I think it's about time I fixed this up haha.

Anyway, hey, whats up in the world of The Otaku? My real name is Chloe, I'm 18 years old and currently attending college. If I were to describe myself...I would say I'm a rather confusing person to get to know. I can be fairly shy and in other ways very social. If I don't like you, I don't like you so don't even try to get me to like you. If I like you, you're a friend for life unless you do something to really hurt me. But thats reasonable, right? with that being said, I should say that normally I'm very friendly to begin with. I always believe someone should at least be given a chance unless proven that they don't.

I love to draw, write, dance and listen to music. I have a deviantart and Furaffinity account for my artwork. If interested in seeing any of it, let me know.

I'm pansexual...if you want to call me bisexual because that's more comfortable for you, go ahead. I'm taken by my awesome boyfriend, Sam. He is Transgendered FtM and we're happy together. No, he doesn't have an account on here..but I thought I would share. I'm pretty straight forward, so if you want to know something you're welcome to ask. I have a TMI Tuesday world for that. You're also welcome to just write me a note. I'm normally easy to talk to.
Uhm...YEAH! haha, I think thats it for now.

Update I suppose

Hey guys,

Well I'm honestly surprised I haven't completely forgotten about this place. I still think about it occasionally. ANYWHO-thank you to those who wished me a happy birthday, I greatly appreciate it!

I had a fabulous birthday that included long walks on the beach with the boyfriend and family as well as exceptionally wonderful restaurants with lots of glasses of wine. It's definitely strange to be 21 haha.

Aside from that life has been BUSY. I am working a lot with art now, I just got into my dream school as well, so I am working lots and lots on transfer credits and housing information and so on and so forth. However, aside from being busy, things are very good!

My brother and sister in law are also expecting a child! I'm pretty excited to finally be an aunt!

Anyway-just wanted to post a quick update!

-Zenny

Me dressed up! >///<

yeah it's me....dressed up for a party...>////> ...

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my name on urban dictionary >.>

So yeah apparently this is what my name means.

1. Chloe

A friendly girl with a nice ass who is loved by everyone! She is a hot person, no girls have any problems with her and all the guys want to have hot, mad, steamy sex with her.
Chloe is so nice. She gets along with everyone
sexy delicious exciting nice happy

2. Chloe

A powerful name for a very spirited woman
Chloe’s tend to be very intelligent, witty, humorous and sensual. For some strange reason they have the most intense eyes you will ever fall into. Up to this point in time, there has been over 56 years of intense research into this phenomena; but even with the (some may say extreme) amount of resources and time spent on this quandary by the most brilliant minds of the modern age, there has been no feasible conclusion and a distinct lack of even hypothetical consensus as to how or why this breathtaking mystery occurs.
Any Chloe born under a fire sign; especially the dominant star (sun) sign of Leo will be a force to be reckoned with; while Bogans and other assorted scum will be uncontrollably drawn towards the power that is Chloe; unless they change their evil ways, they will be consumed by both the passion and fire that is inherent in these ethereal yet earthbound goddesses.
Do you ever get the feeling that there is more to life; that something is missing that makes you incomplete?
Do you feel it on a dark night; does it haunt the corners of your vision?
Is it on the tip of your tongue, but you just can’t quite identify what it is that is lacking from your meagre existence, the one thing that has always been missing?

So many questions; only one answer: Chloe

me again

Just another picture of me. Phones hiding my frown, hahaha. And yeah I don't really know what else to say except to not ask about the bandage thing on my hand. yeah I don't think i look all tha...

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Sorrow (song i made up)

I wrote it while i was upset and really sad so yeah....

The blood
the tears
the scars
the crying

the life
the sorrow
the pain
the dieing

wake up every morning, staring at the ceiling
swollen eyes pained by the feeling (the feeling)
of being alone (alone)
oh so damn alone (alone)

awake, I am, trying to act cool
the people around me smiling like its nothing.
What can I do?
I’m so lost and confused...
please help me~

The blood
the tears
the scars
the crying

the life
the sorrow
the pain
the dieing

Emotions so cold
i’m weaking
and crying

why wont someone help me~?

Alone, so cold, I feel like i’m dieing.
no one is here to hold me
sighing
I look up to the sky
and scream my lungs out
“I think i’m dieing.”

But no one is there
no one is there to hold me...
no one is there to guide me
my blood stained sleeves are revealing my secrets
the ones i try so hard to keep from everyone.
why wont someone help me~?

The blood
the tears
the scars
the crying

the life
the sorrow
the pain
the dieing