finally changed my avi

after more than a year or so,
i finally changed my avatar
this is the close up

i guess, im back again (=_=;)">

i been gone here for a long long very very very long time ahahaha...(=_=;)
well, i'll try to be a little more active here again haha...

i got really busy with the school and cosplaying <still an amteur though>
both were quite stressful but
i really had fun with both of them

this is one of my <scariest> cosplay photo as Rosiel of Angel Sanctuary
haha.... though i really like how this photo turned out haha (^_^)v

the door

okay i'll be posting stuffs i've written on the past on my notebook
it's some of the things that just happen to pass by on my mind

The door

i always thought,
“what if I opened a door,
entered the room,
a small room without any windows,
then closed the door
and after I finish what I was supposedly did in the room
I once again opened the door only to see
a new and different world than that it should be.”

a part of me would want to enter it
and explore that world I have yet to see
yet a part of me would long
return to the original world I have been

there’s also a part of me who would stay
only in one place simply there
doing nothing

“do you thik if I close the door
it will go back to how it should be?
or maybe go to another different one?
or just stay like this forever?”

i have a lot of time to decide
yet It’s not enough time for me
to decide something important
might be difficult to do

my ideologies might be be different
than that what others have
but maybe because of that
that I can move on to the future
dragging everything I can from the past
and the present that becomes the past

if ever this time come to me
what decision would I choose?
which one should I follow?
even without a door
I know this
I know that everyone has to face this one day

I just hope that mine’s still far ahead
yet not that far
just close enough to the time that I finally mature
because age doesn’t matter to immaturity


.... T_T... it's empty...literally(is this spelled right?)

hmmmm..... this world really is quite empty isnt it?
maybe i should try putting some story scripts and lyrics i've wrote over here...

anyway, here's a cute pic of rin and len that i found on the net
dont know who made it but i really love this

yup yup yup definitely move it ^_^

i've officially move it now
so maybe tomorrow i'll add the remaining ones there ^_^

after all, it's easier to view it over there than here ^_^
but i won't delete the ones i posted here ^_^

here's a cute pic of soul hunter