well ello there just call me izioy =]
i love writing poetry and they come to me like explosions and i'll post as many as i can so enjoy =]

just you

it seems almost impossible for me to make everything i feel disappear
every time i think of you another butterfly appears
every moment i think i'm not i just am
every moment i hope your not on my mind you are
every moment i spend trying to free myself from your grip there you are again
every moment more and more its harder to make your image disappear
it feels impossible to free you from my heart while your not here
it feels upsetting that we cant see eachother while we speak
it feels asphyxiating to feel right without you there
it feels insane to know that your not here right now
but till the time is right
just not now
only deep with in my heart
only i can say
i love you

way crazy lol

so i'm a bit insane now
i think i just recieved everything i wanted and i dont know how to handle it
i think i still feel like there are all those obstacles
but now we're both trying to reach out
but still so far apart
every moment is so insane but yea basically

In Love With You
every moment seems to pass
my mind still stuck
on the subject of you
today your eyes had opened to the feelings of my heart
today your eyes had sadened for the answer of my voice
every moment passes
i feel you should smile
as though you had nothing to upset yourself of
but your still torn to the heart of her
your eyes say so much as though every moment
every moment i want to spend with you
my mind and yours arent as one
but over time that may change
every moment cant be told right now

the image totally dedicated to 9 tailed

finding us

can somebody find me
can you hear me speaking
can you hear these desperate feelings fighting to comeout
can somebody see the thoughts that bang so hard just to be seen
can somebody find you
these thoughts
these feelings
all of it screaming
all of its trying to find you
trying to help you escape
before it can help you
it needs to escape this caged shell holding it back
we need to free eachother
can somebody find you
can somebody find me
we need to find
us

Dont know yet just bored

everything in life happens for a reason right
well i mean i understand but it seems so frightening having to wait for it
i wish it was there for us to just touch and understand
i wish we could feel every reason that something happened for
and i wish i could feel happy for everything that i've done in my life
there shouldnt be anything in this world for me to regret
yet every time i remember something i always remember the things i wish werent there
or
i always remeber the things that arent there anymore and almost seem untouchable
i always want every moment i never appreciated
i always wish that every part of my life i wouldnt just take for granted and honestly follow my heart
do you know how hard it is to live following your heart
when its almost always never decisive
its so hard trying to abide myself to that one object within me
that one object that can lead me almost nowhere
but it leads me everywhere
i know that my heart always pumps faster when it feels the right thing is happening
but
its still strange to feel every moment be lead by that pump
its so strange to almost be afraid of the outcome when
this pump is the only thing leading me anywhere
well even with this fear
this strangness
this total undecisiveness
my lifes lead by the only thing that matters
MY HEART !