Mood: Tired
Listening to: Linkin Park
Today's Word: Push-up
Today's Video Game: Majora's Mask
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I completely destroyed my heel at band practice...ran it over with one of the instruments...
Anyways!! I felt like rambling about Damien this morning! I sometimes find it infuriating to write Damien's dialogue...Usually, there's no problem with using phrases like, "Oh my God" or "I swear to God" or "What in God's name?" while writing, because that's what people say in real life.
Except Damien's an atheist and I keep forgetting that (headdesk)
He's an atheist AND he's gay. It's like I'm TRYING to piss off the Catholic Church XD Alright, I don't feel like starting religion arguements, though. That'd make me a Damien...
Why is Damien Ukrainian? Initially he was going to be either German or Russian. But I asked one of my friends in my math class sophomore year if he should be German or Russian, and he said Ukrainian. And thus Damien was born in Ukraine XD
Why does Damien have violet eyes? Well, my eyes are crap, and I though I was picking up a black colored pencil the first time I colored him. Turns out it was violet. Damien has had violet eyes ever since.
Damien's mom is hardcore Catholic, but his dad was Jewish. How did they get married? ...plothole due to creator's lack of sense...
Damien owns a "old fashioned" car...like, from the 60s? I guess? But he hates driving it and instead rides around on his sleek, modern black motorcycle.
Alright...I really really REALLY want to share this especially with people who have been reading Damien's memes on SoC (so all of two people XD) because it explains so much and I just kinda want to get it out there...
BUT if I ever write the series, this is a major spoiler...though I've already kinda spoiled that Damien's gay...anyway...The incident Damien refers to a few times, when Fujian "saved his life", or the fact that without Fujian he "wouldn't be here"...Well...
Yeah...Damien has tried to kill himself before...After the huge fight he talks about with Rudolph and Rita...but Fujian talked him out of it and helped him get back to normal-ish...
I've hinted at it quite a few times in my memes and stuff, but I feel better getting it out there...
Damien: I DON'T!! ERASE IT IMMEDIATELY!!
Too bad! It's on the internet for everyone to see!!
Damien: (goes to cry in emorner)
The whole problem with writing a series that you want to publish eventually is you can't really tell people what's going on...BUT I SHALL ANYWAY MWAHAHAHA
I'm so delirious...and my throat hurts...
Tata~!
~Mattie
Mood: Delirious
Listening to: HetaOni
Today's Word: Tired
Today's Video Game: Brawl
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Another short post today cuz I'm working on something really big and I want to get it done...And I'm actually on a roll...so...
Great...my mom just came in and yelled at me for not looking at my stupid SAT flashcards. I have no idea where my stupid SAT flashcards are cuz she MOVED THEM the last time we cleaned my room!
And you know what? She never knocks. I HATE how she never knocks!! My LITTLE BROTHER knocks on my door and she doesn't! I need to make a sign that says "KNOCK OR DIE" and then maybe she'll get the point. I mean, it's my room! What if I was changing or something?! And I don't want her barging in on me watching LPs instead of writing college essays!! GRRRRRR STAB
Ranting...ranting again...I seem to be spending all my time ranting...Thanks mom...
Oh, Mein Gott is on...why do I not feel better?
Alright, I'm gonna go continue to write out my manga work on my college essay now! Tata~!
~Mattie
Mood: ...
Listening to: Coldplay (no link, don't feel like it)
Today's Word: Doggie
Today's Video Game: something Zelda
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Okay, let's change what I was going to write AGAIN.
At first I was going to rant about my life and college again and the fact that my two days off cuz of this strike will NOT be spent with my friends, they will be spent writing college essays and visiting colleges and college college COLLEGE and how I was pissy all day and I think Arthur's been eating texts again and I am SO pissed off and I just want to STAB SOMETHING.
...and then I went to search for the link for my mood... And found this. And I felt SOOOOOOOO much better. Like, incredibly better. Like, laughing like a maniac, super a-okay, hugs for everyone love you all better.
And THEN. And then. My stupid computer. Stupid, stupid, STUPID Lizzie. Somehow she made it so that I wasn't invisible on AIM. Why? WHY?! My ranty, "I hate Maple Tea it's incestuous and why the hell isn't Matthew dating my OC and doing nasty guttery things with him like I'd like him to oh and by the way here's another nasty mental image that will make you cringe the next time anyone says syrup" friend basically stalks me on AIM and now I have to try to talk to her without screaming at her. And you know what? We're already talking rp.
I used to love our rp. Our rp was what kept me going sometimes. I have a whole folder of files dedicated to it that I used to reread all the time. I was planning to make a fanfiction based off of it. Now I can't even deal with it anymore. I haven't touched the rp folder in ages. My fic is halfway through chapter two and I can't continue. There is NO organization, NO plot line. But you know, even when our rp had no plot, when it was just random fluff or random scone fights, I STILL HAD FUN DOING IT.
But now it's all about Bangladesh and how he's obsessed with Matthew and needs to insult Iggy at every single waking moment but still expects Matthew to like him. MATTHEW IS NAIVE. BUT HE'S NOT STUPID. It just...feels like less of an rp and more of an awkward fest where Mattie just always feels uncomfortable and wants to cry...and honestly, his rper does, too.
Wait. Wait wait wait whoa. This was NOT supposed to turn into an rp rant. I HAVE to have something else to talk about, like...er... (glances around her room and spots her twin turtle stuffed cell phone charms) TURTLES! Everyone loves turtles, right! Especially sea turtles. I love all kinds of turtles, but sea turtles are my favorite. I just think their fins are so much cuter than regular turtle feet. HEY does anyone remember Franklin? I remember LOVING that show as a little kid. Didn't Franklin have a blanket? And he was scared of the dark? I remember seeing a turtle night light once, where it was a stuffed turtle with a light inside, and there were holes in the shell and it would project constellations on the ceiling...I love constellations! I love star gazing, but thanks to stupid light pollution I can't do it all that often...My dad taught me a basic lesson on how to navigate by stars the other day...That would be SO MUCH FUN but I can't swim so I'd probably not be allowed on a boat at night...Plus I get really motion sick...I've been getting motion sick a lot lately...wonder if it's stress...
CAN YOU TELL I'VE GONE OFF THE DEEP END?!
I think Arthur is dying...I'll go plug him in...Tata~
~Mattie
P.S. Now I'm being threatened with torture...great...tata for real guys...
Mood: Hungry
Listening to: Tetris Theme A
Today's Word: Gilbird
Today's Video Game: Bowser's Inside Story
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I MISSED 11:11 TT~TT
So I'm sitting here stuffing my face with tortilla chips...when what I really wanted was soup...
I finally decided to switch my screensaver to only Canada pictures...It came up with way too many USK pictures to keep my sanity intact...
Bowser's Inside Story is...an odd game...two jump buttons? TWO JUMP BUTTONS?! I DON'T THINK SO.
I've almost mastered the Tetris Theme A on Magic Piano!! ...on Medium... ISN'T IT CATCHY, THOUGH?!
I feel like I had more to say...I think Italy gave me strep throat at band practice today... XP
Anyways, sorry my posts have been short lately XP I'm gonna go watch TheRunawayGuys now... Tata~!
~Mattie
Mood: Frantic
Listening to: SILENCE
Today's Word: Pizza
Today's Video Game: Ocarina of Time
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It's five minutes to midnight and I have nothing to talk about!!! >///<
Um...I...am really tired?
My school's full of a bunch of jerks who changed people's rosters without telling them and deny me a locker and a roster and a homeroom.
NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT...... (dies)
Chatting and making a card, sorry for this short lame post XP
Tata~!
~Mattie
