In the Moment.

The other night as I was laying in bed I began to wonder about many things in life, as I do many other nights. It was dead silent in my room as I just layed awake. And then I heard something like a moth flapping its wings above me against my wall.

This got me thinking about bed bugs. I began to feel all itchy all around my legs, even though nothing was there. And then, I begun to think of the many black widow spiders that roam around my house....on the outside of course. But knowing me, I placed myself in a situation as if I was a feast for the black widows. Eventually, it really felt like a spider was crawling around on my legs. Something like this is very possible I believe but yet, the chances of such a thing as Im about to discuss happening, are very slim. Now then....

I started to really worry... I mean, it could seriously happen at any moment....a black widow places itself upon my legs, and gives me a nice bite.

Yup, Im a goner. Then, I was thinking about how my next hours or even minutes would play out.

I love spiders, dont get me wrong, and to be honest, I wouldnt mind....dieing in such a way. Thats why I kept my cool and was able to still sleep well...not because I knew the chances were near 0 percent. And besides, Im not ready to pass on yet. Theres still a few things I wouldnt mind accomplishing in life first. And besides, if that was to happen, I would ruin a certain someones life. And what kind of person would that make me? ....Exactly.

Im a very optimistic person in general. But I love to think about death and all of its glory and aspects. Well I could go on and on but I have a world specifically for this kind of talk.

Well, that'll due for now. I just thought I'd enlightened some on the matter that is me. Maybe if you put aside the whole death factor in this post, you will find some answers to any questions you might've ever had about me. But use that factor to your advantage if you may. Well, now Im just rambling on.
With the current time being 12:19 am. when the is being written, I feel its still appropiate to say good night all.

Good night, sleep tight, dont let the..bed bugs bite.

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