Welcome to my world!~ To start things off, a few things about me!~ :D

Name: Xenesis Marie Anotinette Abdul Zabeeb
Age: 1,313
Sex: Guess :P
dA: Xenesis13~~
Gaia: Ai-Reita-kun
Twitter: GilbertASDF
Tumblr: Xenesis13~

-I can't speak any other language except English.......(Though I'm working on Japanese >w< So far I can read most hiragana, and a few kanji...)
Recent quote(s) that I love :
And I have a minor case of Achluophobia/Nyctophobia, which is fear of the dark.
Current Theme Song: ???

-Fav Bands: Dir en grey~, My Chemical Romance, The GazettE, Mindless Self Indulgence, D=Out (Dauto), Miyavi, Malice Mizer, X Japan,LeATHERMØUTH, the Misfits <3, UnsraW,
Deadmau5,
Skrillex and on rare occasions, Gackt (CLICK TEH LINKS IF YOU DARE)

-Anime/Manga: DEATH NOTE, InuYasha, Full Metal Alchemist, Ouran High School Host Club, Naruto o-e;;, Bakuman, Hikaru No Go, Hetalia: Axis Powers/World Series, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Guilty Crown, and that's it |D

-Hates: DESU DESU YO, centipedes, saying the "s" in Illinois, iTunes, Gackt (sometimes), repetition, lectures, Illinois, boredom, politics, people only liking Invader Zim for Gir; "OMG GIR'S SO KAWAII DESU DESU!!!!1!!!@ONE!", Jersey Shore, fears of spider/bees/wasps unless you're allergic, time zones, not being able to help a friend, when bands I love disband, being depressed

- VGs: Kingdom Hearts, Batman, Pokemon: SS, The Sims2, Final Fantasy IV, Pokemon: Diamond, Pokemon: Black, Pokemon: Emerald, Pokeymanz: FireRed, Assassin's Creed

DUM SPIRO SPERO

.....Is now out.
Do have this lovely song~

OH LOOK, IT'S A MUSIC/WRITING MEME 8D

I was doing this at 12AM instead of studying for a very important final that I took today. XD

1. Pick a character, fandom, pairing, friendship, whatever. Mix n’ match and use two of ‘em if you want to!
2. Put on your music program on shuffle/random and start playing songs.
3. For each song, write something inspired by the song related to the theme(s) you chose earlier. You only have the song length. No pre-planning and no writing after the song is over. No skipping songs either.
4. Do 10 songs and post. Make sure to include the song name/artist.
Screw the rules; I’ll skip songs if I want to. B( And I’ll write about more than one fandom |DDD

~Without Stars by Basshunter~

“Cyyygggniiiiii!!!!!” Gilbert whined.
“What?” replied a quiet, calm voice as its owner opened an eye in response. Gilbert had awoken Cygnus from his slumber, and Cygnus wasn’t too happy about it.
“Come outside with me, Cygni!” the blonde with rainbow coloured bangs jumped up and down enthusiastically as he practically shouted the words. Cygnus groaned and rolled over. Gilbert sighed and dragged Cygnus outside, even though Cygnus was just in his pajamas. Cygnus let out a yell of protest. He tried to escape and run back into his room, but Gilbert wouldn’t let him.
“Look up there, Cygni!” Gilbert said. Through the dark sky, all of the constellations could be seen. Right as Gilbert pointed, shooting stars streaked through the sky. Cygnus got up and smiled, happy to enjoy the moment wi

~Bounce by System of A Down~

“Dude, check out mah new ride!” yelled Gangsta Steve as he drove up in his monster truck.
“BRO, THAT CAR BE FLY AS HECK.” said Shanequa, flailing madly. Gangsta Steve pulled her up, and then proceeded to drive the car up a ramp, and through a flaming hoop. Afterwards, he proceeded to get out, taking off his shades.
“Steve that was the best ride, EVAH.” Shanequa exclaimed in happiness.
“Thanks, babe.” Gangsta Steve replied, hugging Shanequa with his manly arms.

~Kyomu No Naka De No Yuugi by Malice Mizer~

A loud crash of thunder woke her up. She jolted up, panting at the nightmare she had. But little did she know that the nightmare was real. She was in a Victorian style room, with dark wood paneling and a blood red carpeted floor. The bed she slept on had dark blue dressings. In the corner of her elegant room stood a figure, his bright red eyes shining through the shadows, watching her. She stared back. He spoke.
“Why do you exist, girl?” the dark voice, presumably belonging to the eyes said. The girl answered.
“To live, of course.” a voice like a bell resounded through the room.
“I doubt you have a reason for existing.” he stepped out of the shadows. He was a tall, pale man with virtually no hair and bright red eyes. The suit and top hat that he wore was quite exquisite. He walked closer to the girl. The girl looked up at him, and then sprang up from the bed, running into the hall.
The hall looked nothing like the room, being all stone and a dark grey colour. As she ran, she heard a maniacal laugh echoing from behind her. She let out a scream of terror, and ran faster, but no matter how hard she ran, she heard the footsteps behind her growing closer.
The man stood there, licking the blood off of his fingers. His dark deed was finished, for the girl was no more. Now there was no one standing in his way for world domination. He laughed a deep, resounding man laugh, full of evil. Then he swiftly walked away to his chamber to plot.

~Pet by A Perfect Circle~

James stood over his younger sister, Victoria. The world had fallen to ruin, devastated by wars. Even his own house had almost been demolished. But no matter what, he would not let her worry about the world. Victoria stirred in her sleep, and proceeded to open her eyes.
“J-James. . .”, her voice was tremulous as she spoke.
“Yes?”
“I had a bad dream….”
“Poor baby. . .” he said soothingly and full of sorrow. James then proceeded to hug his sister, comforting her. “Just go back to sleep Victoria. I won’t let the boogeyman get you.”
“But…”
“But what? , are you doubting your brother?” he almost chuckled.
“. . . Nothing, I’m glad I still have you, Jamsie.” she hugged him once more, and then snuggled back under her blanket, hugging a teddy bear. James smiled bitterly and tucked Victoria in, kissing her forehead.
“I wish I could annihilate all the bad guys….but that won’t happen. I can’t keep you safe forever, Victoria.” he said to her small, sleeping form. “You’ll have to learn the truth sometime, even I can’t prevent that. “
“Good night, Victoria.”

~New Perspective by Panic! At the Disco~

No matter what, Sho was determined to make this year the best year of his life. He was a senior who recently changed schools because of more than a few misbehavoiurs. He strode confidently through the halls, but none of the kids there bothered to even look at him. They were too busy watching Gackt, the king of the grade. He had everything; money, power, and the girl who almost every boy wanted as his girlfriend.
But one day, Sho managed to spite Gackt. Sho scored higher on a test, which disrupted the natural order in the school. It was unheard of to stage up to Gackt’s grades. In the halls after that class, Gackt pushed Sho against the wall and pinned him there.

“Just who do you think you are, twerp?”

“Someone smarter than you!!” Sho delivered a swift kick to a sensitive area which sent Gackt to the floor. After that, everyone in the school respected Sho. Gackt’s girlfriend left him for Sho, who she found a lot more attractive and

~Wretches and Kings by Linkin Park~

“And you’ve got to tell them to stop and make yourself be heard, otherwise the machine will be prevented from running!” a voice shouted. Kyon punched the air to emphasize his words; a crowd cheered in response. Kyon was the leader of the Rebels. The government had taken over years ago and exterminated everyone who retaliated. Everyone except for Kyon and his friends, that is. Over the years, Kyon had been resisting. He was now the Most Wanted Child in the whole United States.
He fondly recalled what happened the last time he encountered a government agent. He had killed the poor man out of pity, and written on the wall:
“Wretches and Kings,
We come for you.”
But now was not the time for remembrance, now was the time for action.
“FRIENDS, TONIGHT WE OVERTHROW THE GOVERNMENT!” he shouted. He pointed a finger towards the main building, and jumped off of the stool, and led the crowd at a run towards the building. He was not going to stop for anything.

~White and Nerdy by Weird Al~

Gangsta Steve was the most fly guy you could ever meet. He had turntables, apple juice, a girlfriend, and a fancy car. He could even speak Klingon. As he was driving his pimpin car to the library, he saw an old woman in the middle of the intersection. He swerved to avoid her, and nearly ran into the skyscraper next to him. When he reached the library and was walking inside, he ran into that same woman.
“Yo grandma, move it.”
“No sir, you ‘move it.’,” she replied in a firm voice.
“Lady, you be messin up mah swag to the highest de-gree!”
“Then go take your ‘swag’ somewhere else, mister.”, she replied haughtily. Gangsta Steve gave her a look of disbelief and adjusted his hat to look more gangst

~I’m Not Okay, I Promise by My Chemical Romance~

Gilbert strolled through the campus. He was on his way to his very first group counseling session. He was very proud of it, of course. To earn it, he had insulted the whole class and then proceeded to fake having a mental breakdown. He would do anything to get out of English class. Opening the door, he proceeded to sit down next to a teen with shoulder-length black hair and black, soulless eyes. Gilbert guessed he had depression.
Other kids were there too, one had rainbow hair and was there for an addiction to alcohol.
“So guys, what’cha say we blow this joint and go mess with the English teacher’s head a little?” Gilbert smiled sadistically.
The boy with the rainbow hair sprung up, “Count me in!”
The black hai

~Kyuumin –Oyasumi- by UnsraW~

Yuuki was laying in his room, looking out the window. The lazy buzz of the cicadas surrounding the house drowned out the sounds of the bustling afternoon. It was hot, July day with plenty of sun. There had been no rain in weeks. Worst of all, Yuuki hadn’t heard from his girlfriend, Sayui in weeks.
Rolling over, Yuuki got up lazily from his bed to check his phone. He turned it on, and saw a text from Mana:
“Sayui was found dead today.
Sorry
-Manaaa~”
Yuuki stared wide-eyed at the phone, tears beading at the corners of his eyes. They very soon fell down. The sound of the cicadas grew quieter. The whole world seemed to stop.
A bird landed on his window sill and chirped at him, almost as if it was Sayui’s spirit telling him not to cry. Yuuki threw one of his shoes at the bird angrily.
“Get outta here! Why are you so happy when something so horrible has happened?!
TELL ME!!!!” he yelled. He wiped his eyes, and then threw the other shoe out the window.
The shoe landed in the neighbor’s yard, but Yuuki didn’t care. He didn’t care about anything anymore. His beloved Sayui was dead. Why should everything be so happy?! It infuriated him beyond belief. He looked out the window at the sunset. The light from the sun was bright, but saddening. Twilight soon fell.
The next day, a boy was found dead in his room, the note next to him reading:
“Bury me next to my love, Sayui.
Oyasumi nasai.”
A smile was on his face; his eyes were wide open, lifeless and glassy.

~Drain Away by Dir en grey~

Mana looked out the window at the tree that was sitting there. Ever since he had received the news that two of his best friends had died, life just didn’t seem the same anymore. It had been six months, but he could still feel the emptiness in his heart. The tree outside his window sat there, covered in snow. Mana envied it. All it had to do was just sit there. It didn’t have to deal with two of its best friends dying, passing school, getting a girl to hook up with him for the prom, or any of that stuff. It’s only care was photosynthesis.
Mana shook his head. Thinking about things like this wasn’t very good for him. Dwelling in the past got him nowhere. He picked up his phone, going to text Yuuki, but remembered that he and his love were together right now. They would always be together, no matter what Mana said against it.
He walked out of his room and into the living room, turning on the TV and sitting cross legged on the couch. He flipped through the channels, but nothing interested him anymore. He watched his older sister walk through the room, blinking his glassy black eyes at her. Nothing could interest him. He was dead on the inside, just like his best friends.

Emotional Super-Early Morning.


I started crying near the end, and was shaking from trying not to cry throughout the video....
Poor Kyo........He shouldn't have to cry....
You can even tell that he's upset at the beginning because of how his voice sounds like he's suppressing crying, and same with the breathing.

Sick Day~

I took today off from school for a doctor's appointment. And, as it turns out, I woke up to Namamekanshiki Ansoku, Tamerai Ni Hohoemi by Diru. The unplugged version, which is just beautiful <3 So after having cereal for breakfast instead of waffles, I got ready for teh day. So by the time we were driving there, I thought I was gonna go insane with anxiety, so I kept listening to Comical by Kuroyume on repeat. No, it wasn't effective. At all. The only thing it did was get the rhythm of the song stuck in my head.

So after that, I found out that I have dermatitis, and that I'm 5'2" instead of 5'1". And that I don't have to go to school until Monday. LIFE = MADE, MAN. So for the rest of the day, I just kinda lounged around watching TV shows such as Looney Tunes, Pokemon: DP Sinnoh League Victors, Spongebob, and Arthur. It was so entertaining, man. Especially since I noticed that Bugs Bunny had a Jersey/NY accent. Yes, it made my day. And I got to see Wiley Coyote and Road Runner. 833

Too-Hot Tuesday.

SERIOUSLY, IT'S 88 FREAKING DEGREES. XWX AND AFTER WEEKS OF BEING IN THE 50S, IT'S TORTURE, MAN. ESPECIALLY IN MY NON-A/CD SCHOOL.

SO I WAKE UP, AND I HEAR.....nothing. I forgot to put my music on before I went to bed. QAQ So I drag myself outta bed and get ready for the day~ While walking to teh bus stop, I'm plagued by SUNSHINE. DDD8 And there's virtually no shade. Not to mention that Happeh!Kuroyume music is blaring, and my mouth is numb. So yeah, I felt pretty delusional. ON the bus I did my Engrish homework. ALL of it. XDDD ANd then I stared out the window while choosing between Dauto, Diru, and Kuroyume~

In English we just kinda.....existed. In math we took an hour-long test. I finished early so I organized mah binder/backpack, and then read some. Then I went down to band, and all the band-people in my grade went up to the auditorium, and performed for whoever showed up. It was pretty full. During the last song, a Queen medley, everyone was doing the wave and swaying. I was waiting for someone to flip out their cell. THEN WE HAD LUNCH. I had nothing to do, so I actually ate something, and then me, Jackson, and Taylor decided to be crazy. Jackson said that we should go to a mental hospital.~ IN SCIENCE, we had fifteen minutes to work, so I got to do the rest of my science homework in it, cause I left it at home. THen we were talking about medical stuff. It was pretty interesting. Then in fifth hour I went to history.~ Me and Abby S talked a lot in it. XDD Then in Spanish, we moved back to our alphabetically arranged seats. Now I have to sit next to Valentino >3> And then we saw some other school bands perform |D The bus was full of lulz, too. Then I came home, collapsed on my bed due to heat, and then we went to....THE CONCERT.

We watched the band before us play, and criticized the sound. It was so flat. :| Then we went up. We got plenty of applause, but no wave or swaying. D: Then the higher-grade band went up. Me and Doug then joked around about a "flutinet", and then an "oboet". Jessica, who played the oboe, almost died. Then the Jazz Band played. Jackson went up&played guitar, and Doug played keyboard. They were awesome, man. Then I grabbed some water after putting away mah clarinet, and we came back~ And I was pretty tired, so I play my iPod, and the song that's playing, it's about halfway done, is "Jack the Ripper", and it's on the line, "And oh, you look so tired/Mouth, slackened wide". It was so lulzy.