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i love writing poetry and they come to me like explosions and i'll post as many as i can so enjoy =]

Just not enough

You are under my skin.
Like the pumping veins I'm born with.
You're under my skin.
Like the nerves that make my skin crawl.
Everything I still remember
plunges you deeper under my skin.

It will never be enough...
To only have a memory.
It will never be enough...
To have plans that were never executed.
It will never be enough.
To know I knew you...
That. That, will never be enough.

Because
I miss you.

Because
I wish I could say I'm sorry.

Because every time I feel a calming kiss from the sun I wish it was you.

Because after striving through this life I'm living...I want you.

Because everything I'm gaining I wish to share with you.

Because it isn't fair that someone took you.

It will never be enough,
To be reminded and helpless to change it.
It will never be enough,
To know I'm leaving and I can only say good bye.
It will never be enough.
To me, never, to know you won't be coming back.

Because I'm broken in a selfish way.
Because I thought you'd always be there.
Because you didn't see it coming.
Because I didn't see it coming.
Because I want all of your heart which I could never have.

I cry so loudly every time I see your rose.
I pray to God at night to hope that you're next door.
I hope that somewhere in this world I'll find you once again.

You'll never leave me is what I say,
To calm my heart.

But in Truth... It. Will. Never. Be. Enough.

The only thing I have left of you is a rose, a card, and you crawling under my skin.

That Lad

That was it, you know?
The look that boy had about him. All of him was beautiful.
No, it wasn’t all about the looks to be frank.
It was the inside that he emitted.
The light would reach me when I merely stood beside him.
It would warm me.
No matter the chill and freeze of the morning’s breeze.

I wanted to rest just a while,
He’d take deep breaths each seemed in sync with each of my heartbeats.
It reached me every time. That light had never seemed to fade
But, so regrettably, I just turned away from him at times.
I need to stand stronger; this way I can hold him closer.
I want to burn within that light that melted my frozen fingertips.
I want my blood to rush, to run, to speed on through each vein under my skin.

It was that voice you know?
The voice that never ended
Always ringing within the walls of my memory
The voice that mixed a melody of cadences in every syllable
It was what I loved you know?

I loved the voice that could wrap my heart around in words.
I loved the talks that let me in a little more every bit at a time.
I loved the very smile that raised my heart beyond the sky
I loved the passions in music that invoked the nature of his culture

That was it though.
I loved all of him.
Did he love any of me?
In his warmth I lie
But it’s my chill that he stays by.
Is it a chill he wants?

Drawing

reborn

for some reason each morning as i wake
the world seems so different so new
it changes each day, to be truthful
it does, life begins and life ends each day
in total balance switching one to another
not in routine but in some weird fate to be made
it's still amazing to me how each
moment keeps passing, its not a moment you can get back no
because no moment is
but every moment you truly should live, enjoy every breath
every blink that you take because
as it keeps passing this world becomes
different and new, every moment makes
me feel new as though i'll
always endlessly be reborn again

SOUL

i cant explain this special kind of sadness
the way it spreads to the core and right back out to the crust
this special sadness that keeps me waiting and more then anything longing
to one day reach happiness
somehow i love this special sadness
i'm so scared also because i'm afraid of missing it
of letting it fly away
i'm so scared of losing the sadness
its a special sadness that i just hope becomes
love
rather than
a dream

i seem to only Long for soul