@Aryia:

It going fine I guess, I feel tired all the frekin' time, lol! And when I earnrestly ask my brother or when I get extremely tired he always helps me so thats good :) but when I look good enough he never asks, lol!

@Hifsa:

That's a pity, perhaps ask him more? :P Dunno, I don't know him so I wouldn't know how to get him to help ^^
how is it going the last few days?

@:

It feels horrible! I'd really want a home of my own but I don't think that'll be the case so us girls here we pray for good in-laws, lol...I don't think I'll get a say in it because first of all I've never had much interaction with boys so I don't really know who I'd like to get married to...there are some cousins ofcouse but no way in hell will I marry any of them! I did used to have crushes but I've really liked someone enough to say that I want to marry him...Lol, I haven't been allowed to talk to boys and the only reason I'm allowed to sit here is because I pretend that it only about anime! I do wish I could move out and have my own life, but thats just novel stuff for me...

@Aryia:

I have a brither and he rarely helps, lol! I feel much better, thankyou :)

I ain't dead so internet isn't dead either :P haha

woah at one am? that's really late. Can't your siblings help out a bit as well? What also might help is just ask about it and talk about it - what your feelings are.

Anyways try and stay strong! Don't overwork yourself ^^

@Snowzi:

Poor us, lol...families just suck sometimes but they're all we have :) Thankyou :)

@AriaFlosh:

Or maybe they just need me too much, lol...And thankyou so much, I'm feeling alot better now...I've had to think about these things after reading all the comments and I've put so many things in perspective..Its amazing, how I felt so lost a while ago and now I'm feeling soo good, so thankyou

@:

Thankyou, I'm feeling much better :)

@:

There is actually no moving out in my situation, lol, it doesn't work that way in Pakistan/India/Bangladesh...For me it'll be something like this: I'll complete my degree in 4 years and I'll be arrange marriaged without even getting a job, or if some good family contacts us I'll be married before even getting a degree..Then I'll go into a house where I'll live with my inlaws and I'll cook and clean for them, then I'll have kids and have my intersts and career gone in thin air...I don't mind to arranged marriage or going into another home, what I mind is that I'll be tending after other people my whole life. I'll have to let my interests die, I'll have to think about others all the time! And these days when my mom is not around I'm realising all this, and right now it all seems too tough...But I'll get thru it...
And yeah, I can't see pis on TheO too, lol...The gbs in our internet bundle have finished, they'll be updated on the 1st...

@luicifers wife:

Yes, I know they depend on me too much *chuckles* I have tried ti warn them, but they don't listen, hehehe...Sometimes I wish, I didn't have to spoon feed them so much, no wonder they take advantage of me...
Thankyou so much for your comment, it made me feel so much better :)

just imagine if you Stopped doing what you where doing they would be soo lost with out you.
but they shouldn't use you i hate when that happens! and i dont want you to be used!
*hugs* hope everything gets better we are always here for you

I am incredibly sorry for you.
That really sucks, and I hope you get your drive back.
1AM, man, I couldn't imagine that!!!

Your Dad sounds *exactly* like my brother so I feel your pain, I have been left cleaning my kitchen until 1am because of him as well!
BIG hugs matey and hey you know how much you are loved here :3