THIS IS WHERE I TALK ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE AVERAGE IN MY LIFE. OR RANDOM THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I THINK SHOULD BE HERE. ENJOY YOUR STAY.
- Created By Tsutsumi24
F**k it.
My ex boyfriend is moving. Far away. In two friggin weeks. And i still...well, I still love him. We had already planned everything. Marriage through eloping together...devotion to one another...stuff like that before he dumped me. And we were starting to get close again. I had hopes. Hopes that he would realize that he does want to be with me. Because, he in fact, does. But now he's moving. And he isn't sure if it's going to be for good or just temporary. I cried when I found out. Everyone I know, everyone I'm close to, is moving far away. It hurts. Maybe it's my fault...? I don't know anymore. So I'm saying f**k it. I'm so freakin done. i dont want to be close to anyone anymore. F**K IT.
~TsUmI~
Diagnosed...
Okee dokee. So Tsumi went to the doctors to find out what was wrong with her. She was sick for three weeks, so...that means it's time to see a doctor usually, right? Well...Tsumi is less worried now, cos she found out what she has. It's just Bronchitis. She was given some antibiotics to take and an inhaler for when she has coughing fits. So she is okay now...she guesses. I'm sure it will go away soon if I get lotsa rest and just keep taking my antibiotics. And hopefully my fitness for life teacher doesn't bitch at me. I got a doctor's note, but...I dunno with this one. She may very well be from one of the darkest, most fiery pits of hell. She might actually...truly be...evil incarnate. O.o Anyways, that's just an update...and...an insight to one of my teachers...evil incarnate, I swear. Well. Tsumi is going to end this post...cos I fear that my boyfriend and my "daughter" (close friend) are both going to yell at me soon for not starting on my work. Bai bai nao!!!
~TsUmI~
Sick
Tsumi is not okay. She has been sick with a horrid cough for two weeks now. She doesn't know what is wrong. But today she couldn't breathe because she was coughing so hard. She also threw up. Tsumi isn't sure what she should be doing, whether it be go to the doctor or not. But it hurts her to breathe. And her parents caught her dating early. But she talked it over with her parents and it's all good. No grudges. She is not leaving her boyfriend, though. She doesn't care right now. She is learning, so...But anyway. Yeah. Tsumi thought she would update on her life and all that. At this moment, Tsumi is waiting for her stepdad to come and get her from the school. Tis lunch hour anyway. So...yeah. Tsumi will say bye bye now. Bye bye.
~TsUmI~
Schoolness
Tsumi is now in school again!!! YES!!!! And no. At the same time. Tsumi wishes she could still just lay in bed relaxing, but she has to focus in school now because she is trying to get really good grades this year. She is in a japanese class, which she is very happy about doing. So far she has learned quite a bit. She can tell someone her name, where she lives, how old she is, what she likes, she can say certain different things.....it all depends. Haha, and I know how to say that I am a pen. Watashi wa pen desu!!! Lols. Well, Tsumi is in a class right now, so she should probably be going now, but she loves you all still very much!!! LOVE LOVE!!!
~TsuMI~
Unreasonable missing...
Okay...Tsumi is really depressed right now...She recently lost an old family pet to cancer, and misses that pet...and she misses her little brother a lot. It has been almost 6 years now since she has seen him last. And her papa doesn't keep contact with her anymore.
Tsumi is also...in a manner...single again. Yay. What fun. Ugh. She is so done with the whole guy thing...so exhausting...
She has been writing songs lately. Angry sad songs. And she really truly honestly wants to die right now. She has been thinking this a lot lately.
School starts soon for Tsumi....meaning less updates...and more drama and problems...so if Tsumi DOES manage to update every now and again and seems like she is having a really sh***y life as of late, then she probably is...
Tsumi has been drawing a lot, but still has yet to submit anything...sorry...still no scanner...I do look forward to sharing my art though...honest...
Tsumi wants to get a bunch of goth lolita outfits and dark makeup and dye her hair black with maroon streaks...yes...fun...
well....Tsumi had better be off...she has to go update her deviantart...love love...
~tsumi~
