Wow, it's been pretty much a month since my last encounter here, posting in my world that is.
New World order Design
Well, if you didn't notice, I completely changed this world design...TWICE. AHEM, I completely fallen in love with K-pop, a lot more than the first time I got into it. It's kind of crazy because... well, I don't know haha! When I first saw Shinee's newest video "Sherlock" I totally fallen in love with it (and Teamin OMGF that hair), then that love only grew when I started to watch all the k-pop clips on youtube. So now I can safely say that I'm a fan of K-pop.
I have a few favorites too, Teamin of course from Shinee, changshung from 2PM, and finally Heechul from Super Junior. UGGHHHNNN I can't really pick out my top favorite because they are all so freak'n cute and have awesome personalities *rolls around*. I love seeing the random youtube clips of all of them because I can see their personalities more. Changshung makes me laugh every time, such a clown. Teamin is so innocent but then he can look all sexy and that makes my head explode and Heechul has wit like crazy.... *ROLLS AROUND THE HOUSE*
So yeah, that's been my reality for the last few weeks, me watching something k-pop related everyday. I've become such a fan that I decided to change my world design twice which is saying a lot! But yeah, I love it and it really does make me happy and smile enormously! And I want to give a special shout out to Kelsey (Angel Zakuro) for making my last icon of Sailor Mini Moon. I loved it so I never did change it haha! If you ever want an icon or whatever don't hesitate to ask! :D
PMing Question
Speaking of friends, I have a question. Do you think its weird to PM a person/acquaintance/friend just to chat and catch up with the person? I know, I sound really weird since this should be a "normal" thing to do, but I always fear that the person I PM will think I'm a weirdo for just wanting to chat. I always wanted to just have a PM frenzy on here but that fear kept me from doing it LOL. Since a lot of my close friends are becoming more and more rare with posting and etc I want to know what they are up too, and have that common bond again... :P I'm sounding so sappy but I always enjoyed the community here and I don't want that to die out even if I'm not posing as much. *3*
Mew Mew Yours Truly Life Metamorphosis!
Okay, so I guess the last thing is that I'm totally revamping my life! I'm go get lean, eat healthy-er, buy new clothes, going back to my creative endeavors again, change around my room and pretty much start living the life I always wanted to live. It's weird because I tired to do it before but I never gave it enough effort or got lazy/depressed/etc and just stopped.
This time around since my life have been getting so intense lately I need to match my outside with the inside. All the old things and habits I use to do, I'm willing to let it go and move forward. I'm learning that it's human to screw up... a lot... a lot a lot. When I let go of being perfect and just "do it" whatever it is I want to do, things turn out fine even if I don't get my expected outcome. I normally just end up learning a lot from them if I don't get too caught up in my perceived failures.
So yeah, this year so far has been a true learning lesson time and time again. I'm learning a lot about myself and I see the difference it's been making in my life. One day, I want to condense this all down into a series of books so that other people can learn about what I went through! :)
Okay, I think that's enough from me! A lot has happened since I last posted but those things are the most important I guess. Don't forget about my question too lol. (it's such a silly question you don't have to answer if you don't want too!)
Take care!
