Mood: ...
Listening to: Coldplay (no link, don't feel like it)
Today's Word: Doggie
Today's Video Game: something Zelda
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Okay, let's change what I was going to write AGAIN.
At first I was going to rant about my life and college again and the fact that my two days off cuz of this strike will NOT be spent with my friends, they will be spent writing college essays and visiting colleges and college college COLLEGE and how I was pissy all day and I think Arthur's been eating texts again and I am SO pissed off and I just want to STAB SOMETHING.
...and then I went to search for the link for my mood... And found this. And I felt SOOOOOOOO much better. Like, incredibly better. Like, laughing like a maniac, super a-okay, hugs for everyone love you all better.
And THEN. And then. My stupid computer. Stupid, stupid, STUPID Lizzie. Somehow she made it so that I wasn't invisible on AIM. Why? WHY?! My ranty, "I hate Maple Tea it's incestuous and why the hell isn't Matthew dating my OC and doing nasty guttery things with him like I'd like him to oh and by the way here's another nasty mental image that will make you cringe the next time anyone says syrup" friend basically stalks me on AIM and now I have to try to talk to her without screaming at her. And you know what? We're already talking rp.
I used to love our rp. Our rp was what kept me going sometimes. I have a whole folder of files dedicated to it that I used to reread all the time. I was planning to make a fanfiction based off of it. Now I can't even deal with it anymore. I haven't touched the rp folder in ages. My fic is halfway through chapter two and I can't continue. There is NO organization, NO plot line. But you know, even when our rp had no plot, when it was just random fluff or random scone fights, I STILL HAD FUN DOING IT.
But now it's all about Bangladesh and how he's obsessed with Matthew and needs to insult Iggy at every single waking moment but still expects Matthew to like him. MATTHEW IS NAIVE. BUT HE'S NOT STUPID. It just...feels like less of an rp and more of an awkward fest where Mattie just always feels uncomfortable and wants to cry...and honestly, his rper does, too.
Wait. Wait wait wait whoa. This was NOT supposed to turn into an rp rant. I HAVE to have something else to talk about, like...er... (glances around her room and spots her twin turtle stuffed cell phone charms) TURTLES! Everyone loves turtles, right! Especially sea turtles. I love all kinds of turtles, but sea turtles are my favorite. I just think their fins are so much cuter than regular turtle feet. HEY does anyone remember Franklin? I remember LOVING that show as a little kid. Didn't Franklin have a blanket? And he was scared of the dark? I remember seeing a turtle night light once, where it was a stuffed turtle with a light inside, and there were holes in the shell and it would project constellations on the ceiling...I love constellations! I love star gazing, but thanks to stupid light pollution I can't do it all that often...My dad taught me a basic lesson on how to navigate by stars the other day...That would be SO MUCH FUN but I can't swim so I'd probably not be allowed on a boat at night...Plus I get really motion sick...I've been getting motion sick a lot lately...wonder if it's stress...
CAN YOU TELL I'VE GONE OFF THE DEEP END?!
I think Arthur is dying...I'll go plug him in...Tata~
~Mattie
P.S. Now I'm being threatened with torture...great...tata for real guys...
