Well damn.
Since when did life get so, spirally?
Yes, okay, spirally.
Since when could you not trust anybody, because they always end up hurting you or someone you care about?
You know, at first I thought this person was okay, and I trusted this person with my friend's heart. But this person changed.
This person changed so much.
This person treated my friend like shit, me like shit, and every flaw that I found, I stuck with it as another way to hate this person.
I'm not going to mention any names besides my own. But all I know is my friend is broken, and it's really sad because I know that this time, I might not be able to fix my friend.
I should have said something, the minute I suspected it. But I didn't because I trusted this person and I thought this would all blow over and turn out okay.
Ha.
It has fully dawned on me that this isn't one of the stories I read or write, and it'll end up so much more badly then I hoped.
This is reality. And reality sucks.
I'm tired of liars, and I'm tired of putting my trust in somebody, only having them let me down in the end.
I thought I made it clear how much my friends means to me, and that this person really shouldn't have done that. This person should have came clean, but this person didn't.
This person ended it much worse then it should have ended.
That's one strike.
This person was being so hypocritical, and this person made me feel like shit even when I wasn't supposed to. Not to mention, this person broke my friend.
That's two.
This person lied, and possibly cheated. This person --that I trusted-- lost my trust.
Therefore; three.
As you know, I do have immense trust issues, and this person might never get my trust back.
Truthfully, you don't have to read this. It's just a meaningless rant. You don't have to comment, or try to make me feel better or anything like that. I just needed something to write in.
Hopefully, I can sleep tonight and have a good dream. Something that can keep me on a high for the day. Or at least act like it.
Good night.
Waffles &&Bananas
Jessica <3<3
