Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
greetings my sweet darling dears, been a little while, eh?
I have been intending to write an update here for so long now and keep putting it off as my days have been a tad bizarre lately. So, considering i don't know when i shall get to it, i thought i would post a little thing here so you do not fret much more than you no doubt already have been *patpat* Aren't i considerate? I am. I know. ^ 3^
until such a time, have this piece of complete and utter nonsense...i love it:
..no, shhhhhh shhhhhhh....i didn't mean that *pets intensely* you know i love you darlings, you know it......*whispers*you know... > 3<
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Anyways! I decided to pop up to announce that i have been contemplating changing my avatar!! :O Yes, i realize that is a tiny, random, not really worthy of mentioning change, however i wanted to say something about something. It also shows my existence and i have been trying to be better with assuring all of ye that i am, in fact, alive.
I suppose i also felt this could be worthy of a post because i so very veryVERY rarely change my avatar here, or anywhere really. When i find something i like i tend to stick with it for a good long while. That actually applies to nearly every aspect of my life. o-o For example, I own several articles of clothing, wear only a few constantly, and some of them have holes in them--the two pairs of shoes i wear regularly both have holes and are falling apart--but i still keep and wear them all because i heart them and they are technically in tact. Plus some aren't things i actually wear outside...often...
Okay enough of my sloppiness.
*ahem* Ever since theOtaku had its huge overhaul and got rid of myOtaku, i have had a total of TWO avatars. Yup, two. And now i felt like it was time to change, not sure why, but i just did and so i am going with the flow of my feels. One should always flow with the feels. Unless it is about things that could get you arrested, then you probably shouldn't. First you need to make sure you won't get caught, THEN go with it.
For a long while i maintained this site as one where i show my love through imagery for my second OTP, sebciel--sebastian and ciel from the anime kuroshitsuji--which you no doubt noticed considering the theme of this little world of mine. They have also been what my two avatars featured since the myOtaku change. HOWEVER, i am considering having a sesskag avatar. I will likely be altering my age-long maintaining of avatars and instead trying to have new ones a little more often, so i will likely switch between the two, or maybe even have some OTHERS. GASP! OH MY! WHAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY?! I know, i know, it is a daring and unexpected announcement from your beloved leader, but never fret, i have not been possessed nor infected with parasites that alter my very nature. I was sure to lock the cage more securely this time.
Since my decision I have been working on a few sesskag avatars that had been lingering sadly in my files, unloved and yearning to be used, and i feel like since i have done so, one of them deserves to be shown. Some i have actually done a lot of work on. Why do some people make the weirdest color changes on things? I mean, Sesshoumaru isn't orange, why is he orange? *eyeroll* No idea... Currently i am debating between several, some i have done stuff too, and some i haven't touched and just simply have. ... GAH! What shall i do, sweetlings? WHAT SHALL I DO!? IT IS SO HARD TO PICK!!!!!!
There are nine that i am contemplating, which i CAN cut down to four i think...but of those four, three have at least two versions to choose from--cause they were ones i messed around with--...so it seems as though there are even MORE choices to be made....
UUUGGGGHHHSSSSSS WHY SO HARD?!
and being a llama just makes it harder!!
As the title of this brief update post states, i have put up the final two profile sketches i had!! WOO!!!! So no worries, you needn't endure them any longer *pat* Though i know you obviously liked them still...right? RIGHT? I hope so...
While this is still an update on that, i wanted to take a moment to vent a little upset i felt in regards to a recent development on my deviantART account. Since i began uploading again i lost two followers, then gained one, then lost one; oddly enough while in the interim of not posting anything i gained a few, and now that i have gotten back to it i suddenly lost three.
Of course i am not going to stop posting these types of pieces whenever i have them, it is MY account and i will post what i want, however it still saddens me that the three that left may have done so simply because of this. I obviously enjoy my art for myself, but i also like to know others enjoy them as well. And while ups and downs of followers is not new or uncommon on any of my accounts anywhere where such a thing can be done, this particular instance just sort of bothered me simply because of what i just said. Not posting-> i gain some, then start posting again-> i lose some. It is a bit of a minor blow to oneself.
Now, in all honestly, it does not bother me immensely, and i do not begrudge whomever it was that left, it was their decision and everyone has their reasons. But regardless of those realities, the slight nudge is just a current irk within me.
Yeah...well, anyways! All that cerealness aside (yes, i meant to say 'cerealness'), back to the topic at hand!
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Uhhh, actually, that is pretty much it...o-o
Whelp, stay tuned my sweets, for there is more stuff to come!! Hehe, it's like i'm a channel...you love to watch my channel, don't you ;3
EDIT: DARLINGS, I AM GOING TO BE POSTING PIECES AS I SCAN THEM!!!
I am scanning about two every night right now (i'd do more if i could, but i don't have the time), and i have over 20, so it will take a little while to get them all, but as i scan things in i shall be posting pieces. Also, i have several that aren't technically 'finished,' like, they need hands and such...
...i always put off doing hands.........hands hate me...i love them and they hate me....
...why hands....why........i love you so much....just let me love you......LET ME LOVE YOU....
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Soooooooo... of course, all of you dears must keep in mind that the majority of these pieces are doodles/practice sketches, and yes, there are a few more of my gradually becoming infamous profile sketches. Sorry not sorry. T 3T ...........................sorry....
YUP THEN!!! I shall update when there is more to ramble on *nod* ^-^
GUESS WHAT
YOU MUST GUESS...HAVE YOU GUESSED? GUESS! GGGGUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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Okay? Okay. So, the other day my mother dearest and i FINALLY got to checking out the desktop computer (yeah, i know...FINALLY), and you will not BELIEVE what that damn thing did...that's right, IT RESPONDED! :O YUP! AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS THE FREAKIN THING ACTUALLY TURNED ON!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?! DO YOU!? yeah you do, you do my dears, yeah *pets in a slow, disturbing manner*
*ahem* However, just because the monitor turned on DOES NOT mean i trust it for even the tiniest of seconds T 3T This is probably the dozenth time this thing has done this (though not even close to this long), it is an ancient ten or so year old piece of evil incarnate and it has a horrible sense of humor if you couldn't tell. Ughs, all my unamusedness is palpable...
yes, you see right, i would drop a cake just to express my immense distaste
BUT, anyways, i shall be going to try and get to scanning as much as i possibly can before this miraculous change in the universe screws me over again...if it hasn't already..........oh my gosh if it has i will develop and then have an aneurysm D:< EDIT: nope, no worries, i just checked, it's still responding
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aaaahhhhhh...i am soooo wondrously pleased, my sweetlings o 3o
look, look at my joy!!!
i cannot even express how greatly i needed this, guys...i really...really did...
Oh dearest minions, do you know just how sad things are without my scanning abilities? ...you know not how horridly abysmal it is on my side of the virtual realm separating us so cruelly T-T
I wish i could be posting doodles for you all, i wish i could be posting them for myself, alas i cannot. GROINAEO[;.NAWE aovian[;.'erivabns984[rlgkiuabudv AEIOFHNLAEIRH'.[IEBKNFAISBQAELRI][;,34o23rOAHSLNDFEQIEWAWEOFNAOGRSTIHN laisubel539];aiudhvbaerifha-45'';einfais YIRBgr35[NAWOAPV:N oiahweiof2wf34[pl23[pjfoihwefoi FO[]'[/HWRAFOH[;8O34IWJ53HD$%(^::{W!!!!!!!
I don't feel that accurately represents my woe. No, no it does not. Not even in the slightest of ways. ... Le freakin sigh. >:C
I decided to post something to again remind you darling dears that i still maintain a heart beat and linger about on this and my other sites, even without the ability to put up any works of mine. Yes, i am alive. This post will obviously rid you of your anxieties. Because that is how the world works. Amazing, i know.
Here is a WIP set of something i am working on that isn't one of my batch of sketchy, practice doodles, at least half of which cannot be posted here. Hurrhurr. ;P It's a doodle of Kagome, cause she's my go to when random doodling. I cannot say for sure what is pissing her off, but it's something. Her face and hair bother me greatly, i kind of messed up and though i continued to try and fix them, they just...eh... Well, I'm not done with it yet, so maybe i can still work with them up until then. Who knows when i'll be able to post it anyways!! Ahahaha, aha, ha ha... T 3T You see my humor there? Revel in it. ...Do it. Cause i am certainly not able.
