it's raining paper..AHAHA....wait...where are the men? o-O

okay, i got the last of the scanned in bunch i did a little while back put up for eyeballs. they are just two rough sketches, but i always really liked them :3

then, i have a bunch of finished works waiting in my binder and an even larger amounts of WIPS that i am trying like hell not to add to eventhough my brain feels like it's full to the brim with ideas x_x HOWEVAH! part of the reason for the withholding was because my sketch book which had to be mutilated, as it was falling apart and the pages organized in a nice binder, and only had about six pages left after some erasing of never to be finished messes, which is now down to...four maybe...so i couldn't let myself do stuff incase something came up! ...yes...a drawing emergency T 3T ..it could happen. But, this evening, after a breakfast dinner at IHOP, we went and replenished my sketch pad stock! i know have two more replacements, as well as a larger horizontal drawing pad for bigger things! i don't know how on earth i will get any drawings from that online as it is almost twice as big as my scanner. -___- but, i will figure something out...even if i have to use magic and a phone camera. excited for it really, because i have some large scale drawing ideas in mind that i couldn't fit on my usual sketch pad page.

in better news, wait..i didn't give bad news. okay, hold on. *digs through enormous folder of life crap* alright then, so my laptop is ill. my guess is that it's terminal, longterm though at least, so i have time to revive it's health. from all the errors i get, all the time, i am betting now that it is indeed a hardrive problem rather than some sort of virus. i mean, your computer driver should not sound like it's puttering...like a little ball that came loose on a circlular, rotating thing with grooves that it bounces on. and according to the very few things i could find online in reference to my specific errors, they are ones that can lead to the evils of blue screens, random shut downs, etc. all things i am familiar with from my last laptop that killed itself as well. i seem to have some horrid technological curse upon me T_T all my stuff keeps screwing itself over.DX i am going to have to back up all my crap..AGAIN..so we can take it in, since it is very likely a wipe or new hardrive or something will have to be done/installed.

NOW, in better news, i have lost some weight!! FINALLY...it's not much really, but it's some and that makes me feel better because for once something turns out the way it should...it's is still, only a small amount, more noticable in my legs because of my bike riding and not my stomach so much which is where i prefer to get rid of T 3T stupid little belly pouch of evil. sooooooooooooo, yeah.

going to go do things now. and maybe some stuff.

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