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cursed...for now

i think i'm curse...
why?
Lastnite i got one hell of a nose bleed again and this time it lasted up to 50 minutes! i was washing my face and then i felt something warm trickiling down my chin, i thought it was water then i looked into the mirror and it was blood! i felt so bad because my sis had just cleaned the sink that day and so it was pristine white. instead of keeping it that way, blood got all over the sink, splashing everywhere. it was pretty graphic.
i have nose bleed so often as a child that now i can't even react to it when i have it now... yeah my childhood nosebleed were pretty epic. one time it lasted for 1 week, bleeding at least once a day. went to the doctor and they had to suck my blood clot(which is the culprit) from my nose. now i know that i only get nose bleed when my nose is irritated especially when i have a cold and in this case, allergy.
i lost so much blood that i was pale and the garbage was full of it. i felt my blood were wasted. at one point i was actually considering to collect my blood and paint with it (i've seen this show call oddities and there's this artist that make awesome art from his own blood). But i didn't....
Anyway i also swallowed a good amount of blood to the point that i got sick and gagged.
*shivering from the thought of drinking another drop of blood. (i'm not a vampire so i guess i can't consider blood as a delicacy)
anyway, today i am fine *knocking on wood
i just have to bring a pack of ice with me and vasaline to put in my nose to keep it moist.
anyway that is that.
sorry to gross anyone out...
now all i worry about is a presentation that i have tomorrow. hopefully i won't have a nose bleed during that time...it would be embarassing but i guess a great excuse to extend my presentation date.

anyway tah tah for now XD

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