My ex boyfriend is moving. Far away. In two friggin weeks. And i still...well, I still love him. We had already planned everything. Marriage through eloping together...devotion to one another...stuff like that before he dumped me. And we were starting to get close again. I had hopes. Hopes that he would realize that he does want to be with me. Because, he in fact, does. But now he's moving. And he isn't sure if it's going to be for good or just temporary. I cried when I found out. Everyone I know, everyone I'm close to, is moving far away. It hurts. Maybe it's my fault...? I don't know anymore. So I'm saying f**k it. I'm so freakin done. i dont want to be close to anyone anymore. F**K IT.
~TsUmI~