- Created By SirLawliet
Of Sleeping and Disappearing.
This is a random posting at nearly 1:30 in the morning on the matter that I cant sleep. Theres only one explanation. And with the truth, its something I dont mind. In saying this, the reason I cant sleep is perfectly fine by me. I'll just lay up all night thinking about her. But I know I'll fall asleep sooner or later.
I think I'll now write something I wrote in a post that didnt get published because of an image file size a few days ago. Will contain thematic elements...I think.
Okay, so the other day my parents freaked when they learned I wanted to stay at otakon all 3 days. I immediatly broke out in tears. I thought that was the end of it. No Otakon for me. Well, things have changed, and I might just be going after all. I still need to register though. But on that night, I was feeling the worst ive ever felt, in terms of depression. Now, I know people dont want to hear what I have to say concerning these matters, but I feel I still need to vent and in doing so, for those who want an idea of what kind of person I am...well....here you go.
In many ways I feel I dont deserve life. I can think of so many reasons why I wouldnt mind vanishing off of the face of the Earth. But I wont do such a thing...dont worry. My reason for being is all I need. I have but one reason for staying. And in time, you might just learn what that reason is. But not here...not right now.
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