It's my life.

Therefore, I will continue to eat as much junkfood as I want. I will continue to believe there are aliens. I will continue to watch my 'Japanese cartoons'. I will continue to live in my own little world. And I will continue to be different than yous!
Love, your son,
YOU CAN'T HAVE MY NAME.

For those who don't know, the name is Billy.

For those who don't understand this, it's best if you don't.

Though it's pretty much clear here what exactly is going on.

Prepare for it!

Its a massive unload of eCards!

The ideas are massive!

So expect about 3 cards a day from me for the next few days. Some will be inspirational, funny, and for a change....non-anime related!

I really need to go Premium!

On another note, that story I've been writing, Shores of Edlyn, wellll, I've seriously procrastinated in its case. I haven't done much with it. But not to worry....one day...hopefully soon, you will see volume 2 up!

Also, expect some more fanart from me for a change...if I get around to drawling something. LOL.

IN the meantime, check out my eCards if you havent done so already. Trust me, you wont regret it.

Good-bye

Teenager within me.... NO MORE! Today, August 31st, at 4:16 this morning I turned 20 years of age. This concludes this announcement. And to those who have sent me a gift, dedicated something to me, or just said happy birthday, I thank you all so much. It really does mean alot to me. But I will be sure to send you a personal thanks to each and everyone of you. Thanks again!

Billy/

Drasticity.

Its been a while, hasn't it?
I haven't talked to anyone on here in a while.

I've been making some changes in my life.

I don't know what they consist of.

I've cut off communication from so many friends.

I wanted some time to myself...just myself...

I know, wierd.

I think I've gone back to my old ways for a bit. They called it absolution of peace and serenity. I call it....home. I thought I would try a vacation of something I was against. Never again.

I don't know if I have returned or not.

My final days of being this teen are coming to an end.

Whats next?

What have I done with myself?

Is this the gate I have for long feared?

Where am I going?

My life feels complete.

What other reasons may there be?

And yet, theres so much more I want to do and achieve.

I have found the answer.

A body torn to shreds.

Walk with me my savior,

To this place inside my head.

I am just a sacred lie.

Feelings of shame,

Burning inside.

Transcend I.

Last goodbye.

This isn't the end.

We say it and pretend.

What lies ahead and beyond....

>>>>>>........

On another note:

R.I.P. Jasmine.

Titles are required.

How about an update on my life? Yes? Okay, update it is... or is it? We shall see what this turns into. Im just in a mood to write something.

Well lets see....

Haha, I just noticed that I haven't gone to August yet on my calendar that hangs upon my wall. Its still on July. Fyi, its a Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince calendar. IN YOUR FACE! Moving on...

I've been able to get out of the house more frequently than ever before. Normally my parents would give me a hard time but they've been cool about it recently. I've been going to the beach alot and just cruising around with some friends. Wow, and the madness we cause is unspeakable.

Yet, my family is still mad/upset that I wont be attending college this upcoming semester and they believe that my whole life is ruined because of it.
Trust me, I have plans/intentions for myself. And I won't allow failure.

For many other reasons, Im currently looking to move out on my own very soon.

OH! It turns out a good friend of mine is engaged now. He's a year or two younger than me and let me say this.... I'm not too crazy about so many teenagers engaging and what not. For the most part, they really don't know what thier getting themselves into. No, I haven't been through it but I do know what it's like...somehow. But I do wish him the best of luck. He's already been through some stuff and has been able to overcome it.

You know, I really like swimming with my pants on. However I was normal tonight and decided to wear some swim trunks. The first time I wore a form of shorts in ages. It wasn't all that bad.

.....

*Sighs/*

Though with so many thoughts poisoning my mind, Im happy Im still alive.

I suppose thats it for now.
Take care everyone.