Promise of a Lifetime [END]

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I know not what the world expects of me in this life. I only know that I am to live life to the fullest. I'm not worried about becoming rich or famous. I only want to live with no regrets and with whom I love. I only see reason in that lving that way. Without out, what am I here for? Even still, why am I here? I'm not worried about that. Perhaps there is no definite answer, so why worry? My purpose is simple. I am to cherish every second with Her, love every beat of life we share together, and to unite our souls to become one...never to to be broken. We teenagers are always saying to ourselves that this is it, we are perfect, I love him/her forever. Next thing you know, your whole world becomes trash. And you'll cry and close yourself off from others. Days later, your back to normal and you practically start over again...saying the same thing.

This is different. I have a secret. It allows me to know perfection and to see it. It allows me never to make a decision I might think I will regret later on.
This secret does not have a name, but only holds the truth. One more thing about this secret of mine... I am the secret. Crazy? Perhaps. But Im only human. We are all this secret. But no one ever thinks like that. That is why they screw up so much and end up feeling destroyed.

A time may come where all may seem wrong. But that time will not occur to me. A baby who never once cried or was unusually quiet, is perfect. Yet, perfection is not the baby. The secret I have spoke of is the reason why my life is nearly complete. I no more, will have to find answers, will have feel connected, and will have to wonder where my half meets the other. Making such a promise to myself is risky, only if Im unsure. This is the final promise. The only promise. Am I crazy? Theres no need to act crazy. I love her with all of my heart indeed. I would willingly allow her to take my heart out and fill it with her breath and then place it back with her breath contained. When death comes for us, it will be as one. There is no reason to fear the end.
I vow to never leave her side. She is perfect. Whatever makes her happy, shall be done.

This is what I dream. This is my reality. This is our lifetime.

STAY TUNED FOR THE NEXT CHRONICLE!

...Title TBA soon!

The Optimist.

Okay, so you may have noticed the current story Ive been writing on here.
Its nothing too big. Im just trying to get back into my old habits of writing stories again...so far so good. Its a little weak I think, but as I said, its been a while. Me and my excuses. Im serious though.

.... an idea just struck.... I've had so much I wanted to say... no, that wasn't my idea.

I once wrote in a composition book a collection of writings that made up a huge story. It contained poetry, excerpts of my own, lyrics, short stories, pictures, and visual emotions and they all made this story.

Im going to start to write another one. Only this time, it'll be more organized and more explicit..in terms of matters in life.

I was going to write something else in this post but I'll just end it with a quote. See below.

"I have no reason to be sad anymore, no reason to hold anything back from you, no reason to keep quiet. I'm yours. Whatever it takes...."

Promise of a Lifetime.. [pt2.]

Some would believe that they would never see thier friends anymore after highschool. I was led to believe this..but I would always carry hope with me. Some people that you run across with in life can really affect you. Good or bad, thats for you to decide. For me, the outcome was good. There were days when I just there in the cafeteria just listening, wondering. There was so much life around me, that I felt useless. I would not let this thought control me though. But now they want me to move on.

About a year later

I have tossed aside a life that was wasted. Now, my final life begins. I dont know where Im going in this life, or what Im supposed to do. All I know is that I wont be doing it alone. For this, I can die today, and be the happiest man yet the saddest of all. But that wont happen, for I am strong. And I've made a promise.

PART 3! COMING SOON! Secrets will be revealed.

Promise of a Lifetime [Story pt. 1]

I am just a kid... a young adult if you may, but I feel my life is already completed. There were days when all seemed at an end, when all hope was drained from me, and when the sun would not rise again. My name is Nate. This is the final and yet first chapter of my life.

It was my final year in high school. I would be graduating soon. It was in the cafeteria one day during lunch when my life would change...forever. I was known as the wierd kid or an alien. I looked at things differently than most people. Yet, that was not why I was given such titles. Let me get to the point here. This was the day where I knew I found her but I remained lost in what they called the game of love. It was no game to me. Nor was it a fantasy. I found someone who I knew I would never regret loving, no matter what was to happen in the future. She was perfect...everything I ever asked for. And yet, I would not come to realize this until a year later.

TO BE CONTINUED.....eventually.

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