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I know not what the world expects of me in this life. I only know that I am to live life to the fullest. I'm not worried about becoming rich or famous. I only want to live with no regrets and with whom I love. I only see reason in that lving that way. Without out, what am I here for? Even still, why am I here? I'm not worried about that. Perhaps there is no definite answer, so why worry? My purpose is simple. I am to cherish every second with Her, love every beat of life we share together, and to unite our souls to become one...never to to be broken. We teenagers are always saying to ourselves that this is it, we are perfect, I love him/her forever. Next thing you know, your whole world becomes trash. And you'll cry and close yourself off from others. Days later, your back to normal and you practically start over again...saying the same thing.
This is different. I have a secret. It allows me to know perfection and to see it. It allows me never to make a decision I might think I will regret later on.
This secret does not have a name, but only holds the truth. One more thing about this secret of mine... I am the secret. Crazy? Perhaps. But Im only human. We are all this secret. But no one ever thinks like that. That is why they screw up so much and end up feeling destroyed.
A time may come where all may seem wrong. But that time will not occur to me. A baby who never once cried or was unusually quiet, is perfect. Yet, perfection is not the baby. The secret I have spoke of is the reason why my life is nearly complete. I no more, will have to find answers, will have feel connected, and will have to wonder where my half meets the other. Making such a promise to myself is risky, only if Im unsure. This is the final promise. The only promise. Am I crazy? Theres no need to act crazy. I love her with all of my heart indeed. I would willingly allow her to take my heart out and fill it with her breath and then place it back with her breath contained. When death comes for us, it will be as one. There is no reason to fear the end.
I vow to never leave her side. She is perfect. Whatever makes her happy, shall be done.
This is what I dream. This is my reality. This is our lifetime.
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