My name is Samantha and I usually go by Sami. I'm a total dork, crazy and random. Yeah, I'm pretty awesome ^_~
Some facts about me:
My birthday is December 21, 1991.
My parents are divorced, and I just refer to my dad as Donnie. And sometimes my mom as Sherry, depends on if we're fighting or not.
I have a younger sister and an older sister. My younger sister used to have an account on theO but she has abandoned us XD
I live in Ohio.
I'm a Christian.
I've had problems with depression so occasionally things can get a little dark here. But I'm doing much better now.
I go to an AMAZING church. I can't get there very often, but I go whenever I can.
I do not have a boyfriend as of yet. But I'm in the market ;p
I am very random. VERY. Crazy and I love it. So be prepared ^^
I like to write fanfics and random stories. I have a fanfic on my other world and it will be finished eventually, I swear!! Just... Don't hold your breath, ne?
I love music.
I've been home schooled since the tenth grade and recently graduated high school.
I have a kitty named Artemis. He's my baby and he's what helped me through my depression the most.
I babysit and I like to talk about the baby and post pictures because while I may not have the "math gene" I definitely got a double dose of the "mothering gene."
My email is [email protected] if you want to email me. Please do, because I never get email. BUT ABSOLUTELY NO CHAIN MAIL!!!

I HATE APRIL FOOLS DAY!!!!

since it's april fool's day, i'm debating whether or not to put up this story because it might sound like a joke.... oh well. i'm putting it up anyway.
has anyone ever heard of the city of Kaskaskia, Illinois? i'm guessing not. and this is why: Kaskaskia was the first captial of Illinois. in 1753, it was the center of mississippi river commerce. there was a french fur trader there, named bernard, who hired some of the local indians to help with some menial work. bernard didn't really like the indians but he hired them anyway. turns out one of these indians, who's name i don't know, was educated by french missionaries and bernard kind of decided he liked him. and then he found out his daughter marie did too. and really big problems came up when he found out this indian man felt the same way about marie. so bernard fired him and had him blacklisted around town. since he couldn't find work, he had to leave but he promised marie he would be back for her. fast forward a year. marie had pretended to be interested in some of the guys around the town, but wouldn't settle down with any of them. and then a group of indians passed through kaskaskia. one of them was marie's lover in diguise. they got together and ran north, away from bernard. he found out and sent some men after them and cought them near cahokia. bernard ordered that the indian man be tied to a log and sent to drift down the mississippi. before he died he swore a curse. he said that before the year was out, bernard would be dead and he and marie would be together forever. kaskaskia and all of it's land would be ruined, the churches and houses destroyed, and the dead turned out of their graves. fast forward another year. marie died, possibly in a convent, and bernard challenged his buisiness partner to a duel. he was shot and killed. over the next one hundred years, the mississippi river changed from about three miles away from kaskaskia to barely one. the town suffered from so many floods that it was cut off from the mainland. people started to abandon the town. in 1973 the church and altar were flooded and destroyed; long before that, the cemetery had been flooded and all the bodies were lost to the river. you can still find kaskaskia on a map. but as of the last census in 2000, the population was nine. nine people. in the place that was the first capital of illinois.
when i read this, i thought maybe it was something made up for the book. so i googled it. i found maps of kaskaskia, birth and death records, marriages, and how the city was founded. and everything that was said in the curse happened. you have to decide for yourself whether you believe the curse had anything to do with it or not, but i believe it 100%. keep in mind that i did not make this up for april fool's.

Today's Random Thought: Don't follow in my footsteps. I run into walls. (sadly, this is true)

I Hate Titles

I haven't been commenting lately, and I feel bad about it. So i will try to comment today.
i have 2 quizzes today and no tests! yay! and today is Bible study day, so I don't have to watch my class. Not that I don't like Bible class, I do. it's just that pastor jim tends to get very... animated, and yells, which i don't like. ooh, wasn't pastor jim the name of the guy in Supernatural? creepy. i've been on a supernatural kick lately lol. miley was looking up pictures of joe jonas yesterday and up popped a picture of Jensen Ackles (dean). she printed it out for me and now i am a happy fangirl ^_^
i have nothing to say... uh, my friend l-chan might be coming over next sunday ^^ and i updated my daughter of dracula story on quizilla. and that's really it. wow. i'm boring. well, off to start school i guess.

Today's Random Thought: I'm not crazy, my reality is just different than yours.

I'm Never Going to Sleep Again TT_TT

it's been two nights since my sleepover, and i haven't had a decent night's sleep since. last night there was a storm that kept me up and the night before i couldn't fall asleep and ended up going to the living room and sleeping in the chair.
i feel kind of fancy lol. i put on nail polish and it always makes me feel fancy for some reason. it's black with red sparkles in it, but they're tiny and you have to look close to see them. i think it looks vampire-ish lol. i got it when r-chan came over and we went to the mall. i also got some plain black nailpolish, pretty earrings, scrapbook paper, Japan stickers for my scrapbook, and chopsticks with sheep on them because I'm year of the sheep. i wanted to get a death note bag with L on it, because it was only eight bucks, but i only had five T_T and then i told my mom about it and hse said "you know, i have your allowance." which is ten dollars. TT_TT i was very sad.
what else is new....? oh! there's a slight (very slight. like almost nonexistant) chance that I may be able to go to an official con! yay! i can't remember what it's called though. >_< it's in bowling green, which is several hours away from where i live so my mom doesn't really want to drive me. she said she'd rather take me to anime punch because it's closer. this is what she did when i wanted to go to ohayo con. not this time sami, i'll take you to the next one. so i really hope i can go!!!
my back hurts. i have horrible posture when i sit at the computer XD
i need to go poke around my grandma's closet, because she said the video camera is in there somewhere and i want to learn how to use it. because i'm probably the only person in the family who could figure it out XDD even though I'm technologically challenged, there are some things that i'm actually ok at. one is figuring out the basics of something without the instructions haha. also our camera is pretty old, so it's bound to have less buttons and do fewer things, making it even easier ^^ I'd like to record my litle cousin being crazy. then again, knowing her, she'll probably tried to lick the camera or something. but hey, then we can send it to america's funniest home videos ^_^

Today's Random Thought: I'm not so good at the advice... Can I interest you in a sarcastic comment?

Pissed Off

yesterday was my last day of spring break. so today my grandma woke me up to do school, and i looked at the clock and it was NOON! i was supposed to start school like 3 hours before she woke me up! so i'm not going to get done today until like 5, and no one even bothered to feed our rabbit! like i'm the only person who can do it. i feed him every day because i'm down here at nine, when he's supposed to eat. but no, we'll let samantha sleep and make honey wait THREE HOURS for his breakfast. that poor bunny almost attacked me trying to get to his food! he always wants to be snuggled before he eats, but today he went straight to his food bowl and didn't move for fifteen minutes. i gave him some extra food because it was almost gone and he was freaking out. i'm not even paying attention to school, i'm too mad. i didn't even stop for lunch. my grandma went to McDonald's and i ate while my english class DVD was playing. i asked my grandma why she didn't wake me up earlier and she said i didn't have to do school today because miley wasn't. miley threw up THREE TIMES yesterday! of COURSE she doesn't have to do school, she's SICK! i'm perfectly fine, except that i'm going to be downstairs all freaking day. and s-chan was supposed to come over today when i finished school. well she's not now. this much anger is not good for me, first donnie and now this. by the way, i think there's been some confusion as to who donnie is... he's my dad. but i won't call him that because he doesn't know how to be a dad and he's several things that i'm not allowed to say. so now you know.
and speaking of donnie, when we were in small groups at church yesterday i was telling everyone about the fight, and how i was done talking to him until he started getting on miley. i went "you do NOT mess with my sister" and one of the girls that i don't know real well but we're still kinda friends went "oh gosh, your face was really scary!" which cracked us all up. I'm so quiet that nobody ever expects me to get pissed off. but now everyone knows to be nice to miley XDD
i'm going to finish school now, i still have half my classes to go.

Today's Random Thought: God made us best friends because he knew our moms couldn't handle us as sisters.

One in the Morning. Why am I Awake Again?

as you can tell from the title, it is one am. i'm awake because r-chan came over and we were watching movies and she's spending the night. i'm so tired, i don't even know what day it is anymore. wednesday, i guess. i'm running on sunkist, hershey's kisses, and the freaking scariest episode of Dr. Who i have ever seen. it's called blink, for anyone who wants to watch it though i don't know why you would. r-chan made me watch it in the DARK. and then she fell asleep! so i turned the lights on and went online. nyaah.
although i do owe r-chan majorly right now. she made me call my crush *blushing* first time i've ever called him. and he was so nice ^^ so i guess i shouldn't complain about r-chan too much lol.
oh holy crap! i think my grandpa's ghost is in the kitchen, not cool grandpa! not cool at all! i hate being up at this time. it really freaks me out.
i forgot what i was going to say. i'm scared, which is ridiculous. this is my house darn it! i shouldn't be afraid of my own house! i'm never going to sleep tonight.so i'm probably going to go on quizilla and mess around and then see if i fall asleep. so, yeah.
good night, good morning, or whatever. i'm really too tired to care right now.

Today's Random Thought: L is the only letter in my alphabet.