Hello there, my name is Alexander.
I like syringes, scalpels, stitches and smiles.
I don't really do much aside from drink coffee and exist.

Noot noot

I'm still alive I'm still here yes hello

I feel like I should mention that this is my absolute favorite time of year.

I really like February, mostly due to Valentine's day and all that, but April onward for the rest of spring...
That is the time of year that I do like

Except this year, I have a lot of nostalgia for last year around this time.
That was probably the happiest I've ever generally been so far. Around July of last year, things went downhill really quickly, and went even more downhill around the end of August and in September, then continued to get worse until in October I finally came to the realization that something was very, very wrong and I hoped dearly that it would stop being a thing that was wrong very quickly.
Around January, though, things did get much better! And they continued to stay much better! And they still are much better! But they aren't nearly as good as they were this time last year. I really dislike romanticizing the past, since memories aren't always true to reality and have a tendency of being a little rose-tinted, but I can say with complete honesty that that was when I was at my absolute best. Now, I just have to try to recreate the happiness I had in abundance back then. It's going well. I'm cheery.

I think I'm posting this journal on this site that I'm so incredibly inactive on out of nostalgia.

Well, until I post again, goodbye.

External Image