- Created By SirLawliet
Mandatory Post.
Okay, so I just seen this commercial on a DVD I just bought. I've seen it many times before on T.V. and I thought I would post it. Its a serious commercial and one of the greatest of all commercials I've ever seen.
Success.
I have finally got the filesizes down for creating wallpapers and as you might've seen, I've already created one...MY FIRST ONE EVER! And its not actually too bad. Im quite proud, really. Expect more but not as frequent.
On another note, my hours at work starting this week have been cut. Im down to three days a week. Therefore, expect to see more creations of mine more often.
I'm not sure if I mentioned this, but that Death Note AMV that I made audio gets disabled when I upload it to YouTube..therefore it will be a while before yous will be able to see it.....
I will be working on another Bleah AMV sometime soon. So keep your eyes open for that. Also, I'm finally getting around to writing more in my story, Shores of Edlyn.
Next order of business. I will be creating a new world soon. But this one will be dedicated to my favorite band...and hopefully I can make it the official world of this band here on theO. Im pretty sure there isn't any world for them on here.
And can someone tell me why Disney is doing what thier doing!?!
My Greatest Apology.
In general, Summer is officially over. Though, for me, even as it was very eventful, it was the worst summer over....and the worst period in my life.
I have screwed so many people over and my lack of communication is to blame.
As a result it seems I have cut off communication with those whom I speak of.
I should've known better. It feels like I've destroyed so many friendships. I need to fix things yet for some reason, fear restrains me. Right now, I am facing the biggest regret of my life and its a different story then what I've been speaking of. No, I have not given the specific details of those events/situations throughout the summer. Theres no need for that. But right now, as I said, Im facing my biggest regret yet. This time, it might play out to be quite a challenge to change things....resulting in yet, another screw-over....and yet I would feel content.
What kind of human am I? I never dreamed of my life becoming such a nightmare.
I really need to get my life in order. But as it seems, I would have to slightly go against who I am in order to do so. And in all honesty, I dont want to. Who I am as a human isn't all that bad despite what I've said before.
In fact, the human that I am is much different than many others, Im sure, and in all reality, I am given great qualities that many humans do not possess.
Forgive me for using the term 'humans' so much. I really don't like to be labeled as a human...seriously. And therefore, I wish to be under a different classification. Thats not to be taken humorously. In my reality (we all have our own), I am embarrased to be a human. I know I cannot escape this human I am and its fate.
Those who have read this far, if you are concern with these matters I speak of, I mean no offense. And I know for a fact, you to, are different. The people on here are one of a kind and you's are the first I would come to for any guidance. No, Im not asking it for it now.
I'm only posting this to vent and because whenever I write about the serious things in life that bother me, I tend to feel better, as I do now. But I dont know how I can forgive myself. Please know that I am not posting this for attention.
In time, I will find my answers and face the difficulties in this life.
Take care everyone. Peace.
The Entry
Greetings. The name is William. Nicknames include: Billy, Bill, Will (I'd rather you not), Gelus, Sir William, Sir Gelus, the Gelus one, B, Billium, and my newest one....Liam. But lets just stick with Billy. I'm not to fond of that name but it'll do. Where to start? Hmm....most important... Im drug-free for life. ^_^ I have many dreams, goals, ambitions, whatever you want to call them. I'd like to be a movie producer/editor someday. Maybe even a film-maker. Its mostly the same thing. I also want to get into voice acting. I love to write, and I'll write anything: lyrics, stories, etc. My all time favorite anime is Fullmetal alchemist. Favorite manga is Death Note. Im into yuri. :P
Kannazuki No Miko rocks! Even though its only two volumes. The anime isn't too bad. The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya is rapidly rising to becoming a huge favorite of mine.
I have the greatest friends in the world. I'd take my own life before losing any of you. You people are like 'family' to me. A family that for once can understand me. Which brings me into another thing I feel I should get across.
Many people do not understand me. And obviously, there must be something wrong there because the majority of society will critize me for who I am. However, I can assure you, there is nothing wrong with who I am. No, Im not perfect. No, Im not normal, but thats not a problem. "Yes, but normal isn't happiness."
If you have ever been called weird in your life...just once, we can be great friends. :) If you can't understand what Im trying to get at, well...shame on you. Im afraid it would be difficult to make your aquaintance.
I think that pretty much sums up who I am. If you curious about anything else, just ask. I have nothing to hide, so I'll speak my mind.
