- Created By stars go bye
"The Fulfillment of My Every Dream"
I love you. I love you so much that I didn't think it was possible, at least not for me. It's this strange swelling inside of me that just grows and grows. I don't even know how to deal with it and then I start crying. It's not an upset feeling, it's like I just get so filled with happiness and thankfulness and Blessedness from God that he would let someone as amazing as you come to me and love me so much. You really see me. You really notice me. You take in all of me and you're okay with that, it just makes you love me more. How is that even possible? You take my flaws and turn them into something good. You accept me for who I am and you still choose to love me like you do.
I didn't know that this could really happen. Like I said before, I guess it could, but I never thought that it would ever happen to me.
You told me that I was the answer to your prayers and the fulfillment of your every dream. Your timing is always so perfect because I was just beginning to discover that about you. There have always been little things in my life that someday I would want to do with the person I love. This was always just a passing thought though, but what matters is that I did think about it. Little things, like "someday I would want to do this with him", or "it would be nice if he was like this or if he liked this". The more time I spend with you, and the more I get to know you, I begin to realize that you are all those things I've ever thought about.
Who knew that those passing thoughts were actually prayers that God heard and that one day would fulfill?
Sometimes when I wake up, I still have to make sure that it's all real. And then I get this feeling all over again knowing that it's more than just a dream. That my wishes have finally come true.
God has truly given me the desires of my heart, just like He said He would. The funny thing is that only now am I beginning to allow myself to realize those very desires.
Thank you so much for loving me, and know that I love you so so much, and that I thank God every day for you.
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