I constantly searched
Constantly searched
From that one point in time
From that distant reality
That place in our dreams
The place that shielded us from our fears
I still believed you were there
You’re still there, waiting for me
[even though]
Your hands will never reach mine
You’ll never hold me... never touch me…
[even though]
We’re merely strangers to each other
Strangers in front of others
Our emotions will always intertwine
Our feelings will always shine
Despite everything
My heart is yours… and yours is mine
You always asked me
Why is life so cruel?
You always told me
Stop acting like a fool
Walking alone
You thought to survive
You kept it all to yourself
Allowing no one inside
It’s a dark night
Can you make it through?
There is barely any light
Only the road in front of you
You always told me
Trust no one but yourself
With those words said
Does that mean... I can’t trust you?
It hurts, it hurts
Please, please help me…
It hurts, it hurts
Please hold on to me…
In a distorted world
Lost, confused
I can’t tell you
My feelings, my pain
I’m just too stubborn
Just filled with shame
My silent cries
Remain unnoticed, unheard
My attempt to scream
Is blocked by distorted words
My spirit is blind
It’s a fading sight
Only black, only white
I’m confused, losing my mind
In a distorted world
Lost, misunderstood
It hurts, it hurts
Please, please help me…
It hurts, it hurts
Please talk to me…
Are you blind as well?
Show me your distorted words
Are you lost as well?
Take my hand, let our voices be heard
Let your tears flow
Reach your final breath
Let your blood flow
To the floor, to your death
It’s all worthless
Your being, full of lies
Just die, go die
You’re nothing but a mess
Keep ripping out the pages
Until you reach the end
Let it go, let it all go
Those painful memories, let them go
Your words are still unheard
Are you giving up?
Think back, think again
Is there still a chance, or merely a dead end?
This life, will you forget?
This path you chose, there is no turning back
It’s suicide, after all
That feeling you regret
The promise we made
For our love to never fade
It was a hopeless wish
In the end, we betrayed
Could it be a lie?
This wound, never healing
Could it be a nightmare?
This emptiness I’m feeling
Don’t turn away
Let me stay with you
Don’t cry alone
I’ll cry with you
Choosing the easiest path
You became free of pain
Abandoning everything
You ceased to exist
Why?
Our bond was the strongest
Our hearts were the toughest
Our feelings were the deepest
Why did you leave?
I wanted to tell you
Just one last time
I wanted to tell you
My dear, I love you…
Watch over me
As I think of you
Goodbye, my love
It’s heartbreaking, this reality
Goodbye, my love
You were the angel of my dreams
I'll always remember...
Even now, as time goes by…
Your smile is still clear in my mind
Even now, as I look at the sky…
In the night’s darkness, your star is the brightest
Watch over me
As I think of you
Watch over me
My dear, I love you…