I feel out of place because I usually only do black-and-white lineart instead of all the fancy stuff you guys do sometimes. Oh well!
Now, onto the pity party. Warning: emo post is emo, don't read it if you don't want to. Anyway, This Saturday was Valentine's Day as I'm sure some of you are aware of. Well Anth finally took me out somewhere (to a sushi place!) and we had fun
. The whole date was pretty short, and he spent more money on his food than me because my mom told me to eat some dinner before, since I didn't know what we were doing. Long story short- it was really nice, but only an hour long.
So, I thought naturally we'd spend some time together over the weekend since our six month anniversary was on Wednesday. Well, he's in the musical and he plays the lead's best friend, so he has to be at every practice, which sucks because they have them even on weekends now. So when I asked him if he wanted to hang out he said he was too busy between musical practice and homework and after that he'd be too tired.
This pisses me off because that means he's spending so much time with everyone else but me! Sometimes when we're walking through the halls, I feel like if I just silently disappeared into the crowd, he wouldn't notice. Seriously, I feel like sometimes my other friends pay more attention to me than he does. So, i don't know if this has just been a waste of half a year, or if I can salvage this relationship, cuz it sure seems like I'm the only one putting any effort into it at all. I bet if I didn't, he would never talk to me, text me, or even hold my hand. I'm starting to get sick of it...But I don't want to break up with him if I haven't truly tried.
Sorry for taking up your time, but if anyone has any advice, I would appreciate it. :
Take care, Auf Wiedersehen!
so, it's all true!!! bunnies are the cutest animal in the world, but then again, so are kitt-ays!
any way, i would like to make an observation: band geeks are not always as innocent as people should like to think...
many atimes, they are stereotyped as the craziest/most sexy club in school.
Example: in Mean Girls (the movie), when they-re pointing out the cliques at the lunch tables they mention the "sexually active band geeks" or somthin' like that.
That is so true!!! I'm serious, i didn't join marching band, but being in the symphonic band is still close enough. I'm telling you, we like, all date @ least one person from band, or some people even only date others in band. my friend says we in-breed.
oh, and if anyone's seen Secret Life of the American Teenager (horrible show, i watch it just to make fun of it), the girl gets pregnant one time @ band camp. oh, and she gives french horns a bad name, they are way cooler and not as lame/crybaby as her in any way.
anyway, that's kind of true because i've heard stories of...breaking the rules of no "opposite gender mingling w/out keeping doors open" to say the least...and one story of two people too cught up in...other stuff to bother closing the door and innocent victims walking by...yeah, not going into details so as to keep this PG-13!
I'm not saying everyone in band is sexually involved w/ one another or even sexually active, and if i offended anyone, i'm sorry. i was just making an observation about my school, my friends, and jerks like my ex-boyfriend....so,to all you band peeps out there, i'd like to start a story-telling comment starting with:
One time, at band camp...! (please keep comments @ PG-13 level!!!)
peace out!
