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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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Mew Berry WIP 3

Just started to finish my mew berry picture. Funny how I get random inspirations for things.

Just in case anyone is wondering, I've been doing fairly well. I've been doing more and working on myself to be a lot more confidant in everything I do. I feel and see the difference! I feel now that I'm more than able to do all the things I need and want to do. It's quite nice because that feeling doesn't stay for long when I do have it. I'm making it my business to stop self-sabotaging myself and get right with what I need emotionally. But yeah, I'm feeling great and tomorrow I'm going to South Street with Yvette (the new friend I mentioned for months now) for her birthday which is actually on a Sunday lol. I'm really looking forward to it and so is she! :D

Take care everyone!

Mew Berry WIP 2

Hey everyone!

I just got stared laying down some of the base colors for my latest picture, Mew Berry! I wanted to go for more bolder colors and I like what I have so far. I'm also going for a simpler cell shaded look with some added details. I haven't colored anything in a while so this will be a treat to do!

I also want to mention my latest card that I made, Lonely. It's my favorite card yet so go check it out if you haven't already!

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Also, I never had a chance to post about some of my other recent cards!

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For Angel's birthday!

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One of my person favorites!

The last thing I want to mention is the feature I was in! Zombieusagi was sweet enough to recommend me to ItachiSasuke that made the feature in one of her worlds. I can't get over how sweet everyone here is and one of the main reasons I will never leave this place. I love the tight knit family package here and plus it's my art home. :) So thank you a ton!

Thanks for looking everyone! I should make a personal update soon haha! Take care!

Mew Berry WIP

As the title suggests, I started the line art of this older sketch since I was so bent out of shape this morning. It felt good to get creative and have all my nagging thoughts disappear for a few hours. Life has been a total emotional roller coaster lately and I'm just trying to stay sane in all of it. D:

Mew Contest Ideas Please!

Hey guys!

This is not the usual life update post since well, because it’s been about three days since the last one. But I did go to the ER because my chest started hurting on Wednesday. Everything came out okay, my heart is very healthy, even heartier then healthy the doctor said! My chest and blood pressure is right on track too. They said that based on my story (quitting work because of stress etc) and the tests they ran on me; it was cause probably the stress. When people are stressed they have more acid in their stomach and that can cause acid reflux thus chest pain. It makes a lot of sense, since I never had this kind of chest pain before. Then I was under a lot of stress, more stress then I think I was ever into.

But alas I am feeling much better and I only have minor aches and pains around my back, chest, hands, foot, and arms. I’m hoping they will go away before too long.

Anyway back to the reason of this post!

I want to make another Mew contest! With the 5,000 plus views and things I want to celebrate it. But what kind of contest should it be. The one I want to make is a Mew Berry Remake contest. I love Mew Berry to death (shot) and I would love to see what people can really make her into. Since she’s a sue and all and people hate her.

I’m a bit short of ideas here so I’m wondering what kind of TMM contest you would like to see?

Here are a few ideas I scrape from the bottom of my brain.

• Design a male mew contest
• Remake of the original mews
• New generation mews

I don’t know, as you can see I’m not very creative with this. So give me some ideas!

Thanks and thanks again for everyone who commented on my last journal!

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In other news me and my mom go out tomorrow to sign papers for my new job tomorrow.

Damn it, I want to draw a loli mew... I has been effected...