Its been a while, hasn't it?
I haven't talked to anyone on here in a while.
I've been making some changes in my life.
I don't know what they consist of.
I've cut off communication from so many friends.
I wanted some time to myself...just myself...
I know, wierd.
I think I've gone back to my old ways for a bit. They called it absolution of peace and serenity. I call it....home. I thought I would try a vacation of something I was against. Never again.
I don't know if I have returned or not.
My final days of being this teen are coming to an end.
Whats next?
What have I done with myself?
Is this the gate I have for long feared?
Where am I going?
My life feels complete.
What other reasons may there be?
And yet, theres so much more I want to do and achieve.
I have found the answer.
A body torn to shreds.
Walk with me my savior,
To this place inside my head.
I am just a sacred lie.
Feelings of shame,
Burning inside.
Transcend I.
Last goodbye.
This isn't the end.
We say it and pretend.
What lies ahead and beyond....
>>>>>>........
On another note:
R.I.P. Jasmine.
