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aww. you shouldnt be felt as a burden! i wish i could help you out. yeah i dont listen either and the day i wrote this post i was feeling a lot of emotions haha but trust me cutting yourself is bad and i would never XD

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

okies XD see ya

@TrinityLight:

aw.. D: i have to leave now, my mom's getting her haircut!! 8D soo we can chat later!! :3

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

uhmm...it doesnt matter XD

@TrinityLight:

at your chat! xD or, here if u want! lol

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

yay XD where?
mwhah

@TrinityLight:

idk...chat? D:

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

yesh XD so now what?

@TrinityLight:

baaaaack!!! XD

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

okies haha yay lunch XD

@TrinityLight:

lets chat!!! :D lol after i eat lunch!!!! XD

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

yayyy haha XD

@TrinityLight:

yeah maybe they will!!! :D

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

haha maybe if you go on and they see how fun it is they will too XD

@TrinityLight:

yeah they said they don't want to go on one. loooooooool if they do they scream or something xDDD it would be funny >:D

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

why are they scared to go on too?

@TrinityLight:

Im sure i will xD LOL, i don't know about my sisters.. xD

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

yay hah i hope you have a lotta fun XD

@TrinityLight:

OK..now im ttly going on a rollercoaster! lol, next time i go to an amusment park xD lol.

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

yes deffinatly and i didnt even get like a sick throwy uppy feeling either and i went on one of the twisty turny ones XD

@TrinityLight:

really? D: i should go on one then!! XD

@KawaiiPinkPanda:

haha i know before that i hadnt been on one either it was soo much fun XD

Aww sorry to hear that TT~TT I don't hate you!! D: Don't cut yourself. >.< It won't help, it'll just hurt you! x.x Lol, reading manga helps me too, going outside or listening to music. =]

Going to an amusmentpark sounds fun!!! XD a water park, and rollercoasters?! O= awesome... *-* i never been on a rollercoaster xD im to scared..lol. i think i might fall off. xD

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yeah your so right. *sigh* i have to face my problems to get them out of the way but i cant now because the problem im having isnt talking to me and no not like im seeing things but like if i called she wouldnt talk to me she would just avoid me and let her best friend talk on the phone.

@Mizukage:

haha yeah well i know that sucks theres no where around here to learn that. i really need to get rosetta stone ahha i bet that would help my friend says that they have it at her library and she knows quite a lot all i know how to say is yes and how are you. haha.

This is turning into a chatroom, haha :D

I wanna learn Japanese badly. Right now I'm self-teaching myself. I can say there's remarkable progress since the time I started, but it's really slow. I managed to complete 4 Naruto games in Japanese so far, lol (as in 100% completion, hehe :P) Knowing Chinese beforehand really helps for me ('cause that way I understand most of the Kanji I read).

Funny thing is, I can't even form a single sentence in Jap, nor utter a single sentence in Jap! All I can do is read, and sometimes write. I guess in the end I still need real classes... but I hardly have the time nowadays.

Now I'm rambling >_> I need to go somewhere now so I won't be replying. It's been fun talking to ya :)

@Mizukage:

yeah your probably right i just didnt think that language would be this popular it sucks i want to learn an asian lanugae but we have to learn friggin spanish and there used to be a french class but they dropped it because my school is poor goddamn them. yeah so i speak 1 and a half kinda haha.

@TrinityLight:

Yeah, I usually don't have the time to check things out here too, because of college >:O But it's a weekend now so I have slightly more time.

I moved to Singapore when I was 6. English is the official language here (kinda strange for an Asian country, huh? But we have people of so many different ethnicities so no other language is acceptable, lol). I learn both English and Chinese in school so I know 3 languages now (Bahasa Indonesia is my first).

Don't be surprised, there're many more people around the world who know English than you can ever think of :D

@Mizukage:

oh damn im sorry haha i know i reply quickly i wouldnt even be on right now if i wasnt checking everyones stuff because i wasnt here for like 2 days so i had to make sure i commented on everything haha. otherwise i would probably be reading eyeshield 21 its relle good!!

so wait...but how do you know english? how many languages do you know?

@TrinityLight:

WTH! This one's even faster... less than 30 seconds!!!

Oh yeah, I forgot, you guys are still having summer over there. Your holidays sure are long... *is envious*

Hah! I guessed the time right, yay!

Didn't I tell you when I signed your guestbook? I live in Singapore :3

@Mizukage:

haha its never a problem its summer yayy haha XD yeah its 3am wow 12 hour difference where do you live??

@TrinityLight:

Wow... your reply came, like, immediately! (less than 3 minutes!) Along with 2 other comments on my fanart (thanks for that by the way, I appreciate it ^^)

I guess you really do stay up late, huh? I'm writing this at about 3 pm so I'm guessing it should be about 2 or 3 am in the morning wherever you are, lol. But it's a weekend so it shouldn't be a problem, right? ;)

@Mizukage:

yeah i hope i dont either...but im not helping my mom says its bad to stay up late. she tells me i could go crazy and i stay up late....alll the time haha XD but i like to because i read manga. haha

yeah but i never acctually made a cut of bled or anything i just was playing with it. like i was cutting up junk mail haha. and then there was a newspaper and i was cutting peoples heads out because i was board and it was funny...i dont know how but it was to me haha.

Self-mutilation?! I hope you'd never try that again! O_o From what I hear, people cut themselves to "ease their pain"... lol, shouldn't it be the other way round? -_- Though it's another kind of "pain" they're talking about...

I agree. Reading manga never fails to brighten my mood, even if it's only temporary.

Hereditary illness, huh? That's horrible :( It does scare the crap out of me just thinking about it. I hope you won't get it though.

Glad you had fun :)

@Stixx:

haha no problem if it werent for you i would probably be like idk. killing myself haha no im kidding...that would be an aful thing to do and not good at all oh noes haha.

@TrinityLight:

Lol! No, not creepy, though I don't think I've ever heard of someone missing school. >.< Usually they WANT to miss school. Then again, who'd want to be in a loony bin?

Oh! Why thank you! You're so sweet! ^.^

@Stixx:

haha yeah no i wouldnt let myself wake up in the loony bin...i would miss school...haha and YOU! XD haha...now that i think of it that sounded a bit...creepy haha anyways yeah. but i do take your words as....wise XD

@TrinityLight:

Lol! Well, don't cut yourself then and pass out. I wouldn't want you to end up in the mental house! I would mishes yuuuuu!!!

Well, you're very welcome. I consider you one of my dear friends, so I'll leave encouraging comments!! Though I don't consider myself wise (just experienced in many things), I always want to help out my friends as much as I can. So I'm here for ya!!! *hug*

@pilar:

haha yes i did have lots of fun. and sorry sometimes i can even scare myself. oh and i didnt mean to make the post that long it seemed long. i dont like making people read alot.

@Stixx:

omg thanks i know i get crazy emotional sometime and so i couldnt cut myself i dont think i would be able to handle the scariness haha. no like for real i prolly would passout or something and then they would think i was dead and i would wake up in a meatal instituion because they would think i was trying to kill myself. thats why people cut....mostly well kind of. i think i wouldnt know

im glad your always here i dont know what i i would do without you my good friend haha. thanks for commenting all the time and leaving the biggest most detailed comments with all the wise things you have to say packed in!! i really appreciate that you are able to stand me haha.

I'm so sorry what happened to you. I would say, "Don't feel bad that you didn't get invited to the bday party," but it does much deeper than that. I suppose trust and all was broken, and I can see how you'd feel hurt. But please don't feel so down!! And don't you dare pick up that razor!! *glares at you* Cutting yourself won't solve anything. It doesn't take away problems, it doesn't fix problems, and only makes things worse. Seriously. *softens my glare* My dear, people do mean and stupid things, but people can also forgive. It's up to you or not if you want to forgive your friend, or let something like this come between your friendship. And it's up to you or not to grow stronger from this experience. Life isn't easy and life isn't fair, but it's what we've got, so let's make the best of it, ne?

So you're not open. Lots of people aren't open with their feelings, so don't feel weird for being like that. Thing is, if the people who ask how you feel are your friends, then trust them enough to tell them how you feel. Being in a friendship requires output from everyone. So it would be nice if your friends understood you're not comfortable with pouring out your hear to them, and it would be nice if you trusted your friends enough to be honest with how you feel. Well, that sounded very bossy, and I'm honestly not trying to dictate your life. I'm just trying to say that friendship isn't a one-sided relationship. Everyone has to give and take.

I'm glad that you had a lot of fun at the amusement park!! I haven't played softball in ages, but I always enjoy playing! I'm glad that you had lots of family and friends to play with! That makes the game so much more fun!

See ya around!

Awww thats so sad but atleast you had some fun