Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
sorry i am always popping in and out all the time, my lovely minion dears *pets slowly*
lately i have been in a rather annoying art slump.....it's evil and not in a good way... T -T
so i have been attempting to doodle little random nothings in order to get through it as best as i am able in my own weird way, and those are likely going to be the things that i will be uploading for a bit now...and a few of those have been posted too, and another is coming in a bit *nodnod*
be sure to check them out!! ...seriously...do it...do it....DO IT... OHMYGOSH, WHY AREN'T YOU DOING IT?! D:<
here is one, she is so adorable, just look at her dorky face...LOOK AT IT AND KNOW ALL
*pops lips* sooooo yurps, that is what's going down in the realm on my side of the interwebs...hopefully i can kick this slump, because it's really hindering my doodling........so many WIPS...needing so much love....dying all alone.....
such le sigh i have, my darlings...such le sigh...... -____-
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oh, and i am still going to get those old The Catalyst chapters up, i have just been a slow potatoe........yeah i spell potatoe with an e, what of it? HUH?! I AM A REBEL OF SPELLING AND GRAMMAR!!! I SPELL DEFINATELY WITH AN A, INSTEAD OF AN I !!! YEAH, WHAT OF IT??? THAT'S HOW I ROLL MAN!!!
yeah - 3-
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to lighten your obvious woes at my annoying propensities, have this marvelous piece of greatness
So my little minions, guess what....come on, guess >:3
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No, that's entirely wrong. I already filled my murder quota for this week..i mean, cough, ..eh, whatever.
In fact, I am preparing to get everything here and updated!
ISN'T IT SOME SORT OF INSANITY?!
ISN'T IT!?
ME! DOING THINGS!
RIGHT?!
Okay, that's enough thinking poorly of your master.
...Seriously. Stop it. *smacks your hands away from my face*
*ahem* Anyways, i did some prep work in my own overly OCD manner, and i arranged all the pieces that need to be put up. *nod*
And, my dear lovelies, there are approximately seventy doodles and drawings.
Yes. I'm not kidding. Seventy, SEVEN ZERO.
However, for you peeps on this site of ours, there will be about fourteen pieces that shan't be put up. Now these aren't going to be, because i will be having them stashed in my scraps on deviantART and therefore in a hidden realm of shame that only those with forethought to watch my scraps will see. But if you do REALLY want to see those old ugly things, if you go to my deviantART gallery and press the Browse or Scrapbook links at the topish line, you will be able to. itsufer.deviantart.com Do not have any expectations, let alone high ones.
Another thing to note in this general realm, there are a few more of the drawings which have adult content, primarily nudity, some sexual, which i won't be posting here either. If i truly adore a nudity piece then i may censor it for; but, for the most part, your perverse minds shan't be given the unmarked luxury on this site. Should you have a deviantART account, going to my gallery you would then be able to find them, but you must have that account to do so, seeing as i shall place them under the banners of mature content. *sigh* Yes, i know that i too am an ironic lamb of perversion, however i do not wish to incur the wraths of mods and subsequently be banished.
Back to the postables, do keep in mind that the majority of these are old, out of date, not my current style sort of things. I will say when the newest stuff appears though, never fear darlings. *overly affectionate, bordering creepy head patting*
Also, i can't say for sure how long it will take to reach that place of complete updatery considering the whole...seventy drawings issue. - _ -
There are a few pieces that still need to be scanned and i intend to do that either tonight or the next one oooooorrr.. the next one. Oh you know me, minions, procrastinatey and all. *mischievous snickers*
Whelps, that's all then i suppose. I shall go back to preparing for the obvious apocalypse which is surely to be coming after this absurd change in world dynamics that is me.
you can completely ignore those minecraft vid links, that series is over...it was terrible and didn't go over well to begin with XP
my merokins got a new, better, bigger computer and we are getting a new server from a different host *nod* one that is widely known among the minecraft community and from the looks of it is the only one which has mods/plugins available... and we terribly need the teleport mod T_T mero keeps running off and getting lost and/or dying and respawning in the middle of nowhere and we spend most of our time trying to find eachother rather than being able to record, and by the time we do something happens with her computer and i have to leave as the server is hers, and upon returning all we had done is partially not saved..... -___- so.freakin.annoying.
SO, we shall be having a new series soon, with much better quality--we hope--
it shall have a fun and eccentric texture pack, and a few mods i should think yes *nodnod*
therefore, my minions, if you are minecraft obsessed as i, your leader and master, then you should check it out...whenever it occurs..AND when it does, i shall of course inform you as i have nothing else better to do o 3o
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in other, not as shiny news, i still have not yet scanned anything in AND have not been drawing much as it is...instead i have been minecrafting like the dork i am X3
i know i need to scan and lick the paper with my pencil, but i am such a moron, you know that things will continue to be generally slow...
BUT, i have been writing more than usual, nothing of the stories which i posted here and those shan't be restarted and rewritten and worked until much later yes, but fanfic related things will hopefully begin shaping and similarly, whenever those are begun online i shall tell all of ye faithful ones *pats affectionately*
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and now i frollic off, to continue with my ritualistic site checking, and hopefully after that mero will have gotten the server made, uncertainties, it is more difficult to do than the one we already made *strokes chin sagacously--I CAN MAKE UP WORDS, DO NOT QUESTION ME*
perhaps shall draw some tonight...may likely write, as i must awaken earlier than usual..hmm hmmmm *wanders off*
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okay, i give in, here is something awesome, cat, and window related...how i spoiler you T 3T
yes, as the title says, i hath returned from the devastating void of a laptopless existence!! DANCE UNWITTING FOLLOWERS, DANCE! BUWAHAHAHAHA! >:D
Although, technically, right now i still more of a lurker, though i can actually do things about my sites. I simply have not yet gotten my documents put back onto my dear computer...as it is a long process XP And being not yet ready to take on that task, i had put off using my laptop for about a week or so after actually getting from the geeks. Making me even MORE behind than i already. -___-
It seems that when one does a file systems backup, all your items simply get moved into backup file folders, so folders 1-165 on my flashdrive of every individual item i had in all of my documents...meaning no folders, folders within folders within folders, etc. Single file upon single file jammed into folders until they are as full as possible…165 of those completely packed folders on my flashdrive.
So what i will have to do is recreate my previous folders, along with some new ones as i am wanting to assert some further organization. Luckily, to assist me with such a task, i have about 8 burned cds of nearly all of my documents which had been moved over in their folders(though many broken down as the whole original folder was too large to be moved on its own), with these and i see for sure all my file folders names and where they are within all their folders, etc. as well as every item in each. And to be certain that i get all the files in their correct folders, i have been hand writing in a large notebook the folder systems with various bullet points and such with each separate item name written below every folder it belongs to.
As one can imagine, it is a long, time-consuming, fingers, hand, wrist, forearm, and elbow pain inducing task—no kidding, after hours of doing this my whole arm aches relentlessly, with no way of stretch or bone crack or massage of relief.
An unfortunate issue to this however, is that after giving up on this possible climbing mound of cds for my content but before i had gotten my 32GB flashdrive, i had gone through and done a very large file cleaning, removing old or obsolete files and folders, reorganizing some here and there. Just making the overall content as small as possible to assure that everything gets moved over...plus it needed to be done anyways XD In the end, i got rid of somewhere around 2-3 GBs of stuff!
Now clearly, i cannot remember every single thing i got rid of, or necessarily every single thing that was rearranged to a different folder which already existed. Sooo, i still have to write down every item in every folder that my cds have in order to be certain i don't leave anything out. Of course some more obvious things i DO recall getting rid of or moving, which I try to add to the appropriate folder in my notebook. Then once i get to the flashdrive, recreate and move accordingly, and any item i have listed in my notebook document recording but does not exist in the flashdrive content is something i got rid of. Because i am quite positive all my info is on that flashdrive.
A new addition to all the folders i already had, i am establishing even further organization. So I will have new folders created in folder, within folder, etc. to better consolidate very large content files and allow for easier searching through or for a particular image or image type, as well as a few file name changes. Makes for a bit more complication, and the occasional accident of missing something that should have been placed in a previously item written folder...blahblahblah.
A busy process of which i am not even to the halfway point. I haven’t yet even tackled my largest image folder which is COMPLETELY un categorized, just one folder of itty bitty scrollbar pic after pic after pic files which need to be taken down and organized a tad into newly created folders—although in that particular one, most every pic is of the same pairing(not unlike my second largest image folder, but at least that one had category types I could work with), so not a whole lot can be done in the way of segregating. Once that is finished however, i still have my many, equally folder upon folder, etc. photos folders and video files to get to—those videos being too individually big, size wise, to move onto cds, I have no reference for in way of folders, so I shall have to try and go from memory and work with it directly upon flashdrive transferring. Not to mention recreating all of my favorites links...all of which were put into a, still well categorized, word document of about 40 pages.
I may seem to be forcing things into a far worse manner than they perhaps need to, especially to someone else being made to listen to my possibly apparent irate listing of this issue, but nevertheless i like my organization considering the vast quantity of my documents which are literally the majority of my life and I merely do not want any chance of losing something. And you know, the bit of OCD and perfectionism that tangles along with my mental problems…can’t help but want to do so. *giggles a little manically*
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That was probably a rather excessively long explanation of something not one of you bizarre people who view this world care one tiny speck of thought about. But whether to your chagrin or not, i enjoy to ramble and it's my place to spurt pointlessness so i will do so at my personal leisure T 3T And anyways, when you have an extremely small about of people in your whole existence, and talk to them even more sparingly, you can't help but want to babble as though someone somewhere cares about it XP
In other less boring news..maybe…
I am sorry that i have missed being able to view over two months’ worth of arts and world posts from all the beings i watch, not getting a chance to thumbs up or fav things. I can do that some now, however i am still trying to be on only a bit at a time until i finish with previously ranted documenting. Being on my laptop without the ability to add things to my favorites(not site favorites, toolbar of internet browser favorites), save images i like to my images folders, write down notes and ideas i get into word docs existent or newly made, write pieces here and there on my many writings, i can't scan in and prepare and put up the maybe a dozen finished arts that i have in my binder—the poor three halloween ones i did…going to be all out of date and behind to the viewing world of ye. NONTHELESS, it shalleth be soon my preciouseses...sooooooonnssss >:3
Oh, to those who watch me with the like of my wallpapers for some reason: while going through every item in my images folders, i have be stricken with quite a few wallie ideas and it has been oh so long since i made one. Perhaps some will be coming, and I do hope while still in this wintery season as several are of said theme. *nodnod*
I already made mention to my art. About 12, i believe, are completed…all lonely for views of mild interest…, and then there is the probably 15 WIPS i have, two of those nearly finished—ramping my completed count to at least 14 by the time I get around to putting things up—, and finally about three or more new ideas i have in my brainses. Hehe...so naughty i ish. >:]
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I know I shouldn’t go asking, this post is already lengthy, but I wanna.
How was all your halloweenses and thanksgivingses? that being is you celebrate such, of course…unless you want to talk about things that never happened for the hell of it. XD
Give out your candies, eat your candies, lounge about in an overly elaborate costume when you are only giving out teeth rotting, delicious noms to only about a dozen or so kids the last of which are the older barely tried costumed tweens and teens? I know that’s what I did. Though my costume wasn’t want I intended as I had forgotten that the next day was Halloween and didn’t remember to shower and do my hair the way I wanted for the costume I was intending, sooo I pulled some stuff from my closet and was a slightly different version of a costume I had already done before. I honestly don’t know what I was but one girl asked if I was a zombie so I figured what the hell, I’ll be a zombie…not like I am going anywhere. Knowing we never get very many kids anymore, especially with that utterly stupid Halloween curfew they enacted a few years back, mother only bought a little candy and all the good stuff was put into the trick or treat bowl which I heartily passed out seeing as their would only be a few people to give to. Leaving the only some of the bizarre big bag of little boxed candies, dots, junior mints, junior caramels(awful!), and charleston chews(I don’t get the hype with these way back when, I don’t think they were good). The dots and junior mints were only the good of the bag, though dots are pretty hit and miss in my opinion, those which were gone fast, and the two bags of candies my mother likes—almond joys and smarties. I like smarties fine, but I didn’t partake as they are one of mother’s favs. Feeling very shortended, sleeping all the way up to when I had to pass out the candy, hurrying a costume I hadn’t been planning, only getting a very small time to pass out candy to an equally small amount of people, and not getting any good candy to eat afterwards, I stacked up on bags of things I did like while at the drugstore one eve when getting my meds. Now I have an entire drawer of my nightstand just for candies, like Brenda from The Closer. ^--^ It has a nice chocolaty and peanut butter smell every time I open it. *yumyumnoms* And nice thing about me, is I end my candy slowly as too much sweetness is not wanted by my mouth, I am one who could make a chocolate bar last a month. Hehe.
My thanksgiving was little as well. When with my mother we don’t do much since it is only us three, me, mother, and sibling, and sister and I are picky and don’t really eat leftovers. We each have our own personal Cornish hen, some veggies and fruit, some rolls, my mother and sister have rice stuffing but I don’t care for that XP Then I have a whole bottle of sparkling white grape juice to myself, cause I likes it T 3T, and we get a little pumpkin pie and some vanilla ice cream to go with. However mother gets herself some seasonal peppermint ice cream. And during all such we watch the Harry Potter movies, as they are equated with thanksgiving for some reason with us. Of course, I am glad to avoid a gathering of relatives at my grandmother’s and her dry turkey, but I do miss having turkey and cranberry sauce and her rolls—they are ones my great grandmother used to make…she is too old now, someday I hope to get the recipe without inciting some sort of bonding attempt by my grandma to show me how to make it x___x …I also want her banana bread recipe but same dilemma. But my dad always brings back those for me and sibling :3 In case you couldn’t tell, me and my grandma do not get along, I no like her T –T. And today my sibling makes pumpkin bread.
My holiday life is pretty slow and boring…I am sure you other had more pleasureable times. You all cram large amounts of hearty foods into your mouths until you were unzip your pants full then falling into a post-thanksgiving dinner, watching the parade/football game nap??? Some of you should haves, because as i babbled above, i didn't.
Well, you weirdos must be suffering from an eyesore boredom by now. *nod* I guess you hopefully got some amount of clarification and or sufficient nonsense collection seeing as you all keep viewing this world O-o…
On that note though, I do thank you. Somehow I have maintained my position as 430 out of 15283 worlds. Which I am sure is incredibly low compared to others, since a vast amount of those worlds are likely dead or hardly used, etc. etc. Still. Thanks goobers. :{D *mustache for you*
I have finally gotten around to creating my world for my newest story The Catalyst, which you have seen art for already I hope. I also put up the prologue and chapter one...however I didn't post the next three, which are finished, because I want to create a little suspense :P I really really really would love some feedback on my stories, this one especially! So PLEASE COME ON!! Sooooooo...that was my main reason for posting the post of posts in postesness. (thanks to editor Mero--MerokoYui4--who FINALLY finished my edits a while ago and stuff..yup uhhuh yes...)
I suppose I could also mention that I am still working on this AMAZING drawing of mine, which is taking a while...though I am only working on it randomly. It is, however, turning out incredibly well! I am very excited to see how it turns out. ^-^ *shakes with anticitation*
Oh, and as mother's day is coming up I am going to try to draw something for my moomoo(yes I do really call my mother that and it's awesome so :P) I am going to try to do a realistic one of me and my sister for her, but I have no idea how that will work so wish me luckses!! ^-^ (marshmellows, yeah!!---inside joke with myself...0.o what of it?)
Anywho with those things aside I must say that I have stumbled upon a new anime that has intrigued me greatly! Unfortunately it is not only new for me but for everyone as it only has 4 episodes out. Though it is also a series of light novels and possibly manga. (if it has manga I WANTS THEM!!) Well, that's all. No I'm just kidding^-^ Yes...I know you werent't surprised...shut up...-,- It's called Earl and Fairy. If you have any knowledge of this new light novel/manga/anime then please tell me! I would love to know, especially if it's in regards to the manga^-^
