I think it's about time I fixed this up haha.

Anyway, hey, whats up in the world of The Otaku? My real name is Chloe, I'm 18 years old and currently attending college. If I were to describe myself...I would say I'm a rather confusing person to get to know. I can be fairly shy and in other ways very social. If I don't like you, I don't like you so don't even try to get me to like you. If I like you, you're a friend for life unless you do something to really hurt me. But thats reasonable, right? with that being said, I should say that normally I'm very friendly to begin with. I always believe someone should at least be given a chance unless proven that they don't.

I love to draw, write, dance and listen to music. I have a deviantart and Furaffinity account for my artwork. If interested in seeing any of it, let me know.

I'm pansexual...if you want to call me bisexual because that's more comfortable for you, go ahead. I'm taken by my awesome boyfriend, Sam. He is Transgendered FtM and we're happy together. No, he doesn't have an account on here..but I thought I would share. I'm pretty straight forward, so if you want to know something you're welcome to ask. I have a TMI Tuesday world for that. You're also welcome to just write me a note. I'm normally easy to talk to.
Uhm...YEAH! haha, I think thats it for now.

tagged by Mira and Lyn :P

Rule #1:

If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:

You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:

Tag 10 people
Answer Yes or No.
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list in Facebook ?

Yeah
Q: Been arrested ?

heck no!
Q: Do you like someone?

DUHH
Q: Held a snake ?

oh yeah
Q: Been suspended from school ?

nope, never
Q: Sang karaoke ?

yeah >////> hehe….
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do ?

yeah sadly
Q: Laughed until you started crying ?

all the time
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue ?

YUP
Q: Kissed in the rain ?

…>////> yeah
Q: Sang in the shower ?

>////>….you heard..NOOOTHIINNGG xD
Q: Sat on a roof top ?

Yeah, also made a snow cave on it too
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ?

not that I can remember.
Q: Broken a bone ?

yes
Q: Shaved your head ?

no
Q: Played a prank on someone ?

oh yeah
Q: Shot a gun ?

yeah, hunting (hated it but I was with friends who’s dad hunts)
Q: Donated Blood ?

no >.> too scared
Just be 100% truthful.
LAST PERSON THAT.
1. You hung out with ?

both mom and dad
2. You texted ?

Kobashi aka Baka Red aka Keyon XD
3. You were in a car with ?

my mom
4. Went to the movies with ?

family
5. Person(s) you went to shop with ?

mom
6. You talked on the phone ?

uh my friends mom XD
7. Made you laugh ?

tv
8. You hugged ?

mommy!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?

Moon
2. Winter or Fall ?

fall
3. Left or Right ?
LEFT
4. Sunny or rainy ?

rain all the way
5. Where do you live ?

USA
6. Club or pub ?

no
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?

of course
8. Do you want to get married ?

when I’m older
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it ?
twirl
10. What time is it ?
10:24 pm
11. Are you afraid of commitment ?

No
12. What is your greatest hope / wish ?

I have no idea XD
13. Do you cook ?

hell yeah!
14. Current mood ?

tired
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone ?

nah
2. Sang ?

Yep
3. Listened to music ?

every day
4. Danced?

oh yeah
5. Cried ?

yeah
6. Liked someone you can't have ?

possibly but not in the last 48 hours XD
16 FIRSTS
1. Who was your first prom date ?

my best friend sierra XD she had no date so she took me
2. Who was your first roommate ?

no one?
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time ?

never drank and I don’t plan on ever getting drunk
4. What was your first car ?

my moms, don’t have one of my own.
5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing ?

my friends memorial
6. Who was your first grade teacher ?

uhmm I believe her name was Maryelin
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane ?

uhhh Hawaii
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time ?

zero~
9. Who was your first Best Friend ?

CARLIE, AMBER and SIERRA
10. Who is your best friend ?

Not saying :P
11. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day ?
my brother
12. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid ?

My Uncles
13. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning ?

I went to take a shower???
14. First tattoo or piercing ?

Ear piercings when I was 8
15. First celebrity crush ?

harry potter (Danielle Radkliph (sp?) …don’t judge me >.>
16. First crush ?

his name was Zeevu XD no joke.

Now I tag…
Jobies AGAIN (you don’t have to do it XD)
Baka Red (oh yeah :P)
Lion
Amestar
Unknown14
LYN!!!
Otis!
MOLLY

new avi

I don't own it.
I found it on DA.
it was cute
i had to have it as my avi
his name...
Roi BilluKyu x3

thanks Baka red (<3) and Madi for helping me with the name

Poem: dreams

I lay awake staring at my ceiling..
The star stickers that light up my room seem so appealing...
Oh how i wish i could fall a sleep
And live in an ever lasting dream.....
A dream where war doesnt exsist
A dream where all my fears are washed away
A dream where everyone i love is safe
A dream where they will never go away....
One tear escapes my closed eyes for i know this is not real.
The dream i wish to live in is way too much unbelivable
Because the world is full of hate and madness
War and of course crisis...
But at least i can lay in my bed and dream of what ive always
Wanted.....

Short poem i created while getting ready for bed.
Good night.

tagged by jobro :P

1. First thing you wash in the shower? 
My hair for sure
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black and grey (I gotta find that thing >.>)
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yeah
4. Do you plan outfits?
Nope
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now: Heated and tired.
6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red?
uhhh a bandana
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? Uhm if I remember correctly it was about a mission I was on with someone about a whale .-.
8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Uh…nope
9. What are you craving right now?
Nothing
10. Do you floss?
sometimes
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
uhm….thanks giving
12. Are you emotional?
Yes, very
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Duh lol
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Lick it, can’t bite ice cream, teeth are too sensitive e.e
15. Do you like your hair?
uhhh…mmm idk
16. Do you like yourself?
not really idk.
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? NO
18. What are you listening to right now?
TV
19. Are your parents strict?
Not really
20. Would you go sky diving?
Uhm….maybe….
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
not really
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Not that I know of, well, does the president count? XD
23. Do you rent movies often?
cha, on my apple TV
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
No? o.o
25. How many countries have you visited?
2
26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Nah
27. Ever been on a train?
YES. so much fun!
28. Brown or white eggs?
white
29.Do you have a cell-phone?
yeah!
30. Do you use chop stick?
Yup
31. Do you own a gun?
hell no.
32. Can you use chop sticks?
yeah
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
parents ☺ watchin movies together~
34. Are you too forgiving?
Yeah, I am
35. What is your best friend(s) going to college and then back to their dorms.
36. Ever have cream puffs?
yeah they are delish
37. Last time you cried?
like, 20 minutes ago
38. What was the last question you asked?
Why isn’t it workin!? xD
39. Favorite time of the year?
I have no idea .-. I think it would have to be spring
40. Do you have any tattoos?
hell no
41. Are you sarcastic?
Yes
42. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
 no
43. Ever walked into a wall?
yes, especially when I’m not wearing my glasses
44. Favorite color?
Black
45. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes >.>
46. Is your hair curly?
YES VERY
47. What was the last CD you bought?
don’t buy cds XD
48. Do looks matter?
mmm no not really
49. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
f*ck no .-.
50. Is your phone bill sky high?
not that I know of
51. Do you like your life right now?
kinda
52. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Yeah
53. Can you handle the truth?
yeah
54. Do you have good vision?
no not really
55. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yeah
56. How often do you talk on the phone?
talk? not much, but txt…yeah I do a lot of that XD
57. The last person you held hands with? My mother I think .-.
58. What are you eating?
nothing
59.What is your favorite animal?
wolf
60. Where was your default picture taken at?
wtf
61. Can you hula hoop?
yup!
62. Do you have a job?
yes/no, if you call making art for people work
63. What was the most recent thing you bought?
hmm….a pair of jeans and a shirt
64. Have you ever crawled through a window? Yes many times.
Otis
Mira
Panda (frozenflamehearts)
I would tag jobro but she already did it XD

A New Dog...really?

Okay so I don't think i've ever been so unhappy about getting a new dog. Maybe its because My best buddy in the entire world just past away and i still miss him very very much. My mom and I always go into this pet store and look at the animals, you know, seeing what dogs we like for when we "Can" get a new one. A few weeks back i fell in love with this American Eskimo. Beautiful beautiful dog. I wanted her So so bad, but i know that my parents wouldn't let me get her PLUS my best buddy just died and it would of been too soon...

SO YESTURDAY my grandma walks in and falls in love with a peekapom....(pekanese mix with pomeranian) and of course...my mom buys it for her!! this little pup reminds me so much of my little buddy, i cry whenever i see it. But it made my grandma so happy, and she's been really miserable since my buddy died because she was close to him too. But still...i think it was too soon...

If anything i wanted a dog that didn't look much like him. plus she saw this dog once!! Idk, i'll get used to it eventually...but this ruins my chance of ever getting my own dog again till i'm 18 and out of the house.....