hi. this world is just a world full of panda's nonsense and randomness.
- Created By pandaman08
hmm..never done this before...
so i just realized that i've never really done an update of myself...but it really doesn't matter because there's not much going on...but what the heck, i'm gona make one. It's gona be mostly for me cuz there's a to do list ^^
School: I'm fairing pretty well. 5 classes (Children Literature, Mesoamerican Origin, Anthro Lab, Art, and Sociology) and the workload is pretty doable. I've actually been really good, getting things in early and actually taking the time to finish them. But there's an assignment due soon for Child Lit. class and I'm procrastinating on it ;_;
Tonite in art we are using charcoal. I'm totally stoke about that but not really looking forward to cleaning up or blowing out black muck from my nose >_<
Work: I work at my school library as a librarian assistant. I check out materials to students and make sure that the services we offer to them are working, like the printers. I also run errands like delivery of dvds for staff. My work also include me cleaning the desks, organizing and processing the books.
hmmm... at the moment there's no projects or tasks to be done cuz my boss is on her vacation so I've been taking it easy at work. well my job is pretty laid back so it's the same with or without my boss here. Now that i think about it, I get pay for sitting around and doing my homework while I'm at my job ^^
It's like any college student's dream XD I'm very happy about that ^^
Life: Living
Otaku Life: hmmm... I visit the site everyday, and i post some stuff every so often. So if you feel like it, shoot me a pm about anything ^^ I love getting them, it's the same type of high when you get something in the mail ^^
to do list:
-make a to do list of my homework
-Get financial aid papers done and over with
-Tax (i want to avoid this, but it's a must)
- shower our 2 dogs
-put med for fleas on the dogs
-draw more
-get active again like taking walks
-eat my daily veggie, no v8 do not count <_<-
- do a good deed each day ^^
-find one thing to smile about everyday (today is thinking about how cute ferrets are ^^)
well that's all ^^
look at this car!!
when i get one, i'll make sure mine has a purple cupholder ^^
good day to you XD
p-man
random panda? more like ranting panda. WARNING: this may turn out to be a rant
sorry to be such a downer but i feel like ranting and complain and stuff. so if you dont wanna read it's okay. or if your curious and like "Why not?" then please continue....
ugh, my life kinda sucks at the minute. i mean i should be happy because i have two more weeks of school but my whole body is in pain. i haven't drawn anything for a week and havent done anything productive in my art class because of my hands. everything i touch, pains my wrist and fingers. i think i said this b4 but even the simple act of holding a pencil or opening a water bottle hurts. this is thanks to my job. for anyone who doesnt know, i work at my school's library as a librarian assistant so i handle a lot of books. just before my hands started hurting we got a whole cart of books that were donated to us. all of those books were art books and so they were heavy at least up to 15 pounds each. what my job was to enter in the title of the book, author, and isbn numbers. it took me 5 hours (b/c after i was done a section of the data got deleted so i had to it over). so along the process i carried the books back and forth and my hands were froze in the typing mode. my hands weren't use to it so now they're all sore and cramped. ( I mean even though i'm complaining, i really do love my job and everyone at my workplace, so dont think that i hate it. what really make me sad is that i cant pick up my shih tzu and maltese....
now moving on to my next pain, my feet. they are hurting me. when i take a step my toes really hurt. feel like they are bruising or something. I think it's because i should really start stretching and take it easy at work. i am always moving, going up and down the stairs,my nemesis!
then the one pain that is really hurting me are my canker sores. holy i have like 3 of them. they are irritating my mouth and so my lips are swollen. it hurts to eat, laugh and smile. i smile a lot and this really pains me that i have to keep a serious face and not make a grin. i feel like such a gloomy person. making matters worst, my sis keep making my laugh with her silly jokes also watching awesome stuff on tv. i feel like if i laugh to hard now my lips will tear and blood will drizzle down my chin! i really dont like this at all, i miss smiling. now all i can do is this : :D it's like wtfudge!?
i do not feel healthy at all, i also have head aches and back aches. i think all of this is from my stress in life esp school. damn those exams that is like 25% of my grade!!!! hopefully everything heal in time, esp my canker sores, bc i have a presentation this thursday and i hope that i can open my mouth and make a speech. now when i talk i feel like a ventriloquist (spelling is wrong). just typing this hurts too but i wanna rant. thanks for listening :D
allergies?!
okay i don't know why but it seems this year i am very susceptible to allergy. it's almost summer and i'm sneezing and sniffling like crazy! This is very weird for me b/c i normally don't get allergies, especially the kind where i sneeze and stuff ( i normally get a little itchy eyes and that's it). now i understand why ppl complain about it so much, it so uncomfortable, especially when i try to talk to someone and a sneeze would interrupt me every minute. Also with my new allergy i have to start blowing my nose in public (i normally don't have to or i just don't want to). Geez i hate that. everyone stares at you and all. *sighes* that is why i don't stare at ppl b/c i know what it feels like to be watch. okay , that is my rant for today.
*sneezes!
curse you allergies!!!!
i survived it...
i survived last night. closing was a breeze. it was really creepy when i had to go to the second floor and turn off the lights though. i never realized how creepy a library can get in the dark. after i left my ocd took over to check the switches the whole atmosphere felt heavy (esp. behind my back)...i freaked out and ran back down :O
oh, i also did the pa, kinda weird cuz there's no one but i still had to do it (so i and the librarian just listened to myself) :P
anyway i believe that was my first and last time closing the library cuz next semester i work in the mornings, which mean i am opening the library...
any way happy holidays to all!!!!!!
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