Seeking the Light

The light I seek within this darkness
Is hidden deep in this world of hate and loneliness

I search for a reason...
A reason to live
A reason to love
A reason to hate

Tell me what I must know
Tell me everything I need to know
Tell me why I must keep on living
In a world where I am needed by none

I am a stranger to most
I am an object to others
I am unloved by all

Is it okay to feel this way?
Is it okay to live this way?
Is it okay to love and not be loved?
Is it okay to hate those with no heart?
Is there anyone who can make life fair?

Will I ever smile?
Will I ever laugh?
Will I ever be able to love and be loved?
Will I ever shed tears of joy?

Can my pain ever heal?
Can my happiness be revealed?
Can anyone free me from this hell and take me to heaven?

Maybe one day, I will find the hidden light
Maybe one day, I will be able to smile
Maybe one day, I will find someone who cares

This hell I live in might last a long time
But it will never last a whole lifetime
Because I have hope
That someday, someone will be there by my side
Making me smile...
Giving me a whole new life

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