- Created By SirLawliet
Finality.
I've finally got up some eCards! Many more to come! Yeah, I finally got the sizing the file down! I still need to write more of my stroy, Shores of Edlyn! Ughgh! I keep procrastinating....along with some videos I should be making. Once again...I ask for your forgiveness.
Thats it for now!
.love//razor
I...don't know where to begin with this post for a change...but I needed to post something. So much going on in my mind right now, as usual, but something isn't right. I needed to post something because I feel this is a great place to just vent, as they like to say. Im not asking for a shoulder or any kind of advice, or attention from anyone. Another reason for this post and others alike is just for the sake of writing and finding ways to enhance my own writings...Yes, I love writing, and therefore, in every little thing I write, I observe my style. I feel we all have our own style and theres always room to bring it closer to perfection and yet, never achieving such a stage, however, it is not a waste of time. That was one huge run-on sentence.
THE ACTUAL POST
(No, Billy, thats to graphic to write, not to mention depressing.)
(No its not Billy, its not depressing, its just expressing how far I would go...)
(Whatever man, thats on you)
Hello fellow otakus. Sorry about all that. Anyway, lately, (Don't do it Billy, Im warning you)
(Would you be quiet already?!)
Sorry people, maybe next time.
Ehh, nevermind. Enough of my nonsense.
.gasp!//memory
I just remembered.... I have stories I should be writing. I completely forgot I was writing some fanfics. Time to get back to work....actually....I think Im gonna make some OC bio's for Shores of Edlyn. Expect those to be posted within the next day or two along with the complete part 2.
Alas, I would like to apoligize to some people I have promised to make some videos for.... I have not forgotten about them or YOU. I will create these videos real soon. I promise. In the meantime, please don't think of me as a jerk. Its not like, Im choosing not to make them....for the most part, I procrastinate, then its either my work that gets in the way or my parents.. Ahh, I shouldnt be blaming anyone but me. Anyways, take care. And keep your eyes open.
In the Moment.
The other night as I was laying in bed I began to wonder about many things in life, as I do many other nights. It was dead silent in my room as I just layed awake. And then I heard something like a moth flapping its wings above me against my wall.
This got me thinking about bed bugs. I began to feel all itchy all around my legs, even though nothing was there. And then, I begun to think of the many black widow spiders that roam around my house....on the outside of course. But knowing me, I placed myself in a situation as if I was a feast for the black widows. Eventually, it really felt like a spider was crawling around on my legs. Something like this is very possible I believe but yet, the chances of such a thing as Im about to discuss happening, are very slim. Now then....
I started to really worry... I mean, it could seriously happen at any moment....a black widow places itself upon my legs, and gives me a nice bite.
Yup, Im a goner. Then, I was thinking about how my next hours or even minutes would play out.
I love spiders, dont get me wrong, and to be honest, I wouldnt mind....dieing in such a way. Thats why I kept my cool and was able to still sleep well...not because I knew the chances were near 0 percent. And besides, Im not ready to pass on yet. Theres still a few things I wouldnt mind accomplishing in life first. And besides, if that was to happen, I would ruin a certain someones life. And what kind of person would that make me? ....Exactly.
Im a very optimistic person in general. But I love to think about death and all of its glory and aspects. Well I could go on and on but I have a world specifically for this kind of talk.
Well, that'll due for now. I just thought I'd enlightened some on the matter that is me. Maybe if you put aside the whole death factor in this post, you will find some answers to any questions you might've ever had about me. But use that factor to your advantage if you may. Well, now Im just rambling on.
With the current time being 12:19 am. when the is being written, I feel its still appropiate to say good night all.
Good night, sleep tight, dont let the..bed bugs bite.
