Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

my choices-Part Two; mostly for me..but ENJOY

Here is Part Two, because of the stupid reasons as i mention in Part One below...T 3T

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Choice Six:

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I think i may cut out Choices Four and Five; and Choice Six is the one i am having the most decision troubles with. I realize you sweetlings may hardly, if at all, see the differences in the some of the multiple version choices, but i do and the slights are ones i see well and are stuck with choosing from.

Whelps, anywho, that is what i am in the middle of...then the stupid images had to be stupid...it's like there is an image limit. WHY, WHY....JUST...WHY...DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I POSTED AND DELETED THINGS!? SERIOUSLY!?

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UUUGGGHHHSSSS!!!! WHY EVERYTHING SO FRUSTRATING AND HARD?!

my choices-Part One; mostly for me..but ENJOY

This is Part One, because for some stupid reason the last images weren't showing up not matter what i did, so i had to break it down. Weird and frustrating. I am displeased, my darlings. >:C

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So, for no real reason other than perhaps for myself, i am posting my cut down options for my brand spanking new avatar! WOO!! *erratic and horrid dancing*

I posted the original for some to show the changes i made. Like how i fixed her hair; Rumiko Takahashi was often inconsistent, so sometimes Kagome's hair lacked some of the wave, and sometimes it didn't. I made the eyes stand out more too, just cause i wanted to. But then, i also wanted to show the thing i mentioned about Sesshoumaru's skin being orange. I mean, look at that nonsense, WHY THE HELL IS IT ORANGE?! FOR CEREAL!?

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Choice One:

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Choice Two:

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Choice Three:

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Choice Four:

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Choice Five:

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time for a little change, perhaps?

Sup minions, how goes things?

Yeah whatever about you, this is about me.

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..no, shhhhhh shhhhhhh....i didn't mean that *pets intensely* you know i love you darlings, you know it......*whispers* you know... > 3<

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Anyways! I decided to pop up to announce that i have been contemplating changing my avatar!! :O Yes, i realize that is a tiny, random, not really worthy of mentioning change, however i wanted to say something about something. It also shows my existence and i have been trying to be better with assuring all of ye that i am, in fact, alive.

I suppose i also felt this could be worthy of a post because i so very very VERY rarely change my avatar here, or anywhere really. When i find something i like i tend to stick with it for a good long while. That actually applies to nearly every aspect of my life. o-o For example, I own several articles of clothing, wear only a few constantly, and some of them have holes in them--the two pairs of shoes i wear regularly both have holes and are falling apart--but i still keep and wear them all because i heart them and they are technically in tact. Plus some aren't things i actually wear outside...often...

Okay enough of my sloppiness.

*ahem* Ever since theOtaku had its huge overhaul and got rid of myOtaku, i have had a total of TWO avatars. Yup, two. And now i felt like it was time to change, not sure why, but i just did and so i am going with the flow of my feels. One should always flow with the feels. Unless it is about things that could get you arrested, then you probably shouldn't. First you need to make sure you won't get caught, THEN go with it.

For a long while i maintained this site as one where i show my love through imagery for my second OTP, sebciel--sebastian and ciel from the anime kuroshitsuji--which you no doubt noticed considering the theme of this little world of mine. They have also been what my two avatars featured since the myOtaku change. HOWEVER, i am considering having a sesskag avatar. I will likely be altering my age-long maintaining of avatars and instead trying to have new ones a little more often, so i will likely switch between the two, or maybe even have some OTHERS. GASP! OH MY! WHAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY?! I know, i know, it is a daring and unexpected announcement from your beloved leader, but never fret, i have not been possessed nor infected with parasites that alter my very nature. I was sure to lock the cage more securely this time.

Since my decision I have been working on a few sesskag avatars that had been lingering sadly in my files, unloved and yearning to be used, and i feel like since i have done so, one of them deserves to be shown. Some i have actually done a lot of work on. Why do some people make the weirdest color changes on things? I mean, Sesshoumaru isn't orange, why is he orange? *eyeroll* No idea... Currently i am debating between several, some i have done stuff too, and some i haven't touched and just simply have. ... GAH! What shall i do, sweetlings? WHAT SHALL I DO!? IT IS SO HARD TO PICK!!!!!!

There are nine that i am contemplating, which i CAN cut down to four i think...but of those four, three have at least two versions to choose from--cause they were ones i messed around with--...so it seems as though there are even MORE choices to be made....

UUUGGGGHHHSSSSSS WHY SO HARD?!
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and being a llama just makes it harder!!

ALL PROFILE SKETCHES BE DONE NOW

alrighty tighty dearies! o 3o

As the title of this brief update post states, i have put up the final two profile sketches i had!! WOO!!!! So no worries, you needn't endure them any longer *pat* Though i know you obviously liked them still...right? RIGHT? I hope so...

While this is still an update on that, i wanted to take a moment to vent a little upset i felt in regards to a recent development on my deviantART account. Since i began uploading again i lost two followers, then gained one, then lost one; oddly enough while in the interim of not posting anything i gained a few, and now that i have gotten back to it i suddenly lost three.

Of course i am not going to stop posting these types of pieces whenever i have them, it is MY account and i will post what i want, however it still saddens me that the three that left may have done so simply because of this. I obviously enjoy my art for myself, but i also like to know others enjoy them as well. And while ups and downs of followers is not new or uncommon on any of my accounts anywhere where such a thing can be done, this particular instance just sort of bothered me simply because of what i just said. Not posting-> i gain some, then start posting again-> i lose some. It is a bit of a minor blow to oneself.

Now, in all honestly, it does not bother me immensely, and i do not begrudge whomever it was that left, it was their decision and everyone has their reasons. But regardless of those realities, the slight nudge is just a current irk within me.

Yeah...well, anyways! All that cerealness aside (yes, i meant to say 'cerealness'), back to the topic at hand!

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Uhhh, actually, that is pretty much it...o-o

Whelp, stay tuned my sweets, for there is more stuff to come!! Hehe, it's like i'm a channel...you love to watch my channel, don't you ;3

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yeah you do

EDIT!!!! WHAT SORT OF..WHAT.......WHAT?!

EDIT: DARLINGS, I AM GOING TO BE POSTING PIECES AS I SCAN THEM!!!

I am scanning about two every night right now (i'd do more if i could, but i don't have the time), and i have over 20, so it will take a little while to get them all, but as i scan things in i shall be posting pieces. Also, i have several that aren't technically 'finished,' like, they need hands and such...

...i always put off doing hands.........hands hate me...i love them and they hate me....
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...why hands....why........i love you so much....just let me love you......LET ME LOVE YOU....
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Soooooooo... of course, all of you dears must keep in mind that the majority of these pieces are doodles/practice sketches, and yes, there are a few more of my gradually becoming infamous profile sketches. Sorry not sorry. T 3T ...........................sorry....

YUP THEN!!! I shall update when there is more to ramble on *nod* ^-^

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OHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSH

SWEET LOVELY DELICIOUS MINIONS OF MINE

GUESS WHAT
YOU MUST GUESS...HAVE YOU GUESSED? GUESS!
GGGGUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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Okay? Okay. So, the other day my mother dearest and i FINALLY got to checking out the desktop computer (yeah, i know...FINALLY), and you will not BELIEVE what that damn thing did...that's right, IT RESPONDED! :O YUP! AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS THE FREAKIN THING ACTUALLY TURNED ON!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?! DO YOU!? yeah you do, you do my dears, yeah *pets in a slow, disturbing manner*

*ahem* However, just because the monitor turned on DOES NOT mean i trust it for even the tiniest of seconds T 3T This is probably the dozenth time this thing has done this (though not even close to this long), it is an ancient ten or so year old piece of evil incarnate and it has a horrible sense of humor if you couldn't tell. Ughs, all my unamusedness is palpable...

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yes, you see right, i would drop a cake just to express my immense distaste

BUT, anyways, i shall be going to try and get to scanning as much as i possibly can before this miraculous change in the universe screws me over again...if it hasn't already..........oh my gosh if it has i will develop and then have an aneurysm D:<
EDIT: nope, no worries, i just checked, it's still responding

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aaaahhhhhh...i am soooo wondrously pleased, my sweetlings o 3o
look, look at my joy!!!

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i cannot even express how greatly i needed this, guys...i really...really did...